without you

By KouMamoru

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Summary: After five years becoming a boss, Tsuna once again face against a conflict with his family. His fami... More

Chapter 1: Your wish shall be granted
chapter 2: what is happening?
Chapter 3: The black sky
CHAPTER 4:HE EXPERIENCE IT MORE THAN US COULD IMAGINE
chapter 6: another side of him
chapter 7
chapter 8
chapter 9: the painful past PART 1
CHAPTER 10: THE PAINFUL PAST PART 2
the painful past part 3
chapter 12: no one can separate you
Chapter 13: He always the same gentle Tsuna...
Chapter 14: Okaerinasai
EXTRA

CHAPTER 5: ARRIVE TO JAPAN

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By KouMamoru

KHR DONT BELONG TO ME..ONLY THE PLOT OF ' WITHOUT YOU'

Chapter 4: Arrive to Japan

p/s: my bad for making xanxus is completely oc in the previous chapter… I just thought that if Tsuna is evil in this parallel world, I tried to make one of the character slightly different and the choice is Xanxus. All of the flashback will be combined to form one complete part is the further.

Tsuna finally arrives to the land where he was raised after long hour of flight. The other guest in the airport slightly moves away from Tsuna. Despite him having petite body, those cold eyes are what scared them. The tiny boy, giving off an aura that they silently pray that no one will anger this boy.

Tsuna ignored the stare and walking to the black limo waiting for him at the front door. The driver opens the back door, waiting for Tsuna to get inside. Just he about to close the door, he feel two gust of wind entering the back seat just after Tsuna settled himself in.

“Where do you wish to go, Decimo?” asked the driver as he just start driving on the road.

“Take me to Namimori,” orders Tsuna before he slightly glances out of the window. Nothing is change, it’s just the same as the last time he visited Japan. That is kind of good; at least his mood is not being spoilt.

“We gonna have fun here. You will meet our special guest,” whispered Tsuna to no one. The driver looks to the backside mirror, only to see Tsuna muttering something.

“Yes, sir? Anything I can help you with?” asked the driver, fearing if the brunette feels bored. He always hear rumor about if Decimo is bored, he just decided to end that person life. He tried his best not to displease the boss, afraid losing his life.

“Just focus on the driving. Don’t stick your nose on other people’s affair,” growled Tsuna as he glared to the driver. As he noticed the large building known as Nami-chuu, he inwardly sighed. He already comes to the town which not only contains his happiness long ago but also his sorrow.

He scans the paper of the resident of Namimori. He smirks when he noticed the five people newly arrived to Namimori, he knows them well, maybe too well. He bet they gonna have fun too. Four people who once known as citizen of Italy. He is so eager to see them.

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Somewhere in France…

“How is she?” asked Mammon as he enters the special hospital room. He could see a man with unruly black hair resting his head on the bed with his left hand is playing with Yuni long hair. The man raised his head and staring at Mammon. Mammon could see from his hood, the man’s sorrow-filled eyes. That man was once known as greatest hitman who never fail on his mission. Anyone who sees that man in this state wouldn’t believe this man, who his name is Reborn, the holder of Sun Pacifier.

“No change,” Reborn answered quietly before focused on Yuni once again. He sighs. It had been almost two years Yuni fall into coma state. Giving no response or answer to them for she to wake up. The doctor also said he should give up because it has been two years she is diagnose to fall into brain dead coma. But, Reborn still no losing his hope, hoping deep in his heart that he could see Yuni blue eyes once again.

“Can’t you let her go, Reborn? It already been two years,” states Lal as she enters the room with Colonnello. Colonnello place the fruit basket at the table before starting to peel the apple.

“I will not. The reason she lying in this bed for two years is because of me. It’s my fault. Why do she have to suffer the pain in my place,” shouts Reborn desperately. He still having nightmare about the incident that lead Yuni to fall into this state. He fails to protect Yuni. It was his fault. He will never stop blaming himself.

