i hope not to disappoint
people in my life.
the fear of failure is ever present
when i wake every morning
and when i fall asleep.
some days, i wish to breathe
with lungs that are not my own-
and maybe then i would know
how it feels to live without expectations.
i have not placed these outlooks
on myself, and i do not know who
has placed them on me,
but one day i became aware
of these extensional forces.

maybe one day
i will dream of sunset oranges
and rosey pinks,
the feeling of weightlessness
would carry me far away from
the shackles that i know.
a singular stare just makes
me quake in my shoes,
this phobia that i have grown
will plague me endlessly.
to live without this burden
is the life i desire,
but i know that it will never
be within my reach.
one day, i yearn for the
ability to fly and grasp it.

but today is not that day.
  • “𝙳𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞.”
  • JoinedDecember 11, 2015

Following

Last Message
-vainglorious -vainglorious Jul 06, 2020 04:55PM
THIS UPDATE HOLY SHITDO THEY NOT EVEN SHOW THE PREVIEWS OF COMMENTS ANYMORE??LIKE IT JUST SAYS:@username replied to commentAND DOESNT SHOW ANYTHING ELSEIM LOSING MY SHIT IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO...
View all Conversations

Stories by 𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚
The Day the Sun Died || BNHA x Reader by -vainglorious
The Day the Sun Died || BNHA x Rea...
❝𝘿𝘼𝙍𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂, 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍𝙀 𝘼𝙎 𝘿𝙀𝘼𝘿 𝘼𝙎 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘿𝘼𝙔 𝙄𝙎 𝙇𝙊𝙉𝙂. ❞ ↣ A PARADOX IN WHICH ...
ranking #57 in todoroki See all rankings
[HIATUS] The Theseus Paradox || Todoroki x Traitor! Reader x Bakugou by -vainglorious
[HIATUS] The Theseus Paradox || To...
❝𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙇 𝙄𝙎 𝙀𝙈𝙋𝙏𝙔 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝘼𝙇𝙇 𝙊𝙁 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘿𝙀𝙑𝙄𝙇𝙎 𝘼𝙍𝙀 𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙀. ❞ ↣ awase y/n is ...
ranking #165 in eijiro See all rankings
Sorry || Gene x Reader [✔] by -vainglorious
Sorry || Gene x Reader [✔]
❝𝙃𝙀𝙔 𝙋𝙍𝙄𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙎𝙎, 𝘾𝘼𝙉 𝙄 𝙆𝙄𝙎𝙎 𝙔𝙊𝙐 ? ❞ ↳ I WAS WONDERING why you were on my m...
ranking #2 in drop See all rankings