Deeply Wounded
Conscious, I hated being looked at
Self blaming, my tears can't seem to stop
Suddenly so keen on my surroundings
And been busy thinking, on how to end things
Lost, my mind just exploded
Pained, I'm deeply wounded
Drowning with my own tears
Wanting so bad to end this
I want to be at peace
But I can't afford to let tears burst from my siblings
I'm trying really hard to get back to my senses
But all I think is this mess, how can I get away with this
Wounds just won't heal especially when it's deep
So I'm thinking of not waking up while I'm asleep
But I'm afraid with darkness, it's creepy
Wanting so bad to attract some positivity, my mind can't just let me
Forgiveness is hard to give indeed
When killing him is the only thing that he deserved
It's extremely hard to live, watch me bleed
Ain't an Engineer but I built walls, Why?, I'm just deeply wounded