*next month*
*1:51 pm*
Doctor: what will you name her?
Katrina: Sam?
Sam: uh-
Katrina: *laughs* Samatha....
Sam: what?!?
Katrina: yes!
Doctor: ok
*5 pm*
*Katrinas hospital room*
Sam: Colby Meet Samantha...
You: *looks at Katrina and laughs* good one!
Colby: we will never live normal again
You: *looks at Katrina*
Both you and Katrina: Never Normal!!
Sam: god dangit!
Colby: *laughs*
*next year
*may 5th*
*10 am*
(Colleen is now 6? 7? I think 7.... eh!)
(Cole Jr is now a year and 2 months old and can walk now)
(Samantha is now 8 months old)
You: baby
Colby: yes?
You: can you get my ring light?
Corey: *laughs*
Colby: here! *plugs it in*
You: thx! *makes Tiktok dances with Corey*
Katrina: Sam
Sam: *gives bottle to Katrina*
Katrina: thx loveee youuu *feeds Samantha*
Cole Jr: *walking around*
You: *plays sound*
Corey: *mouths the lyrics "I want a bitch that ain't got no ass but it still jiggle"*
You: *shakes ass*
Colby: ayeeee no free ass shaking! *runs up camera and pushes y/n and twerks*
You: *laughs* baby....
Corey: dude! *laughs*
You: *gets up and makes more with Corey and then Jake and then Colleen and Abbey*
Colleen: *gets her phone and goes outside with abbey*
Abbey: what song?
Colleen: uhhh..... ooo!! *puts a song on* *does the same dance Corey likes to do*
You: *puts a song on*
Katrina: *walks in the camera and then walks out*
Corey: "nice to meet you, mucho gusto"
You: "sweeter than a churro, they call me papi chullo!"
Corey: ooo that was a good one
You: it was ok we could do better
Colby: *takes Cole Jr upstairs and changes him*
Corey: *gets a text* oh Devyn texted me
You: ooooo
Corey: y/n
You: hey you never know ok! But you can go if you want
Jake: I'll go with you. Gotta stop by Taras then go to reggies
You: *dances but spills water on pants* ugh! *strips*
Sam: y