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Hey guys, I would like to tell something to anyone who's going to host awards here. 
          
          Firstly, please do make sure that you post everything on time, or at least take less than a year. You can check out every single one of the awards book in my reading list and only 2-3 of them have posted the results. The others have been left hanging for 3 years or more, and the participants in it have already left by now. This is seriously the condition of most awards book on Wattpad. I understand if the judges or hosts have some personal issues, but you're obliged to inform us that, not leave us hanging here. Majority of them don't even do that. Besides, if one of the judges has a problem, find another one and try to finish the results as soon as possible. You take payments from us for judging our books and then leave us completely, which would've been illegal had it been in real life. At least have the basic decency to inform us. Btw, I do understand that in some cases, the judges do judge every book but it's the hosts who leave suddenly. Such as in the case of Ecstatic awards (in my reading list).
          
          Now, if possible, can any of you send me ACTUAL genuine awards that won't leave suddenly without any information about why they're leaving? I'm greatly thankful to every awards that have posted results right on time(or even some weeks later) even after having lots of issues with judges, timings and other stuff. You guys did your job well and didn't trick us. Also, if someone's unsure regarding the awards timings and results, please try to make us do the payments AFTER you post results, so that we won't have to waste our time doing all those stuff in return for nothing. Please understand, we have got problems too, and just like we're obliged to tell you if we want to be out of the award, you're obliged to tell us if you can't go on with the awards anymore either.

Hi everyone. An emergency news I've to share to all of you. 
          https://www.instagram.com/reel/C5tgIXfvd7F/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link
          Please watch this link and share it to everyone you know. Please do. I'm an Indian myself and we would like to bring justice for this girl and her family who didn't even get to file a case because of mere wealthy politicians and businessmen. For those of you who might think that it's false - Delhi is one of the most dangerous cities in India. Maybe in the world too. The most brutal crime ever has happened there, and so has a lot of other crimes which mostly go unreported. And this is one such crime. The possibility that it DID happen is about 80% or more. I know that I rarely ever post such news here but this case cannot go unreported. All the monsters who did this, from those people who kidnapped her first till the cops who tried to advance on her, MUST be brought to public. Let's bring justice for her and her suffering family.
          
          If the law didn't exist I would have killed these losers myself and I know that a lot of people would indeed join me. What I'm doing now can't accomplish literally anything else except make this news a bit more public but that's fine. I want to do at least this.

https://www.wattpad.com/story/368665081-royal-majestic-awards
          
          @lupe6583v new awards is out!

I GOT 97.4% IN BOARDS! 
          100 in science, 96 in English and 99 in maths, 98 in social science I'M LITERALLY IN TEARS-

This year, I came to know that everyone's a survivor. Even an animal. Even our 3-year old puppy, Toffy.
          
          Our little puppy is a survivor of 4 major surgeries. The first one happened 2 years ago, where he suffered from kidney stones and they needed to be removed via surgeries. Being a chronic disease, it came again next year, and again next year, and again this year...all in the same pattern. Since the trauma of losing my first dog Choco 3 years ago still haunted me and it happened while I was away, I was always scared for Toffy, always paranoid that the moment I leave his side, he might leave me forever, so I was always a bodyguard to him, a person who would risk her entire life for Toffy. I couldn't even say goodbye to Choco and I was at the point of killing myself back then. 
          
          My parents and I could never replace Choco in our hearts but we wanted to be pacified, we wanted our old happiness, and that's how Toffy came home. During the first surgery, I remember it being my eighth grade exam and all the hospital staff pitying me as I sat there sleepily till 12 am. During the third surgery, I was having my tenth grade exams. I thought I was the one suffering it all, I thought I would lose Toffy too, but he survived and we, as his family, gave him the comfort he needed. I cared more about him than my exams or my own life. I never cried once, I knew he would be okay. 
          
