~~LEVI~~
I sat up in my bed
I haven't slept in days.
I know my nightmares annoy everyone so I'm trying to stay awake.
It's hard for me though
I used to have nightmares all the time after the ackermans were killed
Eren used to stay with me each night and hold my hand Until I fell asleep
We used to have to share a room together since there were only three bedrooms
One for mr and mrs jeager a spare room that mikasa used and then erens room
Since I was male me and eren had to share
When my nightmares stopped eren never stopped
Be used to stay awake every night until I fell asleep even though I never needed it
But he was worried about me so he did it anyway
It made me happy
While I was in my bed I looked at everyone around me
There was jean snoring like a horse figures
And then there was Connie who was basically falling out of the bunk bed
Then I saw Reiner and berthold
They were sleeping soundlessly And calmly
Then infront of me I saw a tanned hand
I shared a bunk with eren His hand must have dangled down
I poked it
It moved
Why did I do that
The hand lifted back up
Shit he's probably awake now
I felt a jump
I looked to see eren
He got off the bunk bed
He looked at me
"Hey what are you doing up" he whispered just loud enough for me to hear him
I signed
He should know what that means by now
"Again" he said concerned
"What are the nightmares about" he then said
I pointed at him
"Me I'm not sure if to take offence to that"
"Your all dying" I said
He looked at me
"You all die and I can't save any of you and then I die" I then said
He kneeled down
"Hey I'm not going to die any time soon I won't let anyone I'll keep us all safe" he said to me reassuring us all
He laid my head down on the pillow
"Now I know it's been awhile but from my memory I used to get you to sleep by sitting next to you and" he said
He held my hand
"Hold your hand" he then said
I nodded
He stroked my hair
While I closed my eyes
I eventually fell asleep
I may not of dreamt anything but it's better than having a nightmare
I woke up to the sound of that horse
"I saw mute and eren talking last night it looked serious jeager held mutes hand while he slept so he must have been flirting or something" jean said
I stood up
I walked towards the horse
I punched him in the face
"WHATEVER ME AND EREN SPOKE ABOUT ISNT ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS EVEN IF WE WERE FLIRTING ITS MORE THAN YOU'D EVER DO" I screamed at him
Everyone looked at me shocked I said anything
I glared at all of them
"What" Eren said instantly waking up
He must be tired
I shouldn't have woke him up
Armin came over
"You shouldn't listen to jean he's just being a dick" armin said
I nodded
Eren got out of his bed and walked over to us
"TODAY WE GET TO GRADUATe" Eren said excitingly
Oh right
Today we're are graduating from being cadets
And we're going to be in the walls
We all got dressed and went to breakfast
I sat down with my food I just stared at it
"Levi what's wrong" Eren said
I looked at him armin and mikasa
"If we're graduating does that mean that we have to go and protect the walls until we choose" they looked at me when I said that
They nodded
"What if the same thing happens what if the walls fall exactly like shiganshina and we have to protect the walls what if someone else dies and we can't save them what if one of you die and" before I could finish the sentence
Mikasa shoved bread in my mouth
"Don't start talking now because you think we're all going to die because that's not going to happen" she said
I looked at eren
Eren was quite for a few seconds
"Look around you everyone's here for a reason to give there hearts to humanity even if I do die at least it will be for a reason" he said
I looked down
I took the bread out of my mouth
"I'm sorry I know you've lost many of the people you love but I promise you levi I won't die and I won't let anyone of us die" Eren said
I looked at him
I gave him a small smile
He held my hand from under the table
"Plus we all still need to see the sea" armin said
We all looked at him
Eren rolled his eyes
And mikasa didn't seem bothered
I think I'm the only other who believes in the sea
"I know you dont believe still Eren but I'll show you" armin said
Eren squeezed my hand a little.
I looked at him
He had a huge smile
We saw shadis walk in
"CADETS" he screamed
We all stood up
"Today is the day you all graduate its taken months but your finally here" he said
We all nodded
"Unfortunately it's not time for you to pick which corps you go to but for now you'll be on patrol looking after the walls" he then said
We all nodded
He then left the room
"Fine when we finally get out of the walls the first thing we'll see is the sea" Eren said
Armin smiled
None of us are going anywhere
We're all going to be safe
Oop so it's been a few days since I updated and that is because it is finally my Xmas halfterm at school my school shut down a little while ago and I've been having to do online lessons and I've been really busy but here is the other chapter you've been waiting for