Note: For LoZ fans, are you jealous enough? Link loves Princess Zelda instead of (Y/N), right? 💔💔
Here's a short video when Mordecai singing a song about Margaret.
Your POV
A-hanging with Margaret
Just-a feels so good
Like I knew it would
Laughing together
And-a having a blast
And I hope it lasts forever
I can't believe how hot she is
Makes my insides feel like knotted twists
Her pretty face and those long, long legs
And I hope someday we are
More than just friends
Oh Margaret, oh Margaret
I love it when you stand or sit
Right next to me, can't you see?
Your future with me is brighter than the ocean
Oh Margaret, oh Margaret
Do you remember last night
When our hands touched
We were grabbing for the dice
And you were laughing and such
Take one roll, take a chance on me
'Cause maybe then you'll see
How perfect we can be
Together, you and me, for all eternity
Okay, maybe that's a long, long time
But a guy can dream, can't I?
I sang that song in my head. I wonder what's it like to be in love with a guy who I adored. Tall, handsome, pretty, fabulous...those are the types of a boy I admired the most. I bet he can give lots and lots of kisses I deserve. I can't stop thinking about him.
But there is only one problem. I have obsessive love disorder. I got neglected and became distant towards the boy I like. I went too far because of my bad pranks on how am I going to have him; mine and mine alone, nobody else. I don't anyone to love him...EVER!!
I get furiously jealous at girls who I don't know and it's making me sick at looking at them. I fumed, throw hissy fits, kick them in the junk...etc. Those are the worst consequences and actions I have given. Mostly the punishments, torture and yandere stuff. 🔪🔪
Boys who I know thinks I'm like a serial killer because of my jealousy, negative thoughts began to affect my brain. I became envious, overwhelmed by my pure hatred and being manipulated as if I was tricked or used. This is going to hurt a lot, that's for sure! 😡😡 💢💢
I hide my dark side and pretend that didn't happen just to keep it normal, not to show it to everyone. Well, especially in public places. If I get really obsessed with boys, I'll go crazy. I can't stand that corny mushy stuff (term for kissing) right in front of me. It's giving me the 'oogies' (means disgusting).
I really hate boys who never loved me like I did something wrong. I should just strangle them, a pain in the neck with my own hands if I have to as I spat angrily 'WHY, YOU LITTLE!!' (in Homer Simpson style). Nothing is ever right for me, I got to say.
Great...look at me, I acted like a sadistic murderer when it comes to boys. I also made them my slaves as possession like a thief who steals jewelry, locked them in a cage so that nobody who gets near or close to them. I told the other girls to stay away from them and go find their own. They're all mine!
I slapped, pushed, tormented and give them 24 hours to clean my house like Cinderella. Now that's a well-deserved punishment for not liking me back and breaking my heart on purpose. How's that for a joke?! I'm such an obsessed lover and a psychopath.
You think it's called 'child abuse'?! I think not!! I absolutely not buying for that piece of barnacles! Ugh, now I'm completely out of my mind! I slammed my head on the walls or facepalm in frustration. Boys avoided me because I have excruciating anger.
My anger is powerful enough than a volcanic explosion. My pure jealousy is getting me out of control. I hate being broke up or tired of messing around. I hate people who tries to ruin my best moment. Come on! This is my first time, for crying out loud!
I don't like when boys likes other girls instead of me. That's stealing! Or should I say 'cheating'! Am I such a miserable person in the world? Or am I ugly? Is there something on my face? If you ask me, then yeah, that's what I am. This is going to be a long day.
Sheesh, some people in a relationship is like disrupting my private productivity. FINE! I don't need their help! If I can't get a date, I'll just have to find another one on my own. But it gets me jealous even more. I can feel the fiery rage in my veins and my face is burning up.
I can finally get rid of them....forever. And I mean that in a worst possible way. When I said that, I laughed evilly like a maniac. I then clasped my hands in a sinister manner. That should teach them a lesson. Now my mind is driven to complete madness.
Maybe a fictional or virtual character will do. But how? Well, I still have a Toon Link plushie and some Link BJD dolls or figures in my room. I pretended that it was my boyfriend in real life. I never told anyone why I was a fangirl of 'The Legend Of Zelda' so I have to keep it in mind.
If only Link was real to me. As I keep talking to myself, imagine the plushie, dolls or figures were used to be the figment of the boyfriend I never had (like in 'The Rugrats' theory). Great, my brain hurts a bit when I was having a conversation with it.
