Siya's POV:
My heart fluttered like a bird when he kissed my earlobes today...
And now in this pub...here with him...
He is so not letting me go...
But his embrace makes me feel safe...
I like it here...
I know this feeling is much deeper than I know already and I have been trying to run away from it...
But I can't!!!
He's like a dagger that is pierced in my chest!!!
To kill me!!!
He's my death!!! And it's really aching there!!! But this teasing pain is beautiful ❤️
I want to be destroyed in this!!!
Ufff!!!!
(Just then Raghav left the grip on Siya's waist as he saw Sapna at the door and he ran behind her)
Did he like???
He left me again and is....
What is his problem???? Can't he decide???
But he loves Sapna right Siya???
So????
So why was he dancing with me...
Just few seconds ago he was passionately pulling me into him...
I can't keep ignoring this emotion every single time right???
No!!! Not this time!!!
He has to tell me what's in his heart!!!
Everything can't be delusional!!!
That moment when he like a maniac was not ready to let me go... the hold he had on my waist while I fell upon him...the kiss although he's kissed my forehead so many times...the one he placed on my earlobe.... that had a different emotion for sure!!!.. I can't be wrong to sense it!!! Then this moment in pub few minutes ago...
The hell!!! I want an answer...
(Siya ran behind Raghav and the minute she saw Raghav hugging Sapna and Sapna smiling at him... She was shocked 😳)
'Its a yes Raghav and I love you too!!!'
Yes for what???
Wait a minute!!!
So Raghav proposed to her 🥺
Woooow 😢 congratulations
Mr and Mrs Sehgal 🥺
Wooooooooooooooowwwwww 😢🥺
And I started running away while I could hear Raghav calling me from behind...
I didn't want to stand there for a minute!!!
I was done!!!
And this time forever 🥺😢
Raghav's POV:
I ran behind Sapna to confront her... She was running very fast..
I caught her hand ...
'Sapna please wait...I can explain!'
To which she pushed me by my chest!!!
'What the heck should I see hann??? You cheating upon me Raghav really??
5 years...5 years you were running around me and now this bitch comes and tries to stick to you!'
'Sapna Shutup!!! Siya didn't do anything! It's not her fault!
It's my fault...I am getting attracted to her!!!.....'
I confessed out loudly...
She was shocked...
'Helplessly' i said softly in a lost tone...
I had tears flowing from my eyes already at the mess I am in and I'm pushing Siya and dragging Sapna too into this!
'I think we must rethink about marriage Sapna! I ...I tried.... but there is something helplessly happening between me and Siya....
I feel like I'm loosing my mind...'
To which she started crying ...
'Are you dumping me Raghav???'
To which I cupped her face saying...
'Please Sapna...I can't lie anymore... Honestly... I feel the thing I felt for you was a huge crush or say attraction or whatever you call it... But what I feel for Siya scares the shit out of me...I am not doing anything...I just need some time...I can't hurry into this!!'
She pushed my chest and said...
'Whatever it is!!! Accept it na you are leaving me...my grandmother is informed...my parents know it...we are middle class people Mr Raghav Sehgal!!!
For us there's nothing beyond commitment and word of mouth!
The minute news spreads that a guy left me after 5 years no one will marry me easily!!! Why did you save me that day...let me die before my parents die of shame...' saying she pulled out a pocket knife from her purse and slit her hand....
Before it was a deep cut...I pulled it from her hands and threw it away... thankfully it was just a small cut...
And quickly hugged her...
'Sapna are you mad.... what the hell was that...How can you repeat that stupidity... again... Don't you love your parents.... Which generation are you living....'
While she held me tightly and started crying loudly...
'I can't live without you baby.. you are my world....I can't loose you...I can't'
I froze...
I rubbed her back and calmed her down and slowly started explaining....
'Sapna... listen...im not running away from anything...im just saying we must figure it out....And....we were not in a relationship for 5 years...it's just 8 months and that too you know I never crossed my line with you!!! Infact we never even kissed!!!'
'So it's the intimacy factor??? I'm ready for it...I'm ready!! Let's just' saying she started pulling me to her face...
I pushed her in one go...
'Sapna please... I....I....am sorry... Please...it's not that... Never...It's just that I need some time... Can you give me some time please....I'm not taking any decision...All I want is sometime so I figure out...I don't want to take abrupt decisions Sapna!!! Will you please give me my space to rethink? '
She wiped her tears asking...
'So we are still in a relationship then na???'
I didn't have an answer to this...
Next minute I don't know what happened to her she hugged me saying...
'Its a yes Raghav and I love you too!!!'
I didn't understand but I was happy that she is fine to give me time...
Suddenly I heard footsteps on the pub's wooden floor so I turned around to see Siya walking very very fast!!!
Shit!!!
She probably saw me with Sapna...
I started running behind her while I heard a thud sound behind me...
I turned around and saw Sapna had fainted...
I couldn't leave her like that...
I took her to the room and called for a doctor... who confirmed no major cut or bleeding and she probably fainted due to weakness!!!
I looked at the time...
I wanted to speak to Siya but Sapna was behaving like a child and not letting me go...
I was stuck now!!!
I didn't have an option!!!
I stayed in the room till she slept off!
At approximately 3 am she slept off so I slowly sneaked out of her room and went to Siya's room to talk to her...
Her room had few her other two cousins who were still playing carrom when asked about Siya they said she left to Mumbai.
I was shocked 😳
'What time I asked?'
'Just 5 - 10 mins away... If you are lucky you may find her in reception...' they said...
Before hearing anything I ran to the reception while the receptionist told me she already left!
I started dialing her mobile number which was coming switched off!
Shit Siya!!! Just once listen to me!!!
My heart cried...
***
I took early morning flight and reached Mumbai... By 11:00 am I was in office!!!
My dad looked very very upset...
My uncle's were also looking very very upset...
'Is everything alright Dad??? Chachu???'
To which dad told...
'Sehgal empire is finished Raghav!
Sehgals are bankrupt!!!'
😳 That statement froze me to death 😳