Hey, uh...I sorta would like to talk to more people about my situation. Okay, so...my parents are abusive, to put it bluntly. My parents have sweared so much in front of me when I was younger, I didn’t know they were bad words until I said one in school. A few years ago, when I was 8, I witnessed my dad hit my mom. My dad hits and yells at my brother so often, now his uniform is now bloody on the back. I’m really scared that something worse may happen to my brother, he can’t help the fact that he needs special treatment. My mom always claims I did things that I didn’t do. My dad also made me cry after seeing my report card, calling me ‘stupid and worthless mistake’. I haven’t cried in front of many people, and they either think I’m a crybaby or doing it for attention. I’m feeling so numb, I just can’t love being alive anymore. I’m also losing interest in sleeping, since it’s 4 am currently.
I am to scared to call Child Services, because this is the only family I’ve ever have, and I don’t want to lose some sentimental items that I have.