Lately I’ve had a change of view on things.. I want to turn my life in the correct path and actually do what’s good for me. A lot of you will not understand what I’m talking about but I want to turn my life over to god. Truly. Everything that I promised you may not come true if all goes well this Sunday. I will be getting baptized and hopefully saved. Of course I have to believe that that can happen. But I’m here to tell you all of I don’t come back then you know why. I’ve turned my life on the correct path for the better. It’s what I need to do and it’s what everyone needs to do. It hurts me to the core because I love ateez, I love enha, all these groups but in reality.. I know what I need to do and loving them is not what’s gonna get me to heaven one day or closer to god. Like I said, a lot of you will never know what I’m talking about. But this is for the better. I just have to believe. And you all do as well. And I mean truly believe. Thank you.