          And he is. He's happily running around after a week of the forth surgery. I realised that he's an even greater survivor than I will ever be - he had to be operated on 4 times, thriving through mental and physical pain, much more than I ever went through. Even through all that intense pain, he pretended to be okay and never once showed his pain though we knew how much it hurt him - just like I did, throughout all these years. 
          
          Whenever I see Toffy, I see another 'me' in him, a 'me' experiencing greater pain but hiding it all - and that's how I know that he's a strong, great survivor. I love you, Toffy<3

Yet another 'proud day'!
          
          So, I went to my cousin's house during vacation time for exactly a week and by the time it was time for me to return home, my mom calls urgently and tells me that she has booked coaching classes for me. Since my best subjects are maths and computer, my mom admitted me for a JEE coaching class. But the real deal? There was a screening test that came alongside it which enabled me to compete for IIT coaching classes too.
          
          So, here comes the problem. The screening test was scheduled just one day later. The syllabus for the screening test included both ninth and tenth grade portions, the former which I had completely forgotten. And main problem? There was no time. Since I was at my cousin's house, I couldn't concentrate well. I still tried my best, memorized the tons of physics formulas from ninth. I didn't bother about checking tenth grade syllabus because I remembered it like day and night. By Saturday, I returned home, but my cousin came along. Thus, I was pretty busy at my own house too. My mom and my cousin made a bet and he said that I wouldn't be able to secure a rank in the test. I almost believed it too, having memorized only half the entire syllabus. But I believed in myself, like I always did. 
          
          And Sunday came. All I knew was that before the ranklist reaches us, there would be a message stating that we're admitted to IIT coaching, IF WE GET A GOOD RANK.
          
          Soon, that message reached me too. I secured the 28th rank out of 350+ people in total, meaning the top 8%. I had scored 175/240 with a great 72/80 in maths (whatever I attempted was right and only the two questions I left lost marks) and a pretty low 47/80 for physics. I received a scholarship of 10%. 
          
          The next morning, I asked my cousin about the bet he made. He just smiled sheepishly. Of course, he was just joking, but I had to take pride in my accomplishment :)

ABSOLUTELY THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE ~
          Our farewell party for tenth was held at 6 today and it was just awesome. The best part was the DJ, where all the lights were switched off, the music was played and even smoke was released! 
          
          I'm really gonna miss this.

My farewell party of tenth is tomorrow but I feel kind of blank (not sad exactly). Like after that meet up, most of us won't see each other ever again including my best friend who I'll call 'R' for now. Since she has coaching classes from April, we won't be able to keep meetings right. My other three friends are taking completely different streams from me (Biomaths and bio IP), while I'm one of the few girls choosing PCM computer.
          
          Yesterday a Google form had been sent to us and besides choosing our main option we also had to choose a second one in case we couldn't get the first stream. So, as much as I love maths and computer, I still hope at the depth of my heart that I might get biomaths alongside my friends ...which is almost impossible because most people do get the stream that they choose, and I'm sure I've scored enough marks to be selected to the group I chose. Still, though, I'll really miss my friends. I've been with them for six years so it's hard to imagine a class without them and their jokes.

BOARDS ARE OVER!!
          Finally, a whole year of pressure is over with, though obviously it's gonna be here in twelfth too ;-;
          Today we had maths and just like my confidence, it proved to be the easiest paper and the one I might score the most in(anything more than 97 perhaps). Afterwards, we went to my friend's house and made farewell mementos lol, it was really fun.
          My coach and teachers were very happy afterwards, encouraged and wished us well.

And just like that, the toughest exam is over... Yay! Now we've got just one more exam (maths, my favourite) and then five days later we've our farewell party! 
          
          I'm praying that I get a 100 on maths and 99 on science because I worked so hard for these two. I wish that maths exam would be easier than last board because last time was said to be very tough. Besides, I lost a lot of marks in second language thanks to insufficient time so I want to get those lost marks by scoring a 100 on maths. Social science board was tough, questions were very indirect especially MCQs. Prolly gonna score less than 97(but more than 90, perhaps)