Nessa pov
I woke up to the sound of mum shaking me,I tiredly open my eyes,I sat up.
Ness: what's wrong
Y/m:Hun you gonna be late for school
Ness:SHIT
Y/m:go go
I got super fast,I ran towards the bathroom.
I brushed my teeth, showered, dresses and did my hair.
For makeup I just had on mascara, eyeliner and lipgloss.
I ran downstairs almost falling,when I entered the kitchen my dad was making pancakes.
I grabbed a few then drizzled syrup on it with a couple of blueberries.
I ate everything and put the dishes in the sink.
I heard Josh honk outside,so I got up kissed my dad on the cheek said goodbye and grabbed my bag.
I ran out the door and hopped into the back,I greeted them and we got to school.
Josh walked me to my locker.
Josh:so Miss Barrett why were you so late
I looked at him and giggled
Ness:well Mr Richards I overslept
Josh:oh really
Ness: oh yes
Josh:did anybody ever tell you oh beautiful you
I couldn't help but blush
Ness:yes
His face '🤨😒'
Josh:who
Ness:you silly
He just stared at me blankly and I giggled.
Josh:haha very funny Nessa
Ness:i know
Just then the bitch arrived,she was walking around like she owned the school or SMT
Josh:oh great she's coming over
Ness:dont you like her
Josh:huh what no
Ness:but you gave her lift and made me move to the back seat for HER
Josh:well cause I didn't want to be mean
Ness:mhm
Josh:you don't believe me do you
Ness:nope
She walked over
Sasha:OMG hi Ness long time no see
Ness:ha you can save the act Sasha
Sasha:why so bitter all of a sudden huh
Ness:don't act innocent okay cause it isn't gonna last
Sasha:dont try and act tough okay,I will win,just like i did with Hardin
Okay so imma change the story line okay
Recap
Sasha Grey used to be your best friend when you were in New Jersey.
You had a boyfriend named Hardin who you were madly in love with,but on your birthday last year you found Sasha and Hardin together in BED.
You were completely devastated,you nearly ended your life.
So your mum decided to move her,so you get a better start and make a new life for you.
Around the time you were moving so did Sasha but you didn't she moved here out of all the places.
The think is nobody knows.
Back to story
Ness:wide open your eyes,things are changing dumbass
Sasha:my pretty face will make you open your eyes
Ness:I could eat bowl of alphabet soup and shit out a better statement then that.
Sasha:that's right cause all you say is shit
Ness:how long did it take you to came up with that huh
Sasha:If you looking for trouble keep on talking
Ness:wow,is your drama going on an intermission soon
Sasha:wtf is that
Ness:were you held back a grade or two
Sasha:why you asking so much questions,bitch if I see in the street your ass is done
Ness:wow you really had to copy that from the song
Josh was just staring at us,Sasha was about to say something when the bell rung.
Sasha:this isn't finished
With that she walked away,I grabbed my staff and we walked to joshes locker grabbed his shat then headed to class.
We sat down in our usual seats.
Josh:that was hot
Ness: Haha
Josh:no I'm serious,who knew you had it in you
Ness:thank you Mr Richards
Josh:so Miss Barrett whose Hardin
I froze then I slowly looked at josh.
I swallowed the pit that was forming in my throat and decided to just say something.
Ness:his my ex boyfriend
Josh:oh so Miss Barrett actually had a boyfriend
Ness:yeah and I regret it so bad
Josh:why
He said tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
Ness: because i don't want to talk about it
Josh:oh came on please
Ness:sorry no
Josh:I've known you for four months and we become really close like best friends so you at least owe me this
Ness:sorry but I don't like speaking about it
Josh:Nessa please
He said taking my hand and looking into my eyes.
Ness:Josh please I really don't want to say
Sasha:say what
We turn our heads to see the devil itself standing there.
Ness: nothing
Sasha: doesn't seem like nothing
Josh: because it's not
No no no no no no no whyy fuckkkk
Sasha:what's it then
Josh:well its-
Ness: nothing
Sasha: whatever
She walked away and I signed in relief.
Josh:why didn't you let me ask her
Ness:Josh please just leave it alone
Josh:no I'm your friend I gotta go know
Ness:yes I know please leave it
Josh:Nessa please
Ness:Josh please for my sake
He signed
Josh:fine okay
Ness:thank you
Josh:mhm
Nobody pov
School was just like all the other days,but Josh ignored Nessa because she didn't want to tell him.