He could still remember how Yuni fall into this state. All of this happens because of his selfish desire, to remove his curse, to return to his adult form. The stupid mistake he ever done is trusting Tsunayoshi in removing the curse. He clenches his fist tightly.

“Reborn-jii sama, do you want me to break the curse?” the big dull brown eyes staring at his beady black eyes.

“How will you do that, Tsunayoshi?” asks Reborn while hops to Tsuna’s small shoulder.

“I know how to do it. You just have to trust me, Reborn jii-sama,” answers Tsuna quietly before starting to enter the Vongola mansion. Reborn thought maybe it is not bad to trust Tsuna for once; maybe he could remove his curse, giving back his original body.

==

Reborn opens his eyes and feel light-headed. He feel that the burden he always feel in his heart, is already been lifted. He turns to looks at the pacifier on his hand, only to see it already lost its yellow colour. Does it mean the curse has been lifted? So that mean Tsuna succeed in removing the curse? Before he can’t ever enjoy having his curse lifted, he was greeted with a scene that could take his breath away. Stood 10 meter in front of him was a child not older than 11 years old who he recognized as Tsuna. But what taking his breath away was a young girl not older than 9 years old lies down at the boy feet, blood staining the green grass. He could see Tsuna only staring at the girl before taking her pacifier, forcefully. He clenches the pacifier and the orange rays can be seen slip out of space his clench hand. After the orange color rays disappear, he drops the pacifier at the girl before turning his body, facing Reborn.

His white polo shirt was stains with blood, obviously not his blood. The boys smirk before he starts to form word “Your curse have been lifted but a price must be made,”, hearing those word Reborn drop to his knee. Just because he wants the curse to be lifted, the young girl who her life entrusted to him by her mother is becoming the victim. He slowly crawl to the young girl, taking her to his embrace, tracing his hand on the young girl’s pale face.

“Ojii-san,” the voice sound so strain as her blue eyes staring at her uncle’s eyes which brims tears, just waiting for the time to be spilled.

“I’m sorry Yuni. I’m so sorry. It’s my entire fault. Be strong. I gonna take you to hospital now,” unconsciously Reborn starts sobbing, seeing his niece’s pain.

“D-Don’t hate… It very hurt... So much pain,” Yuni starts to form word that Reborn couldn’t understand.

“It’s okay. Hold it for a while. After this you don’t feel pain anymore. I’m taking you to hospital, there will be doctors who can treat you,” Reborn crying while starting to lift Yuni up.

“N-not m-me…h-help…” before Yuni could finish her word her eyes close up, leaving Reborn TERRIFIED losing the girl. He starts to shake the girl’s body by calling her name but no response. It just like she fall into a deep sleep, just like sleeping beauty. With tear still staining his cheek, he turns his head only to see Tsuna stood there, face void of emotion. He raising his gun starts firing at Tsuna. He screams in anger as he sees how Tsuna avoid the bullet, swiftly. Reborn drops the weapon as start throwing punchs to Tsuna. Tsuna once again, swiftly avoids the punch, instead he striking his punch to Reborn’s abdomen, feeling the pain, Reborn hunches grabbing his abdomen, just giving Tsuna another chance to knock him on his backside. That was the last strike as Reborn drops to the ground. Just before his consciousness slip away, he hears Tsuna speak which he will never forget in his life.

“You will never defeat me, Reborn. All of this happens because of your own selfishness,”

“Wipe those stupid tears and grab one of these,” Colonnello shoving a plate of sliced apple on Reborn’s face.  Reborn touch his cheek, only to feel it damp with tears. Once again, he cries because of the past memories. He wipes his tears with his sleeve before taking one slice of the apple before slowly eating it.

“What done is done, Reborn. If you believe Yuni will wake up once again, just holding to that hope. But at the same time, don’t give up on your life. Yuni would be sad seeing you like this,”said Colonello before looking at Yuni.

