| Chapter 15 • Accusations |
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Its been a couple months since we signed to Motown, and maybe two weeks we released our fist single With Me part 1 and she went Platinum! Were so excited and not to mention we went platinum on Michael and I's two years anniversary, he bought me this pretty ass ring man.
I hadn't seen Michael at all today, I was really worried because this wasn't like him. I grabbed my phone and called Jan to ask if she'd seen him, no answer, I called everyone and got no answer. Not saying they didn't answer but they haven't seen him.
His ass better not be cheating. I thought you left? Girl, we're together until we die
I just huffed and rubbed the space between my eyes before grabbing my keys, I decided to go get some food and go to the studio just to blow some steam.
Of course, the paparazzi followed me to the studio and bombarded me with questions.
Jt are you pregnant?, "No."
Are you and Michael still dating, "Yea."
Is it true Michael is cheating on you with some girl from the club? Thats the question that caught me off guard, "I don't know what you're talking about."
"No more questions please." I demand as I walk in the studio and lock the door
Cameras still flashed and they still called my name, I blew them a kiss before going in the studio. I knew a little bit about producing music but I was just gonna write a couple songs and record a little demo of me singing them.
I grab my phone and went on instagram as I ate my food, ya know minding my business until a message popped up.
tatianalove: Michael is with me 😘
thecutiejt: his fanbase is so cute, have a great day today love! ❤️
tatianalove: Oh I will, because Michael is pleasuring me as we speak. Congratulations on the new song, its pretty catchy
thecutiejt: thankyou sweetheart, more music to come! 💕
I just grinned and chuckle, Michael's fanbase is so nasty and dreamy like, its honestly cute. After I finished my food I wash my hands and started to jot down ideas for songs, thats when it clicked. This is the second thing I've gotten about Michael cheating on me...what the hell?
Maybe I should just ask him, I doubt he's cheating but it won't hurt just to ask? I just wanna make sure is all. Not to mention a lot of others started to text me that they've seen Michael out with another girl.
I wrapped my studio session up after a while and went home, Michael's car was there which made me smile a bit. I went inside and saw Michael sitting on the couch, before I could greet him he says something
"Where've you been?" His tone was deep and demanding, not like soft demanding like rude demanding, it sorta took me back
"I was at the studio, I could ask you the same thing. You've been gone all night long." I reply, hanging my hat up
He only scoffs and turns his attention back to the tv, this attitude, I don't like it. I took a seat on the couch somewhat beside him but he sorta moved away, yea no I don't like that.
"Buggs, I have a question?" I spoke softly, a sigh of annoyance leaves his mouth, "What?" Bro this attitude, I'm not here for it
"One this attitude has to go, two- everyone is asking and telling me that you're cheating and I'm not saying you are but I just would feel more comfortable if I asked." I explain, fiddling with my fingers
A silence falls over the room as we stare into space, I somehow felt like these accusations are true and that he is cheating on me but something told me not to believe it. "Where did you hear these?" He asks
"Well paparazzi said something about it and some fan on instagram called tatianalove said she was .. with you." I said, another silence falls, "Its not true." He says before getting up and going upstairs
You know what Jay, just give him his time alone. Motown has been working him and getting on his nerves about his record so that may have him in a foul mood.
After I sat for a second I went upstairs, I'll just sleep in the guest room so he can think and do whatever he wants. I walked into our room and he was just giggling and smirking at his phone, letting out an occasional "oo" and biting his lip. We won't think negative, we won't think fucking negative Jayden and we don't cry!
I just ignored him and grabbed some pajamas and an outfit for in the morning, I went in the bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush and makeup and whatever else I'd need for tonight and in the morning.
"Where you going?" He asks, I refuse to look at him, "I'm sleeping in the guestroom." I responded, I expected him to ask why but he only says, "Okay."
Okay? Are you fucking kidding me ?? O K A Y ? Nah its something going the fuck on and I'mma get to the bottom of that shit. I took a deep ass breath and exhaled, calm down sweetie.
"Whats wrong now, Jayden?" Michael asks, "Nothing, I'm straight." I mumbled before walking out of the room, of course he followed. Bad Idea, Son.
"Nah, whats wrong? Cause I didn't have to ask in the beginning." He says, I turned to face him and raise my eyebrow, "Yea, you're right, you didn't have to ask. You could've stayed in the bed giggling at your phone and minding your business." I snap as I walk into the guest room
"You're mad because I'm laughing at fan edits?" He raises his eyebrow at me, "I'm not mad at anything Michael, please just go back to doing whatever you're doing and leave me be. I'm trying to leave you be because your attitude is disgusting, you act like I just spit in your face and tried to act like we're friends. I did nothing to you." I declare, sitting my things on the bed.
Michael just watched me from the doorway, "You can go, I don't need babysitting. Like I said, I'm straight." I said before climbing in my bed and grabbing my phone
I had a couple instagram notifications and messages from a couple people. 2 from Onyx, 1 from Token, 17 in the groupchat, 2 from Joey, and 1 from Erina our manager.
Nothing too important, just checking up on me and reminders. I was ignoring Michael to the core, didn't even notice he had walked off. Good. Leave me alone.
I was scrolling down Instagram and still Tatianalove was texting me, at that point I just muted her inbox, she can text me until her fingers fall off. I decided to take a cute selfie and post it on my story for the fans, my fans love my selfies. They use them to do cute fan edits, I love seeing those. I even decided to post a couple of them on my story, I have the best fans man 🥺
After a while, I got up to take a shower but realized I left my shirt, how the fuck- anywho. I got up and went to the room, Michael wasn't there so I went to check all over the apartment- no where to be found. This is the shit I'm speaking on. If he is cheating I won't be shocked, hurt maybe, but not shocked.
I got myself a shower and cooked myself some food, Michael's out and about he should be smart to get himself some food💕. I even poured myself some wine and just decided to play some music and clean, cleaning helps me relax. It was currently 7:45 pm and I was done cleaning the entire apartment at 10:30.
I deep cleaned the house really fucking good, the wine and music was kicking in and I was feeling it. All the clothes were refolded and reordered, I even moved something around, new sheets on the beds and all. By time I was completely done it was probably 12:11, still no Michael or no message from Michael.
me: i'm going to sleep, hopefully you have your key. if you dont you know where the spare is.
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