broke college student

Update: I’m fine just busy in college and working during the holidays. I actually stream now @/Basic_Li on twitch when I’m not busy. Y’all can chill with me as I fail at Genshin and Minecraft if you want. 

Can I get an f in chat for reliving the worst years of my life for science? Nah but for real It’s fine if the data helps folks in the future I’m willing to do it. Talking is my coping :) 

It’s sometimes so cruel how you close a chapter of your life and then life tosses you into a fray so now you gotta but more effort and more work into closing that same chapter 

I feel a little better about it now then I did a week ago but it still hurts that I was targeted because I was friends with him, financially in trouble, and available. It was opportunistic and disgusting. And the fact that there is a possibility he felt a certain away about me since I was 17 makes me feel very very VERY insecure about how I look and why I keep getting used by people I trust :))))) . But overall I’m good, I’m safe. I’m far from him. He’s gone from his platform. 

So uhm. I perceivably got exploited (or at least attempted) by another older man last month :). I’m literally done with humanity I don’t want to be PERCIEVED. But yeah I handled it,, I’m still upset. I may write about it because last time that happened it really helped. He deactivated his Twitter so like there no repercussions,, besides him finding out maybe and leaking my personal info that I gave him since he wanted to give me  graduation money :)))))))))) 

you would think i would be done in the expose business but no I got to get caught up with another problematic person.

The poll is live!! It’s my pinned tweet on @/stubbornnova . 
          
          Also I’ll start to be in active in a few days due to work and prepping my move in to my uni.

Love shouldn’t hurt is # 1 on the personal experience tag!!! It’s my most impressive ranking since there are 1.1 k other stories on the tag!! To honor that accomplishment I will revamp the cover and design a different one. I’ll just need help picking a new cover because I made 3. 
          
          Please follow me @/stubbornnova on Twitter to help me decide which one I should choose! I’ll post the covers tomorrow morning.

OKAY I'M NOT DEAD SO HERE'S WHAT'S HAPPENING!!
          
          FIRST OFF THE VERY LAST CHAPTER OF LOVE SHOULDN'T HURT IS OUT AND I CAN FINALLY PUT THAT TO REST I'M SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT.
          
          So my car is totaled totaled, like the insurance is like "ahahah it's your fault even if you have video footage of the person you hit was being negligent and a fucking idiot. lmao pay to fix it yourself :)" and I don't have that money. So I've been working more and I plan to work in college to get a car that actually has a/c and is in my budget.
          
          speaking of college, I move in next week, so I will be IA on all platforms basically on the 15th. I'm finally moving out to move into my dorms. I'm actually debating on writing original stories and picking it up again but IDK it might not happen because imma be so busy.
          
          also music career is gonna halt AGAIN because imma move into dorms and i don't want to bother my flatmates. I'm thinking of filming the whole thing for funsies and to showcase my video editing skills for my work studies. and yeah that's kinda what's been happening.
          
          if you want to keep track of me ya'll can follow my twitter @/StubbornNova, and follow my NEW instagram @Aria.cosmic. if you want my personal you have to DM me i'm only sharing with old irls.

I got into an accident yesterday, I'm good but I think my car is totaled which means I will be working more. which also means you will have to wait for the last chapter (for real this time" of Love shouldn't hurt I'm so sorry