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Just a little rant because I need some advice.
I used to be in love with this boy named Simon. He was the love of my life. He was tall, had blonde, almost white hair. As a person that doesn't feel emotions, he put a stake right through me. Every time I see him, I get this weird feeling in my stomach of like, something flying around, wanting to get out. Everyone told me it was love, that I had fallen hard for this guy. I believed it and I still do. Now, I have a girlfriend and a "husband". I love both of them so fucking much. Simon left my brain for a while, I didn't think about him and I stopped writing on my love book. I started focusing fullt on my gf and hubby but there's something bothering my brain... him... he's back in my heart and I can't stop thinking about him and the feeling in my stomach is still there when I think about him. I don't know what to do