YN'S POV :
I was in my car... My heart was racing marathon... I really didn't know what I was feeling at that moment happy, excitement, nervousness, blah blah
There was a mixed feeling inside of me.... My whole body was tensing up..
Jiyeon was sitting beside me she noticed my tensed self...
"YN-AH everything will be fine... Don't worry baby".. Jiyeon said while placing her hand above mine and giving me her reassuring smile....
I looked at her and heaved a deep sigh..
"don't knw jii..am very much nervous now... Christ pls help me... I just hope. I don't be a mess on my own wedding" ... I said looking outside of the window...
"ashhh... You won't be baby.
.... Think positively.. Everything will be fine besides we all are going to be around you if you feel something like that ... We're are there for you so don't worry... Everything is going to be perfect... Come on babes its your wedding today... Bring your bubbly self up " jiyeon said with a cheerful voice....
I thought for a moment...
Yeah yn when you have ur loved ones around you what are you worrying for.. Nothing's gonna happen if you are all fine then... Just stay calm and be positive...
I heard jiyeon's voice... Snapping me out of my trance...
"YNNNNNNNNNNNN...!!!!!"...
Jiyeon said shaking one of my shoulders... Roughly...
"Aishh... Am here babes..."...i said... Gaining my self back and doing proper my gown from my shoulder's side...
"Bitch... Are you day dreaming at this moment? "...
Jiyeon said raising one of her brow..
I playfully rolled my eyes at her
"Na... Hun... I was thinking of being positive..." I said giving her a wink..
Jiyeon gave me a slight smile and looked out of the window
Jiyeon's Pov :
After having a conversation with yn.
Again things started erupting in my head
'Marriage'... With whom am Going to Marry huh..?.
I was debating to myself cause the person whom I've loved the most is marrying my best friend today
I internally chuckled at my own self,
And the condition which I am in..
'Why me...?'.....
Have I done something wrong in my past life to face this.... I really have to pretend that I am happy when am not... Yn you're my life my love but seeing you with jungkook I really don't know how to accept this...?... I really don't know why it's so hard for me to accept the fact that you are getting married to my love.... life...
Fine if this is what destiny wants then let it be that way.....
Tears started forming in my eyes but I blinked all away cause I didn't want to create any scene neither do I want to make yn worry...
.... Soon we reached the church... Uncle Lee came and opened the door for me and yn...
I hold yn's hand and looked at her..
"YN dear don't worry I'll be around you every time,
whenever you'll need me ill be there okay...?
I'll be waiting for you ahead with mommy... Don't be nervous at all..."..
YN hugged me tightly...
"Thank you so much jiyeon..."..
Yn said with a cute smile...
I chuckled at her cuteness...
"Don't be so formal bitch it doesn't suits you".. I said breaking the hug....
"Come on now get ready... It's your time now, I'll be with mommy... "... I said with a heavy heart... And walked off from there...
..
Yn's Pov :
I turn towards my popps... He looked at me with a warm smile..
"So ready.. Ms. Lee yn soon to be... Jeon. yn"
Popps said forwarding his arms indicating me to link my arms with him.
I blushed and hit his arms..I heaved a deep sigh, smiled cheerfully and linked arms with my popps...
We were at the entrance of the church..
AS soon as the gate opened my heart again gained its speed but maintaining my calm self I walked in..
The interiors were feeling like heavens..
I walked down the aisle and this was the best feeling ever .... My head snapped towards jungkook
Christ!!! he was looking hella handsome in his black tuxedo... He looked towards my direction and our eyes met..
Dang!!!!
I quickly looked away.. And looked down....
My heart started pounding faster than ever....
Calm down!! , calm down!! .. Yn babes.. Calm down!! ..
I didn't even realised when we reach the altar...
Popps took my hand and looked at me.. And gave me his comforting smile ever..
I smiled back with the same emotions....
"Jungkook am handing you my daughter now... Pls Take a good care of her my son ..."
popps said smilingly but with a fatherly attitude... I mentally chuckled at his behavior
By saying that he... Handed me to jungkook and as soon as he held my hand... a sudden electric current passed through my body... MY whole self was burning, there was a tingling sensation in my hands..
I tried to avoid it tho it was the hardest task to do at that time...
I looked at jungkook and.... My whole excited self turned into confused one....
COS there was no emotions.. In his eyes.. His face showed emotion less expression.. Like he was forced for everything...
My heart clenched at the thought.. About jungkook being forced to marry me.. He's not doing this because he wants.. But because others....
Tho i never talked to jungkook before but my love for him gives me the sense that whether he's happy or not..
I hope he's not being forced for this.. but I did ask him about this marriage and he himself said he isn't forced by anyone he's doing this willingly ... Uff!!! yn be positive... Again you are over thinking...