He was upset she didn't trust him,and Nessa didn't like talking about it because it still hurt till today.
The day was short and before you knew it,home time came around.
Nessa walked with Olivia to the car,they walked outside for Josh.
Nessa pov
Liv:what's with you and Josh huh
Ness:what you mean
Liv:you guys aren't talking
Ness:his not talking to me
Liv:oh why
Ness:cause I didn't want to tell him something
Liv:oh okay
Then we see Josh walking and holding hands with Sasha
They reached the car
Liv:umm and now
Josh:oh um so Sasha and I are going on a date.
I broke inside,but fake smiled
Ness:well that's nice
Olivia gave me the look 'are you dumb stupid or dumb huh'
Josh:okay so let's go
We hopped in and Liv rested her head on my shoulder.
I looked out the window and just watched as everything passed bay.
Josh parked the car and j said goodbye then went inside.
I greeted my mum who was coming out of the kitchen.
Y/m:Hun came sit
I dropped my bag and went
Ness:what's wrong
Y/m:Ness you look sad dear
Ness:I'm not I said putting on a fake smile
Y/m:Nessa I know you to well
Ness:well do you remember Sasha
Y/m:you mean the one who slept with your boyfriend
Ness:yes
Y/m:what about her
Ness:she is at my school and is now going on a date with Josh
Y/m:oh Hun I'm sorry
Ness:it's okay
Ness: can I go to my room
Y/m:sure
Ness:thank you
Y/m:and if you need anything I'll be here
Ness:thank you.
I want to my room and dropped dead on my bed.
I didn't know how to feel,cause it's not like we were dating or anything and i probably should have told Josh but nah
It's okay his happy so I'm happy ☺️
I wanted to cry but kept it in.
I got up went to the bathroom, grabbed a blade
#1 Hardin cheated on you because you ugly
#2sasha us was right
#3josh never was your friend
#4you should have trusted him
#5you worthless piece of shit
#6slut
After that I cleaned up and took a shower,I got out and changed into sweats and a hoodie
I layed on my bed and taught of every reason why Josh would do that.
I was falling asleep when my phone rung
Call with jaden
Rockstar 🎸
HII
Singer 😜
Hi I said with a soft sad voice
Rockstar 🎸
You okay
Singer 😜
Yes
Rockstar 🎸
Oh ok
Singer 😜
So what's up
Rockstar 🎸
Do you know where Josh is
Yep does she
What she say
I heard voices it's probably the boys
Singer 😜
Didn't he tell you
Rockstar 🎸
Tell me what
What's Nessa talking about
Idk let her speak
Singer 😜
His on a date
Rockstar 🎸
A date
Good for him
Yes
Ask Nessa who
Is he with Nessa
Rockstar 🎸
With who
Singer 😜
Sasha
Rockstar 🎸
I heard gasped
Rockstar 🎸
Oh okay
Singer 😜
Oh okay bye
Rockstar 🎸
Bye
I signed and put my phone down then closed my eyes.
I finally fell asleep.
Next day
I woke up to my alarm clock,I signed and got up tiredly.i layed in bed staring at the ceiling for a 2 good minutes,then got ready for school,I showered,face masked, brushed my teeth then changed into this:
Makeup and hair:
You wore a stripped jumper tucked into same jeans,you decided to post on gram because why not
Nessabarrett:
Caption: another day of sch bgg ❤️
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Joshrichardzz:😻
↪️ Nessabarrett:😒🙉
User90: gorgeous
↪️User57:oof how is she so thick
↪️User78: Beautiful
↪️Ilovenessa:if beauty were a person
↪️ Ishipjoshandnessa:read my user name pls
↪️ Nessabarrett:thank you but @Ishipjoshandnessa that's never happen
Hater4:she's right cause Josh deserves better
↪️ Hater: yes
↪️ Hater56:omg your fat
↪️Hater68:whore
↪️Hater90:pig
↪️Hater65:slut
↪️ Hater123:you should die
User56: ignore them they StOoPiD
Madslewis: bestie be a snack
↪️ Charlidamelio:Nessa bear I heard
↪️ Nessabarrett:Charli warli it's okii
↪️ Charlidamelio:imma kick his ass
↪️ Nessabarrett:please don't
↪️ Charlidamelio:fine
User67:I STAN this friendship
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I sprayed myself with perfume then looked in the mirror,I then went downstairs and head breakfast.
After i was done,I went outside and saw Josh in the car.
