I did not know what I wanted. All I knew is I wanted out. Living in fear, teenage mom when they were not even my kids. All I see is his dark hazel eyes watching me. So many confusion going on in my life. But he was paying and it was the only thing helping my little brothers and I. A ride of a life time. Leah Masen here to assist. I warn you know I write as I go along so I'm not sure what I will put in here do not report me if there is sexual parts or language I have warned