Bts_fan_1228

I JUST MADE VARSITY CHEER FOR MY HS AS AN 8th grader going to FRESHMAN IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPY RN I DIDNT THINK I WAS GONNA MAKE IT

Bts_fan_1228

Ok so I just need to get this out and have been holding it inside like all year but like i hate my dad I’m going to high school next year and he’s making me switch to a completely different DISTRICT which I’m ok with but he also doesn’t like that I chose to do dance instead of athletics this year and that I stopped doing volleyball bc he was putting so much pressure on me to be good and like go to college and play volleyball so I started doing cheerleading instead because I’m just happier doing it and I want to do it all the time and don’t have to be pressured to do it but everyday when he picks me up from school whether it’s at regular time or after school bc of practice he always tells me how he can’t wait till I switch schools/districts and how easy it will be which I was fine with the first time he brought it up but EVERYDAY when he gets me is too much and it just reminds how I won’t see the people I’ve been friends with like almost all my life and he doesn’t let me get any of my friends numbers or have any kind of social media I added ONE of my friend’s numbers bc I needed her help with an assignment and he took my phone away for almost a month so it’s like hes just trying to get me to not have any kind of life outside of the house I can barely stand being at his house for more than like 3 days bc every single day I even have homework he’s always mad and only gives me an hour to do it then he’s like if you fail any classes this year I will switch your schools early then he brought up like 2 days ago how I should just switch schools the last month of the school year like it’s bad enough I have to switch at the end of the year so just have less time with your friends and switch a month earlier like are you serious.
          
          Sorry I just really had to rant bc I feel like I cant tell anyone I know irl this because they would think I’m just being dramatic bc I’m always like the happiest person but this has been eating away at me all year and I needed to get it out somewhere