Lorenzo Johnson
January 3rd 2019
"Come on princess. You can eat your nuggets when you get inside."
She held onto her Happy meal and walked carefully up the stairs and walked up to the front door.
"Go to mummy she's on the couch."
She ran towards the living room and i went to put the keys away.
I don't know what possessed Makel to never see her she's so beautiful and smart and he's missing out because he can only take care of one child.
Scratch that because he probably can't do that either.
I'm not involved in any of that shit anymore it's not worth it I could have died that day and Kamiliah would be here alone.
No matter what La' Tia is my daughter, no child should have to grow up with no dad especially one who can be there but chooses not to be.
"Kam, you gonna eat now or later?"
"I'll eat now."
I brought the bag of and sat next to her on the couch.
"What was you doing while we were gone?"I asked picking out my food from her.
"I fell asleep for around twenty minutes and then I took a shower then cleaned up Tia's toys."?
She loves cleaning.
"Good, here."I handed over her food.
"Thanks Renzo." She roughed my hair up.
"Aye, don't touch me like that I'm not a dog."
"So what are you then." She asked widening her eyes
"I'm yo baby daddy, period." or whatever the girls be saying.
She laughed and started eating her fries.
"Okay baby daddy."
"Tia you finished?"
She turned around showing the food in her mouth.
"EWWWW, La'Tia don't do that!!!"i yelled slapping her bum lightly.
"You don't do that Tia."
Her lips started to quiver and tears started to build up in her eyes.
I barely tapped her.
"Come baby, csit here."Kamiliah said tapping between us.
She stumbled over and sat down laying her head on my knees.
"Dada?"
Nah she's too cute man.
"Yes?"
"Sorry."
"It's okay, don't do it again though."i said kissing her forehead.
"Kam, come let's lay down I'm tired."
18:20
"bye princess."
she waved so I closed her door and walked into Kamiliah's bedroom and took off my t-shirt and jeans.
"Move over. I sleep on the right side."
She groaned and moved over
"Im messing Kam."I laughed pulling her up to me.
"your annoying."
Tarell Keantae Williams
19:30
I hate being alone but everyone was busy and Melani had been ignoring me for two days.
I don't know what her problem is but she probably wants to be alone too.
But she did say she'll come back today so that's good I missed her.
I went to my therapy earlier on, he said I was doing well and I most likely wouldn't have to go back on anti depression tablets.
I hated being on them it made me have mood swings and when I was mad I would take it out on Melani; because she was the only one there for me.
No, I didn't hit her we would just fuck..a lot.
When I was angry I would just feel something, I felt bad afterwards but Melani said she didn't mind.
Since that night I definitely took more precautions, I wasn't in the streets like I was but money had to be made.
The thing about that night is that ¥G or Gabriyel his real name, he got away .
If Makel didn't keep talking he would have been dead, but Gabriyel isn't and never was my problem so that isn't on me.
I don't like to think about that though; flashbacks.
I heard the door being knocked so I went to open it, ah here she is.
"Hey." She said quietly.
"You good?"
She nodded and began to take off her coat and shoes.
"Why you so quiet, what happened?"
She's never quiet, usually energetic or overall in a good mood.
"Did you use a condom?" she questioned me holding a box in her hand.
Pregnancy tests..
"I did, well for the first round then I just took it off. Then again not my fault because you said hurry up when I tried to put the second one on. So yes but no."I explained.
"Tarell be serious!"
Yeah she's mad.
"Well we can take these tests Lani, not we..you..but me too? Come on."
She walked into the bathroom and I stood outside the door, on my phone.
"Get the fuck in here ."
that's my que.
03:22
not pregnant
That kinda hurt, I low-key wanted a child.
But I'm too young, not just me but Lani is too.
Could have been a mini me running around though.
But I just can't get it out of my head, not pregnant why is it stuck?
But she's definitely not pregnant she took 4 and they say the same thing.
I pulled out I know I did, she's not pregnant so what's wrong with me.
not pregnant
not pregnant
Why would she be pregnant?
Oh give up Keantae.
She's not pregnant so let go.
*End of chapter.