Anisha's POV
Looking at him brings back memories. I can't decide whether they're bad or good. I'd rather not think about it.
"Anisha, let's go for a walk," ugh Sienna is so annoying.
"ok" I reply, not actually wanting to go. As we walk off I look back over my shoulder to get one more look at jaja binks. He's talking to Hailey. I know I shouldn't be jealous but I am. It's not like we even talk anymore. JaJa glances over and catches me staring. My faces goes hot and I get flustered and look away.
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what was he thinking when he looked at me? Did he feel the same thing I did? I wonder if he- WAIT WTF. WHY DO I KEEP THINKING ABOUT THIS.
Even though no one could hear me, I was embarrassed for thinking about it AGAIN.
I turn to my BEST FRIEND, Sophia. (not sienna)
"Omg Sophia, you have no idea how much I love him, I miss him so much! You don't understand! His literally perfect."
Sophia turns and smiles at me.
I sigh, wishing for events to have turned out differently. Then I frown. thinking about the past won't change anything. We both fucked up. Hailey is probably sucking him off right now. Dumb bitch. Always going for my leftovers.