Smiling to keep from crying

I'm truly a mess~~~

°So I like pizza.
°I enjoy slicing my flesh.
°I hate heart break... In other words I hate my life because its filled with nothing but. :'X
°I'm disturbed
°I would like to climb to the top of a building to see if I can flyyyyyy!!
°most of my writing is my pain on paper... My pen is my blood. (They are both frequently lost)
°people never understand me.. And I never understand people
°Writing is my passion its the only thing getting me through this hell called life
°"Take a needle in your eye, don't cry, don't you want to die?"
°I have a box of poems. I call it my Pandoras Box. Don't dare open it...
°There's this thing called love. Also known as slow suicide.
°Why can't I die..?
°If I fell out of a tree..... Would ______ ______?
°Best band ever: Gorillaz 
°Bullet by Hollywood Undead 
°The Lonely Island.
°Oh, lovely stars, how you blind me so..
°People say suicide is cowardly. No. Its the people who are too scared to admit how horrible life is.... They are the cowards. Suicidal people... You are strong, beautiful, and deserve so much better.