Siya's POV:
He was trying to go away from me....
He wasn't listening a word to what I was trying to tell him..
I felt like again someone was trying to come in between us... Drifting us apart...
I just cried my heart out to only listen that there is nothing between him and Divya...
That felt like someone breathed air into my dead soul...
He kept shouting to not come near him after breaking almost everything in the room...
He kept pushing me away, swatting my hands, he wasnt letting me touch him...
His eyes kept pouring and my tears never stopped since the minute I entered this room...
I couldnt let him go away from me...
No... not again...
So I did what my heart told me to do that very minute...
I went closer to him... While his back touched the glass shield of the balcony..
I put my hand across his neck and bent to meet his lips...
I kissed him...
Yes!!! I ... I did!!!
My painted lips met his naturally pink ones to paint him in the color of my heart that was bleeding for him...
I closed my eyes and kept kissing the most delicious pair of anything I ever tasted in my life...
His yelling.. His anger ...His shouting... His banter... OUR FIGHT! Paused! Stopped! Came to an end...
I pressed my lips lightly to his... pecked it softly... softer than cotton balls...pouted again and again to kiss his luscious ones...
While a drop of tear fell from my eye... My fingers raked his thick silky hair and slowly reached the nape of his neck...
While I bent a little more to kiss the wound on the side of his lips...
I felt him shiver a little... So did I... My heart was beating in my mouth while every strand every atom of my body was only calling out his name...
I bent a little more to kiss his swollen cheek which was wet due to tears that were flowing nonstop from his eyes...
I sucked every single drop of the tear.. They are more precious that every second I breathe..
I cant let them flow like that...
Slowly trailing back on his lips... pecking it again.. I kissed his other cheek while my fingers drew circles on the nape of his neck... I kissed his other cheek lightly such that his jaw quivered at the touch of my lips on his little stubble that was pricking my lips lightly...
But I loved the every single moment I was closer to this man...
My man...
My husband...
Tonight his wife wanted to kiss him... make him feel that she needs it as much as he needs her...
Make him feel that it wasnt a mistake ever...
Make him know that she is as much in need of these little moments...
Make him realize that probably her heart beats in the same commotion as his...
Just that my husband and me...
WE MUST FIGURE THIS EMOTION OUT TOGETHER...
Yes I need him as much as he does and I wanted to kiss him...
I wanted to feel him.. I wanted to drown into him...
I wanted to be only his wife tonight...
Not his friend...
I wanted to be his Siya...
Raghav's Siya...
The Belle to my Beast ... The rainbow following his tornado.. The Sona to my Golu...
Siya to my Raghav...
My Raghav...
Yes!!! Mine....
At that thought...
Another drop of tear escapted my eye and I slowed started digging my face in his neck and felt the warmth of his cheeks on my cheeks and neck...
He was taller than me... I tiptoed to cover him into a closer embrace...
While my body pressed against his lightly and I hugged him with all the emotions flowing in my heart and soul right now that only had one man's presence within...
Raghav!
After a few minutes I felt his heartbeats calm down...I slowly kissed his cheek again and said in his ears....
"I kissed you without your permission... But I am sorry...that I am not sorry" I smiled in his ears...
While I felt his lips curved into a beautiful smile too... "So... if you want ...you can return me that slap back...which I gave you a month back.. This innocent little soul will take it quietly without a question..." I whispered while still smiling...
I slowly took a step back and moved out of the hug and looked at his reddened face...
Oh my God... He blushes too...
I was blushing too...
We could literally compete at the redness on our cheeks...
While he opened his eyes and now his dark chocolate eyes looked at me like they could peep into my soul directly...
I swallowed a lump in my throat.. My heart didnt have the guts to take that gaze anymore...
The chocolate tub there was enough to drown me to death!
I lowered my gaze and turned around to walk away...
While next second second... I felt his hand slip into my waist and before I could realize he turned me around and I crashed hard into his chest...
To yet again meet that gaze that had a hundred lamps lightened there...
My lips parted a little and my eyes lashes bent down while I somehow like to look that one button of his shirt rather than looking at his face...
While I heard his voice...
"Look up"
I was shocked... What is he saying... I ... I cant do that... Cant he understand I ... I am feeling shy...
Oh God.. This is complicated now...
Why did I kiss him...
Well because you liked it Siya...
And why did I like it?
My notion of thoughts was again broken by his hoarse voice...
"Look up Siya" he said again and I could even fight a gladiator right now or even face an army of aliens alone but tell me not to face those eyes...
I cant do that...
While he bent his face at the level of my face and huskily whispered breathing more air near my earlobe and said...
"I want to look into those beautiful pair of eyes that had the guts to do this stunt few minutes back Mrs Siya Raghavendra Sehgal" he said while still smiling...
My lips twitched into a shy and a coy smile again...
The mention of my complete name from his mouth although was'nt new....
But tonight while in his embrace...
After pulling out an unbelievable volunteered stunt of kissing this man...
I was unable to face him...
While slowly I felt his index finger on my chin...
I swallowed my saliva that was'nt really helping my dry throat...
Lifting my chin up he made me face his face...
I closed my eyes...
"Look at me wifey... You can kiss me is it... now cant look at me? Hmmm... Not fair... " he said...
While I still kept closing my eyes... I knew he was smiling and I cant cant...just cant face him now...
"Well then if you wont open you eyes... I will have to make you do that... Handle this if you can Mrs Sehgal" while next second I felt his cold lips captured my lips tightly...
At that moment my eyes opened in shock...
He smiled through the kiss and next second I felt his hand sneak into my saree....slowly touching my waist... and reaching the bare skin of my waist and held it tightly while that raked a thousand goosebumps onto my skin...
He sucked my lower lip initially while I still held my lips tightly against each other.. While suddenly I felt his index finger tickle my waist to which my mouth opened a little and next second his kiss became much more firm...He nibbled my lower lip and slowly took both my lips in his mouth while tears kept flowing from my eyes...
So many months of pain...
Months??? Really Siya???
Months or years???
For how long have you missed him Siya...
Yes.. I missed him like he was always a part of my soul... Just that god kept him away from me for so many years... He was nothing but another part of me... And I felt somehow like I was meeting my own soul tonight...
While I still drowned in the kiss his tongue made its way into my mouth and I froze... He completely captured my mouth while his hands digged every flesh... every inch of my waist...
He lightly lifted me up and I was tiptoed to meet his lips and my hands voluntarily raked his hairs and neck again...
I was shivering while he rubbed my waist softly like this was all we both needed for our entire life...
Minutes later... we broke the kiss when we both were breathless.
His chocolate brown orbs showed the darkest of desires right now making my heart flutter a little more... My stomach open for a zoo was making loud noises and my heart was saying this isnt going to be easy Siya...
Our eyes were literally piercing each other's gaze sharply...
This was special... Indeed... Our special moment...