Happy 2023, everyone!
I apologize for going on hiatus after starting new stories. As some of you may know, my account is nearly a decade old and I’m getting older myself. I’m 23 and have felt grown out of my stories for a long time, even while writing new ones. I’ve used my stories as a way to express the hardships I’ve faced in life in a creative way. I tend to come back to the site here and there, but ultimately I’m unsure whether or not to continue.
On top of getting older, I’ve been working on myself mentally which, for me, means being medicated. We’re still searching for the right combination of pills. Currently, I’m unmotivated to do much of anything because of it. Maybe in the future I won’t feel that way and can write again, but it might not be fanfiction.
However, my most recent fanfiction, Bones, is about a topic I still struggle with and may need to return to in order to cope. It reminds me of how things were when I was suffering from anorexia. Since starting medication, I’ve gained weight that I find hard to ignore. With my motivation sinking, I lose interest in exercise besides what I do at work, causing me to not want to eat again. It’s something I’m working on though and might have to return to the story to get through it. At the moment, I’m unsure and I apologize for that.
Anyway, here’s to a happy New Year, hope your 2023 is full of health and happiness. Thank you for sticking with me for nearly 10 years and being there when I was at my lowest. This site helped me more than I can describe and I’m thankful for the experience of being a writer.
Have a gentle day.
~BSkyeSoldier