5 months later...
december 14, 2019
nylasia🧸
"...i know you love me nylasia, but you meant fa' him. shit, you the perfect girl, but y'all is perfect for each other. i'm forever gone love you, that shit won't change, but i don't want to hold y'all back from what you coulda' been." darrall pleaded at the early morning of 11 am.
we was going on strong. and now this nigga really breaking up wit me.
"you know he got a girl right? and shit they relationship is better than the relationship i coulda' had with him." i mumbled the last part.
darrall shook his head sitting next to me, "mane i'm ova' hea' telling you to go chase after another nigga even though i want you. i just want you happy ny, that's all i eva' want you feel me?"
i nodded, "but darrall-"
"-no 'but' none. i knew when i talked to polo i shoulda' left you 'lone." he mumbled to himself.
i looked up at him, "what you mean?"
he laughed, "ian know if the nigga was finna come back running to ya' or not, so i asked him. wanted to know if it was straight if i fucked wit' you."
i did a small chuckle, "mane you such a headass. okay what if-"
he rolled his eyes, "here you go wit' this shit ny!"
he grabbed onto my shoulders putting a little space between us, looking dead in my eyes.
"you are beautiful, you are smart, shit and you got something going fa' yourself, two things at that. you and polo love each other mane, stop being like that. do not put yo' self down ova' this shit. you know you got that nigga on lock, just like you got me. shit you got an affect on niggas, don't matter how many times you leave, if ya' come back that's all that matters. mane, you know you can get polo away from any girl. don't matter if they been together fa' years, that's just you. now stop being a cry baby." he wiped my tears with his thumb.
i love darrall, always will. but i am in love wit' taurus.
i hugged him, "thank you, i love you." i mumbled to him.
"i know mane, i love you too. now go and be in love wit' the other nigga."
i laughed wiping more tears, "you wanna be the maid of honour at our wedding?"
he held his heart, "gone, that is fa' females ain't it? a nigga got feelings too. i'll be in the front row of the wedding, and when the mf say 'speak now or forever hold your peace' imma stand my ass up. scare everybody on that podium, than sit my ass back down."
i slapped his shoulder, "you wrong fa' that. but i'm happy we got to do this again."
he furrowed his eyebrows, "what ya' talkin' 'bout shordy?"
"our relationship, in high school that shit was not it. but i feel like we closer now, i know who i'm coming to fa' advice."
"mane do not ask my shit about that nigga polo, 'cause i do not needa' hear that shit. but anything else, i got you."
i mugged him, "ya' whateva'. how do i tell him?"
he looked at me crazy, "what you mean? ain't i jus tell you not to tell me shit 'bout that nigga?"
"please, you the one who convinced me to do this shit," i gave him puppy dog eyes.
he kissed his teeth, "straight tell him how you feel, duh. what else i gotta say?"
i stank faced him and he sighed.
"ian neva' dating no girl again. straight thots, this is too much emotion, g."
i scuffed, "nobody but me know this side of you anyways."
"and it's gone stay like that."
i sighed taking a seat next to her.
"but firstly, you gotta make sure he home by his lonesome. like what if you pop up and his girl there? that's awkward, and his shordy can fight just saying."
i gave him wide eyes, "ion needa fight, imma show ha' what my glock ah' do. dump the glock show ha' it work or sum."
he laughed, "and ian playin' my music 'round none of y'all no moe."
"i'm ya' biggest hype man, fuck you mean?"
he waved me off, "you also gotta remember, respect they relationship. don't be all touchy on the nigga, keep ya' distance. you gotta understand, don't put polo in the position to have to cheat, ya' feel me, don't put yourself in the position of being a side at that. 'cause if that was you, you woulda' raised hell. been crying all damn day and nobody needa' hear allat shit."
this mf really care 'bout me huh?
i fw crystal too, these past 5 months i've been getting ta' know her. she's cool peoples, none wrong wit' her. i just want my nigga back.
"g, be straightforward too, but also express ya' feelings. you beat around the bush so damn much, keep it short and sweet. when you done, tell that nigga break up wit' crystal, 'cause if he don't you betta take yo' ass home and cry about it. and learn from ya damn L."
"nigga that was harsh." i said pouting.
he shrugged, "shit ain't sweet, this life."
"okay so when do i do it?" i asked him.
"nigga are we planning a 'lic? don't you got a brain up there? you do it when you message him and he reply, duh. shit, why i gotta do all the planing and thinking?"
i put my hands up in surrender, "mane my fault, i'm scared."
he completely ignored me, "tell liyah i said wassup though."
i was taken aback, "pardon?"
"lighten up, i'm joking. unless." he tapped my shoulder, smirking.
niggas ain't shit.
darrall💉
"but as soon as possible, now text him." i motioned for her to take out her phone.
"right now?" she asked with wide eyes.
i snatched her phone out her hand, and she chased me around tryna get it.
i locked himself in the washroom.
she was banging the door hella hard, "darrall gimme my phone, please!" she pleaded.
"mane shut the fuck up."
i shook my head, the things i do fa' the girl i love.
just want ha' ass to be happy, if it ain't wit me, i gotta deal wit' it.
i opened up her messages wit' polo.
me
you busy?
-11:46 am
taurus♾
finna drop crystal home, after that i'm not. whats up?
-11:46 am
me
aight, hit me when you done wit her. i gotta talk to you.
-11:46 am
taurus♾
wym when i'm done wit her?😂
-11:47 am
me
nigga you kno what i meant🙄
-11:47 am
taurus♾
ik, i'm fuckin wit you. it's serious?
-11:47 am
me
yea...
-11:48 am
taurus♾
fasho fasho
-11:48 am
read.
i turned her phone off, setting it down.
almost got shordy caught up, ain't that hard to speak like a female though.
i left out the washroom, tossing her phone to her.
"what's done is done. now i needa go smoke, you done stressed me out."
she popped up, "you just gone leave me?"
i nodded, "you finna get on my nerves, acting nervous like you got a job interview or some."
"if he hit you back, lemme know what he- ah fuck."
she looked up at me, "what's wrong?"
"you got me wanting updates and shit, update liyah matta' fact. i'm done."
next thing you know she finna have me gossiping like ole girls.
"no, i only told you. so i'm only telling you until shit is done."
i waved her off leaving the house, issa lotta blunts i'm finna smoke today.
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and this why i fw darrall, he real life LOVE HIM SOME NYAAA. but y'all cryin inna comments🙄.
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