free.friesssss

Who wants to talk to me Abt s.g.e? I'm in a phase and want to yap to someone

I lost a friend two weeks ago and two days later one of other friends were shot and someone I considered family tolde to kill my self and that my friends death was my fault. One of my school friends thinks that everything I say or post Abt is abt her bc I asked her out the same day my friend passed so I haven't been talking much to her. She the type to get mad at you and then every little thing you do is a problem. I might lose all my friends again but that hs Ig. Tbh if this keeps up I'm going to cut up ties with everyone at my school. 

skillsUSA conference yesterday was cool I made a friend.

The pills keep my mind at bay 
          To try and keep my monsters away
          Now numb and can't see
          If the man in the mirror is even me
          Anymore
          
          Feel my brain go static 
          Feel my heart begin to painc
          Everyone wants something from me
          But I can't even self-provide properly

I got to state competition tomorrow and I'm pulling my hair out I'm stressed and anxious as hell, istg I'll have a heart attack before I can even go to the competition
          Send help lol

I don't exactly hate you-
          But if you were on fire and I had water
          I'd drink it.

Love doesn't discriminate
          Between the sinners and the saints
          It takes and it takes and it takes
          And we keep loving anyway
          We laugh and we cry and we break
          And we make our mistakes
          And if there's a reason I'm by her side
          When so many have tried
          Then I'm willing to wait for it

I wanna fuck you like an animalllllll
          I wanna feel you from insideeeee
          I domtnknkw the rest of the song
          
          -Odis ♡♡♡

ily <3

McRonald