I shrugged all the negative thoughts away and concentrated on the demigod in front of me...
Priest started saying the wedding vows...
Now the moment came which I was longing for so long....
The moment which I and him will forever be together never gonna separate....
It was the time for groom to kiss the bride.....
The whole time I was looking down..
"You may kiss the bride "... Said priest..
My heart started beating faster.... I looked toward jungkook and he placed his one hand on my hips and leaned forward to kiss me..
Butterflies were dancing like a maniacs in my belly...
I stopped breathing for a while..
The moment his soft plump lips placed on mine... everything stopped for a moment... I closed my eyes to enjoy the taste of his lips...
It felt so good
Unfortunately he stepped back after a few seconds... The moment didn't last as I expected I... Looked at jungkook.. And.. Again.. My confused self popped up..
He was looking pissed off..
By all this..
We turned towards the crowd all of them were cheering for us....some of them whom I think was Jungkook's friend... Were crazily shouting in the crowds..
I looked at my popps, mommy and jiyeon.. I can see tears of happiness in my popps eyes...
Jiyeon and mommy were having a litte conversation.. But after that they both were smiling happily and clapping for us...
Jungkook's Pov :
I honestly wanted to end this marriage and shit... A bit of it was not giving any kind of happiness to me...
The only thing which I enjoyed to see at that moment was jiyeon
She was looking so hot and beautiful
There were nasty thoughts in my mind by seeing her...
OH baby girl... You never talked to me before.. But still can turn me on by your presence...?
My thoughts were interrupted by my so called bride... And I must say she was looking like an angel in that white gown...
Jiyeon... I would have been more than happy if it was you in place of her..
I sighed deeply.....
Get Back to your senses jungkook.. What are you even thinking.... You're standing in front of altar... And there your bride is coming your way... For God sake stop for now
I mentally scolded myself... But my mind again droves back to jiyeon..
There comes the moment of groom kissing the bride...
My heart clenched at the thought... that I've to do this now
How I thought if it would be you jiyeon...
I closed my eyes... Imagining jiyeon's image there...
.. As soon her lips touched mine a tingling sensation felt all over my body.. For a moment.. It felt so good
I...literally enjoyed it for a second..
But then reality hit me like a truck...
I opened my eyes and saw yn's closed eyes... I...immediately took a step back... We turned towards the crowd all of them were cheering up for us..
I looked at jiyeon and my jaw clenched
She was all smiling and happy...
I thought you loved me jiyeon... Oh baby girl wait for me.. Now..
Jiyeon's Pov :
Seeing yn and jungkook kissing each other... I was feeling like... My heart was stabbed for thousands of time now...
A single tear slide down...
Yn's mommy beside me noticed my teary eyes..
"Jiyeon-ah.. What's wrong why are you crying sweetie!?...is everything okay?"...
Mrs Lee said with a concerned voice.. And worried expression...
"AHHH.. NA NA mommy everything is good..... It's just my eyes are itching..."..
I came up with the best excuse i can..
"Are u sure dear... Do u want me to call someone for your eyes"...mommy asked again with a concerned voice..
"Ashh... Yes my pretty mommy am all good.
See.." i said showing her a fake smile..
"Aishh this girl"...Mrs Lee blushed at the comment..
We chuckled at our small conversation..
Author's Pov :
Time passed by.... Everyone greeted newly married couples...
Give their best wishes to them..
Well one was very happy and worried..
And other was totally pissed off..
Jiyeon was controlling hard not to break infront of anyone...
She was fed up of putting a fake smile.. Just to show everyone that she's all fine.... When she's not a bit of it...
She excused from the guest amd went to restroom... To calm herself down...
Jungkook noticed jiyeon heading towards restroom..
Yn's Pov:
I was clearly watching jungkook putting on his fake smile i really wanted to ask him what was..
the reason...
This was bothering me alot.. But it disappeared for a while..when he said me something..
"Umm... I'll be back.. I need to go to restroom.." he said with little excitement in his voice..
I was puzzled and happy at the same time..
Puzzle because all of sudden what enlightened his mood and happy because he's happy atleast...
"Uhhh yaa yaa sure no problem"...
I immediately replied to him with a smile...
Without wasting any minute he went to restroom..
Maybe it was very urgent
..
I thought...
Jungkook's Pov :
As soon as i noticed jiyeon heading towards restroom without wasting any minute i rushed towards her direction...
The hallway was empty... I noticed her back figure and she was hella hot..
Hearing my footsteps she turned back and noticed me...
Her eyes widened and she got glue to her Spot... I chuckled at her cuteness..
Jiyeon's Pov:
I was walking through the passage..
