(Billie's Pov)
I flushed the toilet and went to brush my teeth... again
I keep throwing up and I don't know why, i didn't even have alcohol at the welcome home party yesterday. Maybe I caught a bug or something
"ugh" i groaned climbing back into bed
"you okay? you keep throwing up" Dylan asked
"i'm not sure what's up" i sighed hiding under my blanket
"you're not pregnant are you" he laughed
"bitch you use condoms" i rolled my eyes
I cant be pregnant, he uses condoms so that's literally impossible. I mean yeah my period is 2 weeks late but that happens right?
I ran back into the bathroom, locking the door and opened all the drawers to finally find what I was looking for
a pregnancy test
I keep them for safe keeping you know? just in case
I carefully peed on the stick and set it aside as I waited on the bathroom floor, my back against the door and tears streaming down my cheeks
"babe i'm going to work now" Dylan shouted "i love you" and then I heard the door close
I jumped as my 3 minute timer on my phone went off
Do I really want to look at the results? Fuck no
But I cant be pregnant
I shakily reached for the stick and my heart dropped as two little red lines lay there
No it's not true
I cant be pregnant
What the fuck do I do? It's not possible it can't be
I did what a pregnant person would do, phone to have an ultrasound
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I nervously waited in the room ready to be called. I decided to have a private one as I am literally the Billie Eilish
"Billie" the midwife smiled
"that's me" i forced out and she led me to the bed
"this may be cold" she smiled before putting on the gel
"shit yeah" i laughed as my whole body got goose bumps
My heart was pounding as she put the small device on my stomach, moving around and watching the screen
"there's a little heart beat, congratulations" she beamed
"h-how many weeks" i croaked trying not to have a bread down
"about 6" she smiled
6? But that's not possible! Dylan uses condoms and I haven't slept with-
Oh no no no no please no, 6 weeks ago was when Trig phoned me when she was in Arshtar, he must've taken it off before he forced himself in me
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i see some of you are mad at billie for saying it wasn't rape
we will get to that eventually but for now, she doesn't want to believe he raped her