Diana Pov
It doesn't matter who you used to be,what matters is who you decide to be today,your not your past,you're not your mistake,you can decide differently today and every moment.You're best is going to change from moment to moment..Remember that,you are who you are,choose to be happy and believe that you are the creator of your of happiness
We arrived at the hospital kung saan naka confine si Dad,kinausap namin ni Kuya Bryan ang Doctor ni Dad, the doctor said my dad isn't doing good.
"Doc please do everything. I want him to wake up. Please Doc promise me.." sabi ko habang tumutulo ang luha ko.
"I will do everything Ma'am Diana" the doctor said
"D, Dad will gonna be okay. He is a fighter. remember?" sabi ni kuya habang hinihimas ang likod ko to comfort me. "I hope so kuya" sabi ko. After he explained everything to us, the doctor bid goodbye to us. Nauna na akong umalis papuntang lobby. I saw my baby girl talking to someone..hindi ko naman makita ang mukha kasi nakatalikod. Habang papalapit na ako biglang tumayo ang babae at mabilis na naglakad..parang umiiyak pa yata.
"Julia?"
"Mommy promise I didn't do anything" sabi nito while crossing her fingers kitang kita ko rin yung mga nangilid na luha sa mata niya
"I didn't said na may ginawa ka" sabi ko while i'm hugging her. "Anyways san si manang?" tanong ko. "She's buying me a sandwich" sabay turo sa direksyon ni manang. "Iniwan ka niya talaga dito huh?" sabi ko.. "Mom please don't be mad at manang, it's my fault i told her that i will be okay" she explained. "Fine.. but next time don't do this again. I know your smarter than your age but your still a four year old little girl." i told her " But Mom..." sabi nito " No buts at all..Do you understand Julia Margaret?" sabi ko looking into her eyes. "Yes mommy i'm sorry" she said while hugging me.
"Ma'am Diana andito na po pala kayo.. Sorry po iniwan ko po si Julia gutom po kasi siya" sabi nito "Ok lang manang but next time tawagan mo ako pag ganito, alam mo naman dito sa pinas" sabi ko "Sige po hindi na po mauulit"
Phone ringing
"Hello Kuya"
"D, san ka? Papasok na ako sa room ni Dad. Halika ka na"
"Kuya I can't"
"Of course you can"
"Kuya not now.."
"Ok D I understand..Uwe na muna kayo.. just take a rest"
"Thanks kuya"
Byran Mackey Pov
"Thanks Kuya"
Pagbukas ko ng pinto I saw my Dad lying on a hospital bed. He changed a lot. Habang papalapit ako sa bed sinalubong ako ng yakap ng kapatid ko
"Kuya Bryan finally you're here." Ashley said hugging me tightly. "But where's Ate Diana?" tanong nito
"Umuwe na muna. She said she's not ready to see Dad like this. We already talked to the doctors" i told her.
"He's not getting better kuya" she said habang umiiyak..
" Sshhhh..He will wake up and he will gonna be okay Ash." sabi ko comforting her.
Life is a precious gift that God given to us. That's why we need to be thankful for each passing moment. We need to treasure people in our lives, appreciate little moment while it lasts, do good things to people and lastly love without regrets 'cause you will never know whats gonna happen next. In this journey, we have time. Time to appreciate things that are important to us, but some we take that for granted because we are so busy making things that aren't meant for us. We have chances. Chances for us to do good things to others, chance for us to be better and a chance to love again. We have time to forgive. Forgiveness is a long process but if you forgive you give yourself peace. Learn to forgive people because people make mistakes. We are all sinners and never ever judge people by their mistakes. Who are you to judge them? Right? just like my father I forgave him along time ago. I'm mature enough to understand his decisions. I'm not blaming him for what happened to our family. All i want for my parents is to be happy even if they are already divorce. I want them to be happy individually. Seeing my father like this breaks my heart,but i will not show that to my siblings. I am their older brother and I want to be strong for them. They need a shoulder to cry on and thats what I am doing right now.
We have time to love. Loving someone and being in love are two difference things. Loving someone is about how they make you feel, being in love is about how you make them feel. Loving someone means you are only concerned with how he makes you feel loved, special, or appreciated. Being in love means you worry about how to make him feel loved as well, because that's equally as important to you. And we need to accept that heartaches is a part of loving. Pain is a part of being human.
