Kokichi's POV
" Cuteness!"
I hopped on to the bed next to Shuuichi.
" Let's cuddle! I wanna spend time with my snuggle bear..."
" Wait... You just want to cuddle...?"
" Why do you sound so surprised?"
" Because you usually wanna have some type of kinky sex..."
" Well sometimes I don't wanna fuck. Sometimes I just want you to kiss me and tell me that I'm pretty, is that really so hard to believe?"
" Coming from you, yes."
" Do I need a good reason to cuddle with my man?"
" Well no."
" Then shut up and hold me."
He got behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me on the cheek.
" I love when you hold me like this... I feel so small in your arms..."
" It's because you are small."
" I'm not small!! I just wasn't blessed with the height genetics."
" It's the same thing as being short."
" Oh hush."
" Babe?"
" Do you think I'd make a good stay at home dad?"
" What do you mean?"
" I mean once we have kids I'll probably quit or something cuz I doubt you want me to take our child to a strip club. So do you think I'd be good at it?"
" Yeah I do. I think you'd be a good dad."
" I'm definitely gonna be the really laid back parent."
" What makes you think that?"
" Cuz I know for a fact that'll you'll probably tell them no all the time then they'll come to me cuz I'll always say yes! I wanna give our kids a better life then I had, that's why I wanna get them anything they ask for, well not *anything* I don't want them to be too spoiled."
He kissed me again and we sat in silence for a little bit.
" Hey... Shuuichi?"
" Yeah?"
" Do you know what it feels like to be cheated on?
" Huh?"
" I do. All too well. You feel like an idiot for not realizing sooner. I knew almost immediately, guess it helps when you have parents who cheat on each other constantly, you can see the signs."
" Wait I thought you said I was the first relationship."
No. I said you were my first real relationship , you're far from my first. When I was 15 I had my first boyfriend, before that point I had a buncha girlfriends, the relationships only lasted 3 or 4 months. But yeah there was a 15 year age gap.
" Wait 15?! He was 30?!"
" Yeah... Always kinda had a thing for older guys. God, I thought I was so in love and I thought he loved me too, I was I naive idiot to ever believe that was true, He only wanted my body I should've known since he forced me to fuck him and took my virginity and when I wouldn't give it up he would rape me."
" Why...Why did you stay?"
" Cuz I was fucking stupid and deeply believed that he loved me. It didn't take me too long before I found out that he like 7 side bitches, I knew and I still didn't leave. That was until one night he said something that particularly pissed me, I don't remember what he said and I don't really care, but I broke it off right then and there. I was so heartbroken that I swore off men forever I even convinced myself that I was straight for about 5 months until I realized that I can never live without cock. And that was about the same time I ran away."
" I stopped believing in love after that. I thought I'd never fall in love again. Until I met you... I honestly thought that we wouldn't last longer then 10 months, I thought you would've dumped me after you got tired of fucking me. I was waiting for the day you would tell me we were breaking up, I thought that until the second you proposed to me, that's when I knew you were really serious about me."
" I told you that I was gonna marry you one day and I meant it. I LOVE you. And yes the sex is amazing but it isn't the only reason I'm attracted to you. I think you're really adorable and yeah you can be handful but I know how keep up with you. I also love your stupid little laugh."
" My laugh isn't stupid it's......... Unique."
" Yeah I'll give you that."
" Nishishi!"
" Shuuichi... You seriously have no idea how happy I am that we're getting married, I honestly couldn't think of any other guy I would want to be my husband."
" I couldn't either. I would hate to live in a world without you."
" We sound so fucking corny right now."
" I know you're gonna hate me for saying this but... The day after the first time we had sex I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you..."
" ..."
" CORNY AS FUCK!!! But I still love you baby. I would so die for you, no questions asked."
" I'd die for you too..."
We spent almost all day cuddling in bed and telling each other how much we love the other.