TW: Mention of suicide, cutting, depression, and R@pe.✏
Some cursing. On with the story.
No powers
I can't handle these pressures
All I can say is, this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
Buttercup stood there as words were thrown at her. She was supposed to be the toughest 'what happen to me?' She thought as she hug herself trying to shield herself.
I'm always trying my hardest
Not to pick myself apart, this
Energy's killing my vibes now
Buttercup gave a small smile. She took a deep breath. Trying to be happy. She close her eyes but when she did those memories haunt her. She open her eyes she wanted to scream.
Sometimes I just wanna drown out
All of the thoughts in my mind, too much
Going on at the same time, I
Wish it would stop and I've tried, but
Life just sucks then we all die
Buttercup stood behind the building as she stare at him. The perfect guy at school, Butch Jojo. She put her hands into fist as she let nore tears out. "Fuck you." She mutter as she walk away from the place. He had the perfect life she wanted that.
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be
Buttercup put the razor back as she clean up the mess when she walk out of her 'home'. She got some ugly words thrown at her. "You slut! just go ahead and kill yourself." Jassy told her. Buttercup frown but ignore her as she went into her room. The girls were separated (Bubbles, Blossom, and Buttercup) their father died and they couldn't stay alone. Blossom was sent into their aunt but from their dad side (thier mom died giving birth) and then Bubbles to the grandparents and Buttercup to their mom side of the family.
I wonder if I'm good enough
Or maybe I've just had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drowning up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
Buttercup frown as the bottles layed around her. She wanted to scream and let it all out. She wanted the pain to stop but she wanted to be strong for her sisters. "I wish there was no tomorrow." She mutter as tears slid out. 'Knock knock'. Buttercup raised her eyebrow in confusion. Nobody evers knocks the door. They usually barg in and yelled words at her. She got up and clean the bottle as she said 'Come in'. Her uncle came as he smirk. Buttercup face pale as she scream knowing she was alone.
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Buttercup got up. Ready to go to school, she wanted to leave the damn place. She closed her eyes as she left the house ready to go to school. As she kept walking she felt someone following her. She put on her hood walking faster. As she did she bump into someone making her fall on her butt. She look up and saw Butch. She got up quickly on her own ignoring his hand. She look back quickly to see no one there. She took a deep breath. "Damn...what's wrong?" A voice asked she turned and saw Butch. "I-i thought someone was following me." She said.
Yeah I'm empty inside, i just don't feel alive
And i don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Butch frown but he hugged her. "Come on let's go to school together." He gave her a smile which she returned back. As they were walking they were getting to know each other more. By telling funny story. Making Buttercup forget the pain. "Hey are you ok?" He asked again as her laughter died down. "Yea why?" She asked. Butch took a deep breath. "I can see the pain in your eyes." He admitted. Buttercup frown as she look down at the ground. "Hey Butch! Come hang with us!" A boy yelled. "Comin'!" He yelled as he turned his attention back to Buttercup. "Hey wait for me after school." She nodded as he ran to his friends. Buttercup sigh as she walk to school alone.
My body's shaking
My head is aching
It feels like my heart is breaking
Buttercup stood at the building of the school. Skipping lunch again. She took a deep breath. She hug herself. She look at herself in disgust thinking about what her uncle did. "Hey." She turned around quickly hiding the tears as she saw Butch. She faked a smile. "Oh hi what are you doing here?" She asked. Butch shurg and sat next to her as he took out a sandwich. "I saw a beautiful girl walk up here for the 4 time not eating lunch." He gave her his sandwich. Buttercup stare at it as she ate a bite of it. She know knew that Butch 'The perfect guy' also had problems of his own.
My body's shaking
My head is aching
I can't fix this mess I'm making
"Buttercup tell me what's wrong." He said. Buttercup frown. She open her mouth but nothing came and soon enough she burst out telling the truth about everything Buttercup cried to his shoulder. Both teens skipping classes. "Shh it's ok.." He said softly. "Well it isn't." She cried out. Butch pick up her chin. He clean his tears. Buttercup just stare at him then the next thing, she knew, she felt soft lips on her. She melted in it.
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
The next day Butch ignore Buttercup the whole day. She frown 'Did he just used me.' She could feel tears coming up. She wiped them out. She was walking till the bell rings. While she walking to her class she was stop by a few girls and one of them was Jassy. She (Jassy) smiled evily. "I heard you kiss my boyfriend Bitch." Emily spat out. Buttercup raised an eyebrow 'boyfriend?' 'But the only person i ever kissed was-' her eyed widen. She knew what she was talking about. 'He wouldn't-'. "I-i di-didn't know you two were dating." She said. Emily narrowed her eyes thats what they all say. 'All? So he did used me.' Buttercup felt weak as she fell on her knees. Emily smiled as she nodded towards her group telling them to beat her up.
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live,
Buttercup stood looking at the water from the Bridge. This was it the end of her chapter. Butch walk to school he was looking around for Buttercup but he couldn't see her. He found her cousin (Jassy) "Hey Jass do you know where Buttercup is?" He asked. Jass just smirk. "Probably off killing herself she deserve it. And i even told my dad to rape her." She laugh. Butch face grew pale. "WHAT?!" he yelled. Jassy just shurg as she tried putting lipsticks on. Butch punch her in the face she fell back holding her face and eyes widen. "You bitch!" He yelled as he ran trying to find Buttercup. Buttercup look down trying to name things to live. 'For my sisters.' She keeps thinking why she should be gone. "Buttercup WAIT!" Someone yelled. Buttercup turned around. She saw Butch. "Oh that's why." She mutter. "What do you want?!" She yelled. Causing him to flinch. Buttercup just sigh. "Please Buttercup!" He begged. "Give me a reason!" She yelled. "Beacuse i love you!" He yelled causing her to stay still. "I always have! I just didn't know how to tell you and then you change and it was hard for me to tell you." He said quietly. Buttercup closed her eyes as tears came out.
but I'm too scared to die
"I love you too"
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