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What can I say? ♡I'm simply just useless ♡^♡  in the worst ways ♡

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Sometimes I cry so muxh I'm like "I don't wanna talk, I just wish I could communicate my feelings through writing, talking isn't working anymore" and then I'm like... "isn't that just nonverbal???" And like-... I' crying bc wtf, why can't I just be normal, and like talk normal and be normal and text normal, and listen normal and think nor.al I WANNA BE NORMALLLLL, WHY IS IT SO EASY FOR OTHER PPL, IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR, I SHOUDL GET A DAMN CHANCE TO BE NORMAL TPP ugh wtf OK so huge veng, ugh gonna delete this
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I was like "Who makes a characters with no job, absolutely useless, can't take care of himself, no college graduate and tons of trauma and then willingly choose to relate to them?" And you know. Like damn I am kinda pretty but mirrors just make the deadness in my eyes make me wanna SOB, I swear I'm not mad/sad/upset. I JUST CANT CONTROL ANY OF MY EMOTIONS AND IT IS HURT ME AND EVERYONE AROUND ME. So yeah know teehee- I'm so mature and emotionally intelligent... I think? God tell me I git something. Useless sacks of meat need some reason to live...can't even say I could be useless as a piece of meat anyway, I cry to much. I'm like an annoying piece of meat. Yayyyyy :P come get it, I'm needed now, yeee (I'm not drunk, you are loser:(
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What can I say? ♡I'm simply just useless ♡^♡  in the worst ways ♡

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Sometimes I cry so muxh I'm like "I don't wanna talk, I just wish I could communicate my feelings through writing, talking isn't working anymore" and then I'm like... "isn't that just nonverbal???" And like-... I' crying bc wtf, why can't I just be normal, and like talk normal and be normal and text normal, and listen normal and think nor.al I WANNA BE NORMALLLLL, WHY IS IT SO EASY FOR OTHER PPL, IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR, I SHOUDL GET A DAMN CHANCE TO BE NORMAL TPP ugh wtf OK so huge veng, ugh gonna delete this
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I was like "Who makes a characters with no job, absolutely useless, can't take care of himself, no college graduate and tons of trauma and then willingly choose to relate to them?" And you know. Like damn I am kinda pretty but mirrors just make the deadness in my eyes make me wanna SOB, I swear I'm not mad/sad/upset. I JUST CANT CONTROL ANY OF MY EMOTIONS AND IT IS HURT ME AND EVERYONE AROUND ME. So yeah know teehee- I'm so mature and emotionally intelligent... I think? God tell me I git something. Useless sacks of meat need some reason to live...can't even say I could be useless as a piece of meat anyway, I cry to much. I'm like an annoying piece of meat. Yayyyyy :P come get it, I'm needed now, yeee (I'm not drunk, you are loser:(
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Oblivion: "We offer swords, axes, double-sided axes, daggers, bows and more, all with different enchantments AND different backgrounds an-"
          
          Me: "..."  I punch that's it. No special armor, I like it light. Swords are better for selling! My weapon is money. I'm dripping in shmeckls

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Not my emojis never working. Anyway oblivion hand to hand combat is actually really OP and as you get better and better my character actually changes fighting styles, which is something that I'm so sad didn't transfer over to skyrim, just more unique animations and whatnot you know? Interactive ingame animations... let's talk about. I'm just one of the dudes B) fr... not really lol
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"Maybe it was a bad idea to keep these decorative swords, I have no place to put them, and-" 
          
          The fucking NightMother Herself: "Ah, I see you still have *blank* let me unlock its true powers for you."
          
          OABDUEJDB DID I JUST GET A LIL SECERT?!?!? A LIL HIDDEN DIAGLOGE HEHEHEHHEHEHEHE I GOT THE FUNNY SWORD TOO Oblivion goes HARD

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"Jack, I swear..."
          
          
          I AM PEELING MY SKIN OFF, I AM PIXKING MY UNRIPENED EYEBALLS I AM SCREAMING TO HELL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY BABIES MY BABIES MY BABIES NOOOOO

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So... as you can from the txt above. I finished brokeback mountain... and I am NOT OK. I will now be watching both of the other movies. Fuck, my heart is a museum of all the ppl I've ever loved (love as in no homo, platonic love, I don't have enough romantic love to be a museum, it would be like 1 exhibit lmao)
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Who was gonna tell me not understanding when someone doesn't want you to talk to you and you don't pick that up, it's an autistic thing... Wtf, I've been doing this shit so much...
          
          
          Anyway, ppl used to call me annoying. I thought I wasn't annoying anymore... Uh oh....... Oh ......... :|

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My baby don't cry
            She just sleeps through the night.
            She don't fuss
            She don't whine
            She stays PERFECTLY quiet
            
            :|
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Sometimes I forget how indoctrinated I am then I realized...
          
          When I heard about brokeback mountain I just 100% thought it was just a porn, like only porn, bc it was gay dudes. (I was 12 when I thought this, Jesus Christ I have matured, losers.) 
          
          And.. I NEED to watch it pleaseeeee, I keep seeing clips and stuff of it and... it's breaking my heartttttttttttttt. the song that goes "You held me the whole way through, but I couldn't say the words like you, I was scared indigo, but I wanted to. I was scared indigo but I wanted to." THAT IS THEIR SONG, NO ONE CAN STILL IT. (...maybe rp Lucas could though... Hehe MAKE HIM SAD AND DEPRESSED, I SHOULD PUT LUCAS ON ANTIDEPRESSANTS HEHEHE, he is VERY mentally ill like me after all.) BUT I NEEEEEEEEED TO WATCH IT SOOOO BADDDD, so I can sob again, I need to sobbbb (Yeah, I have been lying about taking my meds......... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA