-moonmyg

Hey loves! I don't know how many of you are still on here. It's been three and a half years since I began posting on here and two years since I went MIA.
          	
          	I've been checking wattpad every couple of months since I left, and it still blows my mind that people still read Music notes. I wrote most of Music Notes when I was thirteen and finished the rest of it when I was fourteen. I find the story mediocre, at best. Now at eighteen, I can confidently say that the quality of my writing is significantly better than what I delivered with Music Notes.
          	
          	For this reason, I am removing Music Notes from this platform. This is for a couple of reasons
          	1. The story is triggering at best, and at worst romanticizes mental illness and SH, which is something I never intended on doing.
          	2. I’m a published author. My work has appeared in two anthologies so far. I’m working on my debut poetry collection. I don’t think it’s very professional to have something like Music Notes on the internet. The last thing I want is people digging this story up and using it to conjure a false narrative about me.
          	3. I’m trying to heal. I wrote Music Notes right after spiraling into a deep depression. Writing Music Notes quite literally kept me alive at that time. I feel like holding onto Music Notes keeps me in my suffering.
          	
          	I hope you all know that I did not impulsively make this choice. I thought long and hard about it. I won’t be removing it right away in case anyone wants to give it another read or something, but it will be off of this platform in the near future.
          	
          	I will also be leaving this platform. Wattpad was an amazing part of my teenage years, but everything goes, and this era of my life must go too. Thank you everyone for following along in this journey with me 
          	
          	I am working on my debut poetry collection right now. You can follow my journey on my insta: bellaassantana
          	
          	Thanks for everything
          	--Bella
          	
          	(moonchild)

AngstyAesthetic272

I hope this new chapter of your life brings you peace and joy! Your writing is absolutely beautiful and was truly a work of art. I enjoyed every second, minute, and hour i took reading it. Congratulations on your new poetry collection, and forever good luck!
          	  
          	  Sincerely,
          	  
          	  - The person who talks to the moon
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-moonmyg

Hey loves! I don't know how many of you are still on here. It's been three and a half years since I began posting on here and two years since I went MIA.
          
          I've been checking wattpad every couple of months since I left, and it still blows my mind that people still read Music notes. I wrote most of Music Notes when I was thirteen and finished the rest of it when I was fourteen. I find the story mediocre, at best. Now at eighteen, I can confidently say that the quality of my writing is significantly better than what I delivered with Music Notes.
          
          For this reason, I am removing Music Notes from this platform. This is for a couple of reasons
          1. The story is triggering at best, and at worst romanticizes mental illness and SH, which is something I never intended on doing.
          2. I’m a published author. My work has appeared in two anthologies so far. I’m working on my debut poetry collection. I don’t think it’s very professional to have something like Music Notes on the internet. The last thing I want is people digging this story up and using it to conjure a false narrative about me.
          3. I’m trying to heal. I wrote Music Notes right after spiraling into a deep depression. Writing Music Notes quite literally kept me alive at that time. I feel like holding onto Music Notes keeps me in my suffering.
          
          I hope you all know that I did not impulsively make this choice. I thought long and hard about it. I won’t be removing it right away in case anyone wants to give it another read or something, but it will be off of this platform in the near future.
          
          I will also be leaving this platform. Wattpad was an amazing part of my teenage years, but everything goes, and this era of my life must go too. Thank you everyone for following along in this journey with me 
          
          I am working on my debut poetry collection right now. You can follow my journey on my insta: bellaassantana
          
          Thanks for everything
          --Bella
          
          (moonchild)

AngstyAesthetic272

I hope this new chapter of your life brings you peace and joy! Your writing is absolutely beautiful and was truly a work of art. I enjoyed every second, minute, and hour i took reading it. Congratulations on your new poetry collection, and forever good luck!
            
            Sincerely,
            
            - The person who talks to the moon
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-moonmyg

It's been a long time since I've been here, but to see how much love and support Music Notes has gotten blows my mind. I wrote this story such a long time ago when I was struggling deeply with my own personal demons. It helped me grow so much and I'm so grateful for each and one of you for reading this story. 
          
          -Bella

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-moonmyg

I unpublished Bird Box, though it was a fun project to write, I wrote it with the intention if it becoming trendy. I want to write something from the heart, even if takes time until that happens. Hope you can understand

-moonmyg

Life update:
          
          - For months I’ve been struggling with depression, unmotivation, and just being in a slump. At the starts of the new year, all those feeling manifested into restrictive behaviors, and by May I was dangerously underweight, mentally unstable, and deep in my anorexia.
          
          -Since June, I’ve been going to an PHP program, with hope that it’s help me. But, even though my body was recovering, my mind was nowhere close to being recovered. At the end of June(6/28), I was admitted to an inpatient / residential facility. 
          
          -I discharged on Saturday(9/5), and while I was there I did not focus on writing at all. I don’t know when I will get back into it but I’ll do my best to try. I’m still recovering and I really can’t focus on side projects like writing. 
          
          Hope you guys understand, and thanks for all the kind messages I received while I was gone and for the continuous support of my stories. I love you all. <3

outerspaclifford

take the time you need, ok? we'll be waiting endlessly for you. the only thing that matters now is you being fully recovered
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