DaniCantSpell

hi. i no longer want to label myself.
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DaniCantSpell

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Holy fuck its today

DaniCantSpell

i knowwww but liam tweeted and 1D yesterday so idk plus we have new music on Spotify and apple music so far! plus I am waiting for the link for a website I am sure will crash
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Patria1536

@DaniCantSpell I dunno but I don't think they did much so far-
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DaniCantSpell

Here we are again... a year after i said I would stop writing fanfiction... Its my 19th birthday today... i finished college for fucks sake.
          Ok whatever. We need to talk. 
          I was hoping I could move on from fanfiction but its harder than I thought. I just feel like I am not good enough. As if my work is only good enough in a fanfiction way. 
          But, God, sometimes it makes me so uncomfortable to write. Because I know it are real people, I know it will weird them out when they see this. Maybe I don't write smut, but its still weird. I always make sure to never kill their friends/family, never write them having sex. Because even implying it makes me feel bad. 
          My whole platform is based on fanfiction and it saved my life back in high school. I dont want to go into detail, but making up a word and story to hide in made it better. I think that's why I'm so attached to it? 
          I am really not going to say 'writing fanfiction is wrong!' What would be egoistic of me. If you write it, and read it, keep in mind it are real people with real feelings. 
          Right now I will finish Kiss Of Fame and then I don't know what I will do. I really want to write LGBT stuff. Educating people about it really makes me feel good.
          I want to write about transgender people again, but me being a cis woman makes my doubt if I should. I know a lot about it, I educate myself. But I never experienced it. Expierence is much more important than education.
          So the only thing I can really talk about it sexuality. So many people are writing about it right now, so i will see what I can do. An idea just popped in my head actually, maybe I can make that work... I don't know.
          I really hope I can move on from fanfiction and you guys will still support me...
          

theperksofabook1

I know we don’t know each other but I’ll support u no matter what u choose.
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Patria1536

@DaniCantSpell Aw I'll support you even you move on from fanfiction, mate. 
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DaniCantSpell

I feel like I need to comment on my fanfiction about Garrett Watts. I dont support Shane or Jeffree who i mentioned in the book anymore.
          I've stuck with Shane's side as he got canceled over and over and I've finally had enough. I am done with him.
          I added Jeffree not because I was a fan of him, but because he was friends with Shane.
          I absolutely adore Garrett and I'm glad he isn't involved with Shane and that negativity anymore and so is Drew. Those two are the reason I got back into shane his videos. My favorite thing to watch were their paranormal videos...
          I am not saying oh Tati is right in this drama bacause both sides made obvious mistakes... I dont even like that whole damn beauty community. 
          
          I don't want to delete the book. It took my a lot of educating myself and time to write it and I'm somewhat proud of it. I can go and change the names but then it won't make as much sense anymore. 
          Just know I don't have it online because I support all the people in it, but because of the message I tried to give. 

jaci_mae

Im from the stream xD

Patria1536

@DaniCantSpell Ahh that makes sense... thanks
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