"No matter how hard I try to make him disappear, every solitary memory we spent together constantly just rewinds itself back and forth across my mind. The hurt is unexplainable; no words of my vocabulary could describe it. It hurts so much that I could almost feel my chest caving in at any minute. I feel that the only thing stopping that from occurring are the gasps of air I take in between the tears. I despise how I'm so used to this continuous war between pain and trying to let go of everything, that I feel like I'm about to lose control, that I'm about to lose myself. The key to my heart is your ultimate love nothing more nothing less." Cover by: _Nutellax3