My father loved my mom i know that and I see it in my very own eyes but as years goes by, that love fades away maybe because my father let that happened or maybe because they aren't belong to each other. I mean at some point i know they love each other but fate doesn't want them to stay together. So.. i need to accept that. People need to accept and understand that some thing aren't meant for them. Maybe because God has a better plans for us. When dad cheated on my mom my whole world fall apart not just mine but my siblings as well. Diana is so devastated when it happened but past is past. We already move forward. And when dad introduced other woman to me.. I can't..I can't believe that he chose that woman over us, his family..but that very moment when I saw my father eyes sparkle when he look at the girl.. I know deep in my heart that my father is in love with this woman.. Who am I to judge? So.. I accepted it..and seeing him now in a hospital bed holding for his life makes me question everything but i know, this event happen because it has reasons. We can't understand everything but we all know that everything in this world happen for a reason.
I realize that you need to value everything and anything in your life even simple things. You need to do things that makes you happy as long as you didn't hurt others but life is full of consequences. You have to choose whether you want to be happy or not because along the way meron at merong kang taong masasaktan kahit hindi mo man gustuhin yun.. Life is like that. All of us wants to be happy.. It's up to you if you want to be happy. We all have a choice..For me, satisfaction is hard to find.. ang buhay kasi pag nagmahal ka masasaktan ka, eh ganun ang buhay eh, kasi nga tao tayo. Makukuha lang natin yung totong satisfaction, contentment and happiness pag nasa heaven na tayo.
Fourth Pov
Asan na kaya si Franki? Andito lang yun kanina ah. sabi ko sabay lingon sa kaliwa at kanan.
Papasok na ako ng room ni Tito Mike when I open the door i saw my cousin Bryan comforting Ashley....Pero wait.. Asan si Diana?
"Ehem...Bryan?" sabi ko sabay naman silang dalawa lumingon while Ashley wiping her eyes.
"Fourth...come here..I miss you bro" excited na sabi nito.
"Miss you too man..but where's Diana?" tanong ko.." Pinauwe ko na muna. She needs rest, besides i have important confession to make" sabi nito at biglang kumabog ang puso ko..
"Wait....Don't tell me my beautiful cousin is already married?" i asked
"No.."
" You are getting married?" sabi ko naman ulit.
"Its not my time yet" kampanting sabi nito..
"Yo-" naputol ang sasabihin ko ng nagsalita si Ashley
"Mr. Ceo patapusin mo muna kasi c Kuya Bryan wag puro tanong.." sabi nito.. "Fine" sabi ko sabay taas ng dalawa kong kamay.
"So..kuya what is it? Did Diana already found someone?" tanong nito..
"Isa ka pa ehh." sabay batok ni Bryan sa kapatid niya
"Ano nga kuya?" tanong ulit ni Ashley.
"Diana has a......"
"Bryan?" mahinang tugon ng boses..lahat kami napalingon sa pinanggagalingan ng boses.
"Dad! Oh my God" sigaw ni Ashley
"I'll call the doctor" sabi ko habang si Bryan lumapit kay Tito.
Matapos kung tumawag ng doctor I dialed Franki's number.
Dialing Franki...
"Hello Franki..Where are you?" i asked
"Home.." she said with a sad tone.
"Are you crying?" I asked concern evident i my voice hindi siya sumagot instead i heard her crying.
"Listen Franki will talk when you get here..but for now you need to hurry Tito is already awake" i said
"Oh my God..I will be there." she said excitedly
"Good..be careful..see you"
When i came back to the room..i already heard Tito Mike's laugh. Buti naman at gising na siya. Diana will be happy to hear this news.
"Hi Tito..How you feeling?" sabi ko
"I feel weak but i will be okay" tito mike said
"Good to know." sabi ko.
"si Diana?" he ask to no one
"Dad don't worry i will call her" Bryan said sabay kuha sa phone niya.
"You need to rest Dad" sabi naman ni Ashley "Besides hindi lang naman ikaw ang nakamiss kay Ate Diana lahat naman tayo. We miss her. I mean its been six years.. right?" she added while looking at me.
"Ashley.. she has reasons" pagtatanggol ko naman.
"Because of her insecurities..She left me..she left her family here.." bakas ang lungkot sa mga salita ni ashley.
"That's enough" Tito mike said.
"I'm so sorry dad" ashley said sabay labas ng pinto..
"Take a rest tito..i can handle her" sabi ko sinundan ko si Ashley sa labas..And when i saw her she was crying.. "Sshhhh..its okay ash..tama na...kakagising lang ng dad mo dapat masaya ka..Forgive your sister Ash..alam mo naman na mahal na mahal ka nun pero that time sobrang nasaktan lang siya kaya siya umalis at mas pinili niya ang sarili niya...mag usap kayo mamaya pag andito na siya..." sabi ko " tsaka Ms. Model yung laway at sipon mo ohhh tumutulo na shirt ko..." i joke..sinampas ba naman ako.
"Aray! naman bat ka ba nanghahampas..pinapatawa lang kita couz" sabi ko
"Thanks Fourth" sabi nito sabay pahid sa mukha
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So sorry for the very late update..Its been a while but anyways enjoy.
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