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Dapat balik laptop lama. Siri Subconscious yg sudah lama terkurung, harap jumpa balik. Kena korek buku2 yg pernah diconteng-conteng jugak haih. Tetiba rasa cam nak tulis (probably just tetiba rajin)

Random but.
          
          Historical fiction genre with Srivijaya as timeline and place setting. Theme is literally about a tyrannical ruler
          
          What do you think?
          
          Nope, bukan buku baru. It was just a random spark dlm kepala so i felt like i wanna write it up for fun but for myself only and not for Wattpad lol.

Suicide warning.
          
          Random but converting your intrusive thoughts into something safer such as writings is actually something i first time done it and os actually pretty helpful in crucial time lol.
          
          Okay summary of the story, i got up to the highest tingkat kat asrama tingkat 10 sbb nak lepak sbb aku tgh bengang about something.
          
          So there's a flash of intrusive thoughts to suicide lol. Random betul kan?
          
          The fun thing is that i write it up the moment that happened. So basically i converted it and suppressed myself from doing it for real (which i believe I won't do it for real but intrusive thoughts is something different so aku tak akan terkejut if i would actually have done that subconsciously)
          
          It gave me a good story though, so i kinda like it

Anyways you can find Cik Mimpi on WhatsApp by tapping on the channel feature - see all - search 'Cik Mimpi's Story'

Cam kena tendang balik

Idk why but I can't share my WhatsApp channel link.

Hi, assalamualaikum ^^
          
          A little update + explanation. I don't know when I'll update books or probably even officially stop because I no longer could be called a "writer" because of no inspiration, inability to construct sentences and it's hard to swallow this but i could feel the passion is dissipating.
          
          So if i ever update any chapter, firstly it's a low chance. Secondly I am very very very rarely online in Wattpad, barely. Thirdly I'll ignore every notifications including personal messages because i probably forgot or i just deliberately ignored them. I'll apologize over the ignorance but tbh the connection between me and Wattpad is loosening that i barely care anymore. Perhaps i might sound selfish tho, like i made friends here before and suddenly now ghosting and ignoring you guys but then again I can't help it. Emotionally this might be very offending however, when a person couldn't feel care over it, then what else could they do but to walk away? I'm sure everyone dislike fake friends, right? Some people say the human heart changes, hati manusia berbolak-balik, i guess that's what I'm facing.
          
          Apa-apapun, i came here in 2018 and am still here in 2024 even though barely online. It's a good and fun memory with all of you. Consider this message board as my farewell here, Cik Mimpi mengundur diri, Assalamualaikum.
          
          What a nice place we met and created a valuable memory. (And i should add that I'm not depressed or something, i know the way i typed sounded serious T^T but I'm too lazy to pun emoji n_n

Assalammualaikum tumpang promote blh?sorry ganggu.Kalau ada masa boleh lah baca or jgn lupa vote sekali ye?thankss..
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/309214364

I ask my friend to give me a prompt for me to write. She gave me:
          
          - genre: supernatural
          - protagonist: any gender
          - folklore
          
          So i came up with Egypt supernatural folklore but i didn't try to make a horror ghost story. It's more to a unique angst story associates with supernatural but it's really not like ghost creepy and anything, I'm not into that.
          
          It's incomplete story tho, it's not even have a complete intro T^T. Anyways this is the only i could comeback with. I admit, i actually lose passion on writing, which I'm very in denial right now T^T. (Story in comment)

Smlm kan, Cik Mimpi experience pitam. Baru kutahu pitam tu mcm mana. Low blood pressure which nearly pitam tu Cik Mimpi tahulah tu kan yg kalau kita bangun dari baring secara mengejut tp pitam ni first experience.
          
          Tiba2 permandangan nampak kuning (kuning sbb lampu tandas berwarna kekuningan) tp I can't see anything but i know my mata was opened wide. And my body was very weak.
          
          Jalan pun mcm org buta, pegang dinding capai sana sini. Nak dijadikan cerita, miracle wey, dapat jalan balik bilik (duduk asrama bilik) takde pulak termasuk kat kawasan sidai baju which is betul2 depan tandas or tertonggeng kat tangga, bilik pulak mmg kat sebelah tangga. Tak pulak tersalah masuk bilik org pulak. Memang miracle. Because i can't hear anything nor i can see anything but yellow. Last2 kawan tolong because my strength dah mmg hilang habis kat dlm bilik so dia heret aku ke katil aku (nasib baik pintu bilik terbuka so senang aku masuk bilik aku time tgh pitam tu).