==

Tsuna is standing in front of the tombstone of Nana, wiping the dusts that cover the name of the deceased.  Tsuna places the red roses, his mother favorite flower, before lighting the incense. He silently prays so that his mother soul will rest in peace. After almost five minutes praying, he starts to walk out of the cemetery. He already told his driver to drive to the hotel, not waiting for him because he wants to go somewhere else.

Walking almost 20 minutes, he arrives at the house where he used to stay with his mother. He slowly tracing the Sawada name plate, he step inside to the house only to stop at the front door, watching the wild grass grows on the soil which his mother used to plant flower.

Every year he visits this house, he never find the courage to step inside, because despite this house fill with memories he spent the day with his precious mother, this house also the witness of the man-he called father- cruelty, his tears and screams. Deciding this year will be the same as the other year, he starts to step out from the house and walking to the playground where he used to play at the sandbox with his mother. Every place in Namimori fills with his memories with his mother.

“Ju-judaime,” he could hears someone stutters just at his back. He turns only to see seven people standing there, eyes staring at him in disbelieve. He inwardly smirks, recognize the four people. He put up his made-up smile. He inwardly curses on how he is force to smile despite his hatred toward them.

But for the guardians that smile is enough to make them remembering their boss from their world. Little by little, the feeling they feel deep in their heart, slowly disappearing. Lambo, believing that Tsuna is no different from their Tsuna start jumping from Chrome’s hand to Tsuna’s hand. Tsuna, giving no choice, grabs Lambo.

“Lambo gets to see you, Tsuna. You know Lambo starts to miss you. Don’t go missing like that again,” Lambo buried his head in Tsuna embrace. Despite Tsuna giving no response, his embrace stills feel the same. Warm as always.

“Yeah, I start to miss you also, Lambo. I start to miss how you will cry and scream when I placed you on the pool that has almost 1000 electric eel. I start to miss how you will look at me with fear,” Tsuna starts to chuckle and he rubbing Lambo’s back. Lambo, feeling dangerous, start to squirm in Tsuna’s embrace.

“What’s wrong, Lambo? I thought you miss me,”

“No, let me go. You’re not Tsuna. You’re different from my Tsuna,” screams Lambo as he finally able to escape Tsuna embrace.

“Ouch, that hurts you know,” Tsuna starts to laugh maniacally, seeing how clingy is Lambo to Yamamoto. All the guardians start to ready their weapon, fearing what this world Tsuna will do to them.

“I came in peace. I don’t want to fight, you know. But if the fight you want, then the fight is what you will get,” Tsuna smirks seeing those tense shoulders. He opens up his arms and staring at them.

“It’s nice to see you all, Lambo Bovino, Chrome Dokuro or should I say, Nagi, Kyoya Hibari, Mukuro Rokudo, Sasagawa Ryohei, Gokudera Hayato and Yamamoto Takeshi. But I guess, these two will be more eager to see you Rokudo Mukuro and Chrome Dokuro,” just after Tsuna finish his word, Mukuro and Chrome feel a gust a wind washing their face.

Just after that, Chrome feels a sharp claw wrapping at her neck, while Mukuro feel the wire circle around his neck, almost chocking him.

“Long time no see, Mukuro-san, Chrome,” speaks two voices at the same time. Mukuro and Chrome recognize the voice, widen their eyes disbelievely.

“Ken, Chikusa,” Chrome and Mukuro says the name respectively. This is hard to believe.

TO BE CONTINUED…

ISN’T IT KIND OF LONG, NE? WELL, IT SIMPLE BECAUSE I WANT TO FINISH THIS STORY FAST SO THAT I COULD FOCUS ON MY OTHER STORY. I WILL BE TAKING A WHILE BEFORE UPDATING NEW STORIES. I HAVING A FEVER, SO TIRED… @_@..NO COMMENT FROM YOU *SIGH* GUESS IT A VERY BORING STORY..

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