Grimm-Grinning

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I really hate how I just don't fucking say anything for a couple of months and then I just fucking appear and then disappear again, I have motivation for this account, two days ago I just fucking hammered out most of Lucifer's information but then my motivation just disappears and its like ' Well where the fuck did you go?? ' 
          	
          	 Its even worse when doing refs because I try to draw and then they just go poof and I am left here about to scream my head off. I HAVE a shit ton of information for everyone and try to add some lore and mystery, I have a whole chapter with bullet points about my characters, its 2014 words long but trying to put it into a ref and it just comes out in a weird disappointed
          	
          	
          	Sorry for the weird rant I am just angry plus I wanted to let you guys know that I am alive

therealesasns

@Grimm-Grinning well that's awesome! I'm happy to here that dude!
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Grimm-Grinning

@therealesasns Doin' better, mostly just been trying to write stories 
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therealesasns

@Grimm-Grinning yeah been there, hope ya felin better tho
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Grimm-Grinning

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I really hate how I just don't fucking say anything for a couple of months and then I just fucking appear and then disappear again, I have motivation for this account, two days ago I just fucking hammered out most of Lucifer's information but then my motivation just disappears and its like ' Well where the fuck did you go?? ' 
          
           Its even worse when doing refs because I try to draw and then they just go poof and I am left here about to scream my head off. I HAVE a shit ton of information for everyone and try to add some lore and mystery, I have a whole chapter with bullet points about my characters, its 2014 words long but trying to put it into a ref and it just comes out in a weird disappointed
          
          
          Sorry for the weird rant I am just angry plus I wanted to let you guys know that I am alive

therealesasns

@Grimm-Grinning well that's awesome! I'm happy to here that dude!
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Grimm-Grinning

@therealesasns Doin' better, mostly just been trying to write stories 
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therealesasns

@Grimm-Grinning yeah been there, hope ya felin better tho
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Grimm-Grinning

Okay, so I'm not going to mark this as an announcement just cause I feel like I'm bugging you guys but I promise I am working on stuff, I've made a few tweaks for my profile and I am revamping some old characters. 
          
          Currently I am working on just portraits of them, I have Radio and Cindy down, Cindy's redesign is very eh to me right now, and I have the sketch of Issacs dragon form. I have also made a few new characters and tried adding more backstory or mystery to my characters, I cannot tell you guys how much I have scrapped or redrawn somethings, specially Lucifer's design. The five I am honestly most excited for because they are my favorite, is Felix, Radio, Cindy, Lucifer and Issac. 
          
          Only thing I am slightly nervous for is that I have deiced to put Felix and Radio in a cannon relationship, the same is honestly probably going to go with Cindy and Lucifer, however theirs would probably build up. All of them would gladly accept another partner, or two. It just felt weird for them not to be in a relationship. Even though generally I don't like giving my character's sexualities or putting them in cannon relationships just so there is more freedom. 
          
          Sorry for the long-ish ramble, I've honestly been working on this stuff for at least a month and a half now and I am just excited, I don't have a estimated time when I will re-open the book as I want to at least get SOME characters fully done before I do and not just like publish one and then a month later, another character

Grimm-Grinning

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It's be like four months since I last spoke, mostly because art and writers block just deiced to hit me, plus school, but I have recently been hit with inspiration along with school ending for me tomorrow, so I've been working behind the scene, I am also working on Radio's ref, anatomy and hands f*cking suck let me tell you that. 
          
          I also wanna announce that I am also changing my username, just so no one is confused on who the fuck this person is, since I'm pretty sure no one remembers or even knew my old profile, and that I will also be opening to roleplaying, preferably with Radio and Felix, Vincent and Cindy as I do have most of everything worked out and their appearances have no really changed, Vincent has not changed only thing that really changed for him is his length and height, however if you wanna use one of my other oc's that's fine, I just wanna get back in the swing of things. 
          
          I actually feel happy to be back for once, like there is no pressure or stress to be back.

Grimm-Grinning

@TheresOnlyOneKing If you are fine with that and want me to then sure!
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TheresOnlyOneKing

@Grimm-Grinning 
            Are you gonna be using the pic I made for Vincent?
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Grimm-Grinning

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Oh hey, I'm still somehow alive. Somehow. My laptop broke and school kicked me in the ass, and it still is. I'm okayish, just dealing with stress my mental health is really fucking shitty, like I said in my previous post I am not saying I'm 100% back cause I have the tendency to just go poof and with the whole Webtoon buying Wattpad thing it is just making more worried of appearing and I prefer not to have social media, I'm, be surprised or not, anti-social, roleplaying forces me to come out of that. Sorry for rambling but yeah, just a small update

Random_fander_

@Hazelsbackup its perfectly fine if you arent able to fully get back into the rping spirit! If you're open to it we can slowly continue our rp on a different social media platform. But for now take as much time as you really need until you feel ready to come back. And if you wanna vent about everything at all feel free to hmu, just remember to take care of yourself 
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Grimm-Grinning

Hi, I'm alive...ish....uhm....I honestly don't know what to really say, I don't have much of a reason for just vanishing again other then having a burnout? I think that's what their called? On top of the COVID-19 things I've just been stressed. 
          
          I just haven't been getting much into vore or wanting to go onto Wattpad as much, but I'm fine, everything has sorta calmed down for me and I've just been drawing, plus working on school and helping my family, I'm not going to say I'm 100% back but I will be checking and replying to responses. 
          
          Dearly sorry if I made any of you worried.

Random_fander_

@Hazelsbackup welcome back to wattpad! Just remember dont rush yourself for replies, take as much time as you need to feel as good as you can
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Kinderartifact4

Welcome back :)
            
            Wish I could give you some words of encouragement to help with the stress, but that is unfortunately not something I’m good at.
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