Gosh. If I never had access to the internet, my mom would have ruined my sexuality. She legit thinks that girls shouldn’t dress “immodestly” because it turns guys on and makes them lose control. I remember how insecure I got when I went to my grandparents house before a dance and my grandfather called me “promiscuous” for wearing makeup, a black dress, and fishnet gloves. IM TIRED FROM HIDING FROM MY SEXUALITY. It’s not wrong to find something so healthy and normal fun and pleasurable. It’s not dirty, sex deserves to be talked about. This, this is why rape culture exists. We blame young girls for simply having bodies. FOR HAVING BODIES. I can’t rip my breasts off my chest and throw them in the garbage. There was a time I would cover them with a towel while I was bathing because I didn’t like looking at them. That is so unbelievably messed up and I’m glad I found a sense of acceptance of my sexual side.