I looked at it in the eyes as I grab it in my both hands, scold it in frustration. When I did, I then throw it as I snapped 'you heard me?! So shut up and take a nap!!' (in Angelica style). I then deeply sighed in irritation and picked it up again. My relationship is complicated than it looks.
I feel isolated, alone and rejected. I'm still obsessed and jealous about the bad habit that I couldn't control any longer. All the collection I had in my room are a part of who I am which is a coping mechanism whenever I get depressed. My whole world is just perfect...
Actually, I do like Link a lot when I was a little kid and play games about him. However, there's only other character he was interested in. It's Princess Zelda herself. As a teenager, do they know each other since the '80's a long ago?
I probably think so. The two can get along on their adventures together. In social media nowadays, I thought Link and Zelda were a romantic couple. Oh yeah, a loyal knight and his damsel in distress. The fan arts, love story, from the classics to modern...etc.
Okay, now I'm getting suspicious about this. I can feel jealousy is rising. There are also some game cutscenes about their lovey-dovey relationship. Like they were holding hands, romance in Skyloft, their first hug and...first kiss? Wait, are they dating?
When I watch every cutscenes of the game, envy is taking over my mind as I clenched my hands into fists and pour my eyes out. I was broken hearted and shocked. What if they get married? I also thought Zelda has feelings for Link, which it made my anger increase.
Imagine if I were in the 'Legend Of Zelda' universe, I am nothing compared to that because I'm just green with envy and have a toxic relationship. Look at the two. Why are they happy about? Some fans called it 'Zelink' as shipping.
Yup, they are a pair. Sure, Zelda is a royal princess and I'm just an outsider who plays videogames, lacks of social skills, even feelings of attachment and I have obsessive love disorder which is not the same. She must be the most powerful woman of all time; unlike in reality to be exact.
She has blonde or brunette hair, blue eyes and a pretty face. She can fight like a warrior. She is wise, full of hope and wisdom or has a connection with the goddess. I'm far from perfect and I was nothing compared to her beauty. What is she, 16 or 18? She's the same age as me. Who knows?
Link has an interest with girls, does he? Like Midna ('Twilight Princess'), Ruto or Malon ('Ocarina Of Time'), Lana or Cia ('Hyrule Warriors'), Marin ('Link's Awakening'), Mipha or Paya ('Breath Of The Wild')...etc. And finally, except for me. It's not the same either.
That universe is rather perfect than my world, shattered and grieving. If I could enter in a game world with memorable characters, a wave of nostalgia is all coming back to me and I was drowned in my sorrows. But....my jealousy still remains in my soul.
I want to meet Link. If I don't, I just kill myself. I always dreamed of having a boyfriend but nothing happened. This is my first time whether or not I could get to go out with the man of my dreams. My head starts to visualize an image of him...with the princess. 💔💔
Note: Play the video. This is edited. Be warned for the jealous fangirls!
It torned me apart so bad. I should just want to stab her in the back and yelled 'stay away from him' repeatedly so that I can have Link on my own and nobody else. He's mine! I don't want anyone to have him....EVER AGAIN!! 😠😠 😡😡
If he likes other girls instead of me, I just want to tie his hands with a rope and cover his mouth with a cloth like a dog because I don't want anyone to take my place. It broke my heart hundred times and I experienced unrequited love but I haven't found the meaning.
Isn't there anyone who knows what's the true meaning of love is?! I'm deeply defended towards the boy I love and I also have a strong desire of obsession that I can't stand it which is the sin of envy, idolize and selfishness.
Stealing someone else is funny, ehh?! I ain't paying for that! I can do whatever the crap I want and start over again! My jealousy is the emotion that I can't make it go away. I feel the furnace as I pushed people's way with an enraged glare on my face.
I just hate girls who are attracted to my boyfriend. Grr...how and why are you still alive?! (in Spongebob 'Demolition Doofus'). Or maybe I'm just trying too hard. That settles it! I had enough of these mushy stuff and it makes me sick! Everybody thinks I'm a punching bag.
Sheesh, I hate playing tricks with them. It makes me want to destroy or break everything. I'm so involved, bossy and full of anger business. I hate my life! I hate my relationship! I'm the WORST girlfriend!!! I have to admit it...being a girl sucks and my love story is ruined.
