Bruhvaa

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I feel entirely feral in a completely normal way ya know? Like I got work tomorrow so I got all day to sleep because I got a closing shift but yeah. I feel like lighting fires tonight or eating some fucking special K cereal with THE RED BERRIES. ONLY THE RED BERRIES. I get my second dose of vaccine on the 8th and I can’t wait to let go of my fear of killing my fam once and for all. This past year and a half have been so motherfucking hard on my depression and adhd and autism and when I went back to school my anxiety got so bad I couldn’t breathe in class. My mom has scar tissue in her lungs so covid could kill her, my dad has a heart thing so covid could kill him, my sister had a collapsed lung as a baby and has scar tissue and lung issues so covid could kill her. I don’t think I could handle being little orphan Annie rn. I definitely didn’t have it the worst but it was absolutely not the best. I haven’t cried or felt depressed in months tho so I guess that’s good? There were some dark times tho so yeah. Reply if you want and vent because I don’t really need sympathy I just needed to let this go someplace where nobody in my real life could hear my fears and worries and sadness. I have to be the rock here, I don’t wanna worry them with my shtuff so yeah teehee.

Bruhvaa

this message may be offensive
I feel entirely feral in a completely normal way ya know? Like I got work tomorrow so I got all day to sleep because I got a closing shift but yeah. I feel like lighting fires tonight or eating some fucking special K cereal with THE RED BERRIES. ONLY THE RED BERRIES. I get my second dose of vaccine on the 8th and I can’t wait to let go of my fear of killing my fam once and for all. This past year and a half have been so motherfucking hard on my depression and adhd and autism and when I went back to school my anxiety got so bad I couldn’t breathe in class. My mom has scar tissue in her lungs so covid could kill her, my dad has a heart thing so covid could kill him, my sister had a collapsed lung as a baby and has scar tissue and lung issues so covid could kill her. I don’t think I could handle being little orphan Annie rn. I definitely didn’t have it the worst but it was absolutely not the best. I haven’t cried or felt depressed in months tho so I guess that’s good? There were some dark times tho so yeah. Reply if you want and vent because I don’t really need sympathy I just needed to let this go someplace where nobody in my real life could hear my fears and worries and sadness. I have to be the rock here, I don’t wanna worry them with my shtuff so yeah teehee.