I wanted to wait for Liv but decided to just get in the car,I hopped in the back.
Josh:hi
Ness:hi
Long awkward ass silence.
Ness:so how was your date
Josh:good
Ness:cool oh umm Jaden phoned me yeste-
Josh:Jaden phoned you
He asked turning around in his seat to look at me
Ness:ye-
Josh:why
Ness:if you would let me talk I can tell you
Josh:okay okay go on
Ness:so um as I was saying he phoned me asking where you were
Josh:and what did you tell him
Ness:you were with Sasha on a date
Josh:oh yeah
Ness:Kay
Olivia jumped in the front,Josh started the car and drove,about 5 minutes later we driving into an unfamiliar neighborhood.
Liv:Josh where are we
Josh:oh we are going to pick up Sasha he said parking into who I think is Sasha driveway.
Liv:what why
Josh: Olivia be nice
Liv:but n-
Josh: OLIVIA
I looked up at him and Liv just sat there she looked down,Josh realized he just scream at her and you see the guilt in his eyes
Josh:I'm s sorry Liv I didn't mean to
Liv:it's fine I don't care
She got out the passenger seat as Sasha approaches us.
She hopped in the passenger seat as Liv got in the back.
Liv whispering to me
Liv:I don't want her here
Ness:but she and Josh are dating Liv
Liv:but she ain't his girlfriend
Ness:I know but be nice
Liv:how the fuck are you okay with this
Ness:I'm not but just be nice
Liv:mhm
We finally reached school and saw everyone waiting outside for us.
We got out and Liv went somewhere while I hugged Charli and Avani run straight at me making us fall laughing
Charli:hey I was still hugging her
Vani:well sorry
Y/n:chill you all will get your chance
Addison helped me up and then pulled me into a hug.
Soon enough everyone hugged me when Josh walked over with HER
Josh:yo guys
Everyone turned their heads towards him
Bryce:so why is she with you
Josh:SHE has a name and we were dating so SHE will sit with us
Everyone looked I drk
Josh:yep so let's go
Charli:no no SHE ain't SITTING with US
Mads:yip
Josh:CHARLI AND MADS
Jaden:dude don't scream at them
Josh:why they ain't being nice
Chase:she is not our friend
Josh: neither is Nessa
Wtfffff really how nice
Ness:wow
Josh:I I didn't mean that Nessa
Ness:I can't with you
Josh:NESSA STOP IT DON'T BE LIKE THAT
Ness:OH so know you wanna yell FINE LETS YELL,YOU CAN'T SEE SHE IS CHANGING YOU
Josh:HOW
Ness:you would never yell at Olivia or any of us
Josh:how would know that
Ness:cause I've been with you for 4 months
Josh:so what
Ness:you know what fuck this ,fuck you
With that I walked away
When I walked into school,I saw a bunch of new students,just then the bell rung, I quickly went to my locker got my books and left for class.
I sat down in my normal seat when Josh walked in while holding Sasha hand.
They came towards me
Josh:please move
Ness:why
Josh:cause I asked you to
Ness: sorry I don't take orders from man whores
Bryce:oof
Addi:go off girl
Josh: whatever
Josh and Sasha walked to sat somewhere else when he walked in.
The teacher came
Teacher:okay everyone quiet down
Silence filled the room
Teacher:okay thank you
Teacher: know as you see we have new students here
Teacher:this is Jake
Everyone:HEYY
Jake: wasspoppin
Teacher:this is Alex
Everyone:hiii
Alex:wassup
Teacher:this is Jacklyn
Everyone:hui
Jacklyn:hi
They looked around and the teacher told them to go take a seat.
Jacklyn came and sat down next to me.
This is Jacklyn:
Jacklyn:hi
Ness:hey
Jacklyn:I'm Jacklyn
Ness:I know
Jacklyn: *chuckled* and you are
Ness:Nessa
Jacklyn:you have a nice name
Ness:thanks your name is nice to
Jacklyn: Haha thanks
Skip to lunch
Charli,Mads and I were talking to Jacklyn and just chilling.
We reached our table and said Jacklyn could join so she did.