I was driven to insanity. Who am I, a good girl or bad girl? I give up on my hope of losing someone I care about. I lost my way unable to find a path to freedom. I'm in a mood and I have a very bad temper towards my love life, thanks to those imbeciles who took away my precious boyfriend.
I was so, so stupid....what have I done? What's wrong with me? I feel like I'm having a breakdown or a tantrum. This is too much. I ripped the photos of my boyfriend and burn it in the fireplace. I caused many damages and the pain is terrible. I was overstressed.
Stressed because of my envious actions that went too far. Then, I sat down on the couch while holding my big Toon Link plushie for comfort. Tears began to form and my chest tightened. I let out pained sobs as my heart hurts like thorns. I am hopeless...
I cried and cried, I just can't stop it any longer. Curled in a ball, I prayed and I pleaded, tears streamed down my face. This is all my fault....I made a mess of everything. I begged my guardian angel for help to cure my broken heart and save me from this deadly sin.
I must be so ashamed. After I prayed, I faceplant my plushie to prevent more tears from falling as I sobbed hard and my heart hurts even more. It gets worse and really painful. I'll never forget all the things I did and the heartbreak I have suffered many times.
I take deeper breaths to let it out as I sat up straight, placing my hand against my heart. I waited and waited....but then, a miracle. I felt someone's hands on my shoulders. A familiar presence and soft feathers tickling my skin.
When I open my eyes, revealing a male angel in a green tunic with blonde hair and crystal blue eyes I've ever seen. A long blue cape around the neck collar that reached to his feet with a winged triangle symbol in the center and glitter designs on the fabric.
Brown gloves and knee-length boots along with silver armor. I also noticed he has sharp ears with hoop piercings underneath them. His gorgeous wings are huge, spread out wide in a graceful motion like a swan and surrounded by a magical aura of light.
We both made contact each other. As he wipes my tears away, I blushed a bright red and was captivated by those blue pools. I give myself a sad weak smile on my face and he did the same. He softly kissed my forehead and he pulled me for a protective hug.
I sobbed really hard again while he rubs my back in soothing patterns and the other is around my waist. He then caressed my cheeks in his and kissed my tears, eyes locked in a deep gaze.
"Don't cry, (Y/N). You are safe with me. You have nothing to fear", he spoke.
His voice is deep and manly. I blushed once more and made my heart skip a beat like a drum.
"Link, is it really you?", I said weakly. He nodded in response.
"Of course I am, (Y/N). I heard about your prayers from the crystal ball back at my kingdom where I came from. You don't look so good. Look at yourself, feeling depressed and lonely. Why are you crying all of a sudden, (Y/N)?"
He said in a worried tone. I held my big Toon Link plushie in my hands, feeling a bit unease and nervous. I started to tell him about how I got obsessive love disorder. My jealousy, anger and hatred are the emotions that I cannot take. I break the rules, mistreated and being manipulated towards others.
Also, I thought my life is going to end because of unrequited love. I really am the worst girlfriend. I let myself down badly. I apologized and forgive him as he hugged me for comfort.
"I'm sorry, Link. It was cruel of me to do such horrible things because of love. I just don't know what to do without you. I've gone completely insane and I did horribly wrong. Can you ever forgive me? Link, please?"
He kissed my cheek, nuzzle his nose against mine lovingly. He held my both hands in his entwined together. He also gave me a soft warm smile, making me blush a light pink.
"Yes, (Y/N). I forgive you. Don't let your jealousy taken control of your mind. It will bring destruction and bad luck. You have to let go of your sins. The light will vanquish the inner demons inside you. My wings will keep you safe and sound from harm. I will shield you, I promise."
Link replied. I slowly calmed down, a peaceful smile appeared on my face.
"Everything will be alright. (Y/N), if you don't need another boyfriend here in your world, you still have me. And yes, I do. I love you."
He said comfortingly as he kissed my cheek. I feel the same way. I can hear his heartbeat....it soothes my heart as well. It's like a love potion effect but a healing medicine to cure my wounds.
"I will be your new boyfriend. I love you, (Y/N)", he cooed sweetly.
"I love you too, Link", I said shyly with a small smile.
And with those words, I finally found a perfect boyfriend. He was my hero who saved me from temptation. I can smile again and that's what I think love is. I'm in love with an angel.
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Quotes:
"I get jealous. I never admit it but I hate it when you talk about someone else. I only want you for me." - Unknown
"As soon as I see someone else getting close to you, I get jealous." - Unknown