Defeated

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Defeated                                                                  

Sulking in a corner
About to cry again a river
Thinking how can I get sober
Maybe one day, or I think never

Not drunk, but the pain's drowning me
Can't breathe, it's killing me
Painful, my life's in misery
It's screams nothing but melancholy

Wondering how to get better
Will I ever be?, Maybe, but not sooner
Never knew I trusted a killer
That killed me, stabbed my heart, and I pity her

Hi, I'm her ,nice to meet you
Wanna be part of my monochromatic world?
I'm sure you don't want to
It's suffocating, ruined, toxic, lifeless, and cold

Spacing out again
It's sunny day today but  I feel like it's about to rain
So much drama and problems, it drains my brain
Starting to lose my mind, I need to stay sane

Feeling helpless, I don't want this shit
Never wanted to be weak, but can't help it
There's a monster inside me that I can't beat
It's not fair, can't find words that can call it but defeat

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