AS i was getting close to the washroom my breathing was getting heavy.....
I really wanted to calm myself down at that time....
Seeing my love marrying another women was too much to handle..
I really wanted to cry my heart out my head was spinning....
A footsteps behind me distracted me from my present self..
I turned around to see who it was and...
My whole body froze..
My christ!! maybe am dreaming... No no jiyeon... You are not daydreaming...
Dang!!!
Jungkook is coming your way..... Calm yourself down... Calm yourself down... Jiyeon
I looked down closed my eyes and heaved a deep sigh...
I wiped away the sweat beads formed on my forehead...
I looked up and.. Dang!!!
He was right in front of me..
My words got struck in my throat...
I gulped hard.. And tried to come up with a simple conversation.....
I gulped hard and gave him a gentle smile....
"Ahh.. H-h-hi"....
I said with so much hesitation...
I cursed my self for stuttering so much..
He didn't say anything and was Giving me his intense glares... And next thing he did was enough for me to get tensed
He took a step forward...
And i looked at him with a confused face and nervous smile...
His aura was giving chills to my spine..
The way he was coming closer to me in his black tuxedo and his one hand in his pocket... Was somehow making me shiver under his gaze...
I gulped hard... I looked away and took a step back...
He took another step towards and...
I looked at him with a confusion written all over my face...
My eyes widened when he slammed me against the wall...
HE'S one hand was resting on my hips and other was supporting the wall...
He leaned close to my face.. And i was beyond shock at that time...
I tried to get dig inside of the wall.. More..
"Umm... Woh-what are y-you d-doing?"...
"Um.. D-do y-you ne-need anything?"..
I asked him with lot of difficulties.... I didn't maintain any eye contact with him....
Next thing what he did... Was enough for me to loose my consciousness...
He leaned forward and pecked my cheeks and casually walked off from there...
And i was like statue for a moment....
It took a moment for me to process..what happened earlier..... My breathings got uneven.....
Dang!! Jungkook just pecked my cheeks
And reality hit me like a truck...
I covered my mouth with my hands and my eyes widened...
No... No.... Does jungkook feel the same.... But then why did he kiss my cheeks... And... Most important of all
Even if he has that feelings... For God sake... He's marrying yn I can't let him to ruin her or hurt her feelings....
I gulped hard and blinked away the tears i wiped my sweat formed on my forehead.... And headed to the bathroom to calm myself down......
I looked myself in the mirror and heaved a tired... sigh
I think I should leave... The more I'll stay up... The more I'll get hurt...
Jungkook's Pov :
I was beyond happy to see jiyeon all tensed again around me.... I chuckled when her eyes enlarged... When.. I pecked her... Puffy cheeks...
OH baby girl I wanted to devour the whole you.....
I mentally chuckled and blushed at the thought....
But I was distracted by the voice of a smiling yn...
My expression changed and I smiled back a little...
Her one hand was on my shoulder...
"Umm... Jungkook... Mr. Choi is here from last 2 min" she said with her beautiful smile and there was a sudden raise of emotions which I couldn't decipher what it was......
I looked in front and an aged man who's none other than...Mr. Choi...
I was embarrassed... And gave a gentle bow
YN looked at me and chuckled and again those unknown feelings came back
What's this now...
I questioned my self internally... And looked at her with a confused face who was greeting other... Guest...
"Where are you dozing off Young man..?
Mr. Choi asked and gave a fatherly hug... I hugged him back... And gave a cheerful smile...
" Ahh No no.. Mr choi... Just was thinking of something..."
I said rubbing the back of my neck...
Mr choi chuckled...
" I know I know... When you are claiming such a beautiful women tonight as yours... Who wouldn't be happy right...?...
Well i want to see little kookie or princess version of yn very Soon.. "..
Mr choi said with a way of... Teasing ...
I looked at yn who was blushing crazily at what Mr. Choi said and... She was... smiling shyly..... She looked down and was fidgeting with her fingers...
Mr. Choi and I looked at Her and we both laughed....
I looked back at Mr. Choi.. And smilingly said...
"Sure Mr. Choi"... As I wrapped an arm around yn's waist...
Yn's Pov :
My whole body stiffened when jungkook wrapped his hands around me... I gulped hard and looked away... I pretended as nothing happened and acted casually.....
But jungkook pulled back his hand... And was blushing... I think he realized it.....
I mentally pouted... And looked down...
It was okay for me... Jungkook.. Why did you pull back...am your wife after.. All...
Ughh no problem we've whole life to spend together am sure you'll open up to me very soon...
I was smiling like a maniac at the thought......
But a sweet voice snapped me... From my thoughts...
I looked at the owner of the voice and it was none other than my.. Beautiful jiyeon....