Jacklyn:you guys didn't have to
Mads:oh geez it's no big deal
Charli:and besides you managed to get Nessa's mind of other things
Ness:yip
I said as I took a bite of my sandwich
Couple minutes later the boys joined us with the the rest of the girls
Table#1:girls
Table#2:boys
Josh and Sasha appears and Josh sat with the boys while Sasha just cames and sits by us,like bitch did we tell you to
Addi: excuse me but what are you doing
Sasha: sitting duh
Dixie:no one said you could
Sasha:lemme guess did Nessa make y'all all bitter
Charli:no we just don't like you
Sasha:well I'm going to be Josh's girlfriend soon
The girls gasped then Avani pulled out her phone
Charlie's Angels
My Charchar 💖
Yo what the fuck
My Buttercup 🌼
Ikr
Chica💃
Like really now
Bestie 🧚
Where she came from
Shawty 🙊
From josh
Nugget 😺
Lolz Haha
Oldie😈
Ness your quiet
Homegirl 😍
Idrk just be nice Kay
Chiquita 👯
My brother is an A$$
Homegirl 😍
Haha Liv
Oldie 😈
She is right
Shawty 🙊
Bubs she is staring at us uggg
Homegirl 😍
What imma add Jacklyn
Shawty 🙊
What can we trust her
My Buttercup 🌼
Ye i thank
Nugget 😺
Maybe
Homegirl 😍
So can i
Chiquita 👯
Yes
My Charchar 💖
Yes
Bestie 🧚
Soreee
Homegirl 😍
Cool
Homegirl added Jacklyn
XXX (xxx) XXX
hElLO
Chica 💃
HII
Oldie 😈
Yo
My Charchar 💖
Wassup
Bestie 🧚
Hii
XXX (xxx) XXX changed to frenemy
Frenemy👼
Hi what's up
Homegirl 😍
So we talking about Sasha
Frenemy 👼
What's up with her she keeps staring
Bestie 🧚
Ikr
Texts ended
Sasha started talking to us.
Sasha:what's up
Jacklyn:the sky
Sasha:haha very funny
Jacklyn:ikr
The bell rang so we got up and went to our classes
Art class
We were in art when the teacher told us to paintball portrait of a couple,he had Josh and Sasha pose for us then they went back to their seats.
We started.
Skip half of the period
I just finished my painting when Josh whispered to me
Josh:yours look good
Ness:oh um thanks
I looked at his and it was beautiful
Ness:yours is extraordinary
He giggled which was cute
Ness:that's cute
Josh:your cute
I blushed and looked away before he noticed but he did,he lifted my chin with his finger
Josh:did I make Miss Barrett blush
Ness:ha no you did not Mr Richards
Josh:really so what's your cheeks a tade of pink
Ness:um it's not um I'm little cold
Josh:aww
Ness:should you be talking to me
Josh:what do you mean
Ness:well you and Sasha
Josh:she can't tell me who I can or cannot talk to
Ness:mhm
The bell rings and the teacher told us to present our portraits.
We all turned our portraits around and people kept staring at joshes and mine
Josh:um what happened he said while scratching the back of his head
Teacher:your portraits they hold a great amount of significance of love
We look at each other then back at everyone,Sasha looked pissed who could blame her.
Nessa:
Just pretend they both Paint.
Josh:
You guys hanged your portraits then left for the next class.
Skip end of school
Liv and you were in her room having girls day because tomorrow was Saturday.
Liv:omg let's go candy shopping
Ness:ooh yes
You ubered to the mall and went to the candy stores
candylicious
OliviaRichards:
Caption:candy shopping with bae
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Nessabarrett:
Caption:had fun,we gonna be so hyper
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*Comments*
Clowngirl:I'm not drooling,you are 🤤💖
↪️ Nessabarrett:🤤💖
↪️ OliviaRichards:💖🤤
Hater4:ew you are ugly
↪️ Hater56:cunt
↪️Hater:slut
↪️ Nessabarrett: actually I'm the opposite of a slut cause I never give a fuck
↪️Hornyboy:ooh Nessa i wanna put my dick in your red pussy
↪️ Hornyboy:i wanna see your tits
↪️ Hornyboy:came on bbg
↪️ Bryce:wtffff
↪️ Nessabarrett:i don't have what you call a 'pussy'
↪️ Nessabarrett:i have no human gentiles
↪️ Nessabarrett: between my legs is just another hand, holding a gun
Madslewis:yess queen
↪️ Charlidamelio:go off girl
Joshrichardzz:tell em
↪️ Nessabarrett:if your gonna act two faced,at least make one of them pretty
↪️Bryce:goo OFFFFFF GURLLLLL
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Liv looked at me
Liv:who the hell was that
Ness:i don't know
Liv:kay
(A/N sorry for not updating but I'll try to )