Felix_Pascal

Three. And. A. Bit. Months. Clean!!! Let us celebrate!!!

Felix_Pascal

This part of Wattpad is for people who like talking to themselves, like me... 
          
          Anyway, for those people who actually read these things... I don't know if I've touched on the reasons for my disappearance after I said I'd be back in August. The thing is, my state of mind wasn't really that good in August. My mother basically had a mental breakdown at my check up with the psychiatrist, and he sent her to the mental hospital/rehabilitation centre place, and she had to get electric shock therapy. This happened just before my birthday, when I said my hiatus would end. I was in a mentally bad place. But as promised, I announced my return here, only to promptly disappear again. I felt so down, alone, and generally pessimistic. I couldn't write, because it felt like my brain was broken. Life was a miserable mess.
          
          But then, my mother checked herself out of the hospital place. The pressure of looking after my dad and sister was taken off me. My anti-depressants started working, and I'd learned some coping mechanisms. I also fell in love, but that's a story for another time. Anyway, I just took time of for my mental health, and now I'm back and motivated!
          
          [Disclaimer: Just because I feel mostly better, doesn't mean I won't ever have bad days or urges ever again. Anti-depressants are not miracle drugs that will take your problems away for ever and ever. They just help you not to feel like that all the time, and they help you to cope better. And don't expect them to kick in immediately. It takes a while to feel the change.]

Felix_Pascal

I am currently spending my days sleeping and my nights outlining a novel. I am determined to not give up on it this time!
          
          Also, if you like my writings and ramblings, kindly follow me on twitter... uh... I forgot my own username... I'll be back