I looked at her and she was looking all tired... My expression changed from a happy one to a sad one........
Jiyeon's Pov:
I was hesitating so much whether to go to yn or not... Cos if I'll go then I've to face... Jungkook... Which i dont want for now at the moment..... Cos this feelings are killing me inside....
But without being informed Leaving your best friend's marriage is not a very smart thing to do......
So I ended up... Being in front of the bride groom....
I could feel Jungkook's stares on me.... I tried my hard to ignore it....
I looked at yn... And again her motherly nature was back by looking at me....
I mentally chuckled and shake my head.... At her cute behaviour
This girl...
"jiyeon-ah... what happened... is everything fine.. ... You're looking off today..... ..."...
Yn said measuring my...... Temperature with her one hand.... And other one cupping my cheeks...
.... I chuckled.... And took her both the hands.....in mine and hold it tightly......
" Yn-ah am all good.... Sweetie... It just am tired... I just came here to inform you... That am leaving now... Almost everything is over... So... Yeah..".
I said with a tired voice....
"Ofc ofc hun....Just go home and wait take one of our car... ....i can't let you go all alone at this late night.....
Ughh wait did you meet jungkook....."
I was listening to her motherly talks but her last question took me off guard...
I gulped hard and looked at jungkook who was continuously eyeing me up and down... and then at her....
Yn shake her head and introduce me to jungkook...
" Umm... Jungkook.... This is my best friend jiyeon"... Yn said with a cheerful voice...
Jungkook looked at her and then at me... There was a hidden smirk playing in his smile....
He forwarded his hand for a handshake.... I took his hand... And did a Normal handshake
"yaaa.. Yaa... I know her..."he said smirking....
My whole body tensed up and I looked at yn who was frowning and smiling...
" I mean i know both of you from college days nice meeting you jiyeon "... He said smiling...
I relaxed and pulled my hands back...
I gave a small smile....
"nice meeting you too... Jungkook"
I said
And...looked away
"Umm yn I think i should leave now....."
I said to yn with a tired voice...
"Yaa... Yaa sure hun... And do message me when you'll reach home... Okay...."
She said and i nodded... I gave her a goodbye hug before going and mumbled
"love you babes"...
She mumbled back the same and... I left the spot immediately... As j couldn't take the.... Jungkook's stares...anymore..
Jungkook's Pov :
I saw jiyeon's leaving figure... As soon as she left... Everything felt boring...
"Um yn I think we should leave too... As we've met the rest of the guests earlier... What says?"
I said... With a hint of tiredness in my voice..
She nodded smilingly... And my heart skipped a beat... I really wanted to pinch her cheeks.....
"Sure let's inform mommy and popps about it..."
She said ready to leave...
I held her hands and pulled her back a bit...
She was startled by my sudden actions... I chuckled at her...
"You're looking pretty in this bridal look"..
I said whispering to her ears..... She was blushing and looked down...
"Uhh... Th-thank y-yo-you"
She said stuttering....
I smiled looking at her..
"Let's go "
I said and we both went to Mr&Mrs. Lee...
Yn's Pov :
I looked at mommy and popps...
And tears started forming in my eyes...
"I'll miss you baby"... Mommy said with a cracked voice and hugged me tightly.... She was crying on my shoulders.....
I hugged her back...
" I'll miss you too mommy.... I'll visit you every Sunday i promise"
I said crying... Patting her back
I pulled back and went to my popps...
Who was hiding his tears...
I hugged him tightly... And mumbled.....
"Popps i will miss you alot... Don't forget to take your medicines on time... Now from onwards you've to take it on your own popps"
I said and crying on his chest.... He was Patting my head...
"never knew my princess will leave ne one day..."
Popps said as tears slide down his face.....
"Always be happy... Sweetie.... "..
He said cupping my cheeks and pecking my forehead...
I looked at him with teary eyes and nodded...
"Don't worry Mr&Mrs Lee
YN is our responsibility now we'll take good care of her and give her all the love and happiness..."
Mr Jeon said Patting my head...
"Ofc Mr&Mrs Lee yn is our daughter now..... We'll treat her like a queen..." Mrs Jeon said wrapping an arms around my shoulders...
I looked at her wiping my tears and... smiled
"So Mr. Lee we should take our leave now... If you don't mind"
Mr. Jeon said shaking hands with popps...
"Ofc Mr. Jeon it's already late... We should leave too"...
Popps said smiling back...
I hugged my popps and mommy for the last time and left the marriage spot with Jeons family...
I know... I know... Update... After a long time.... Author is really sorry for that.... 😥...
But to... compensate... I made a very very long chapter...... hope you all like it.... 💜💜💜.....
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see you soon in the next chapter.... angels.... 💜💜💜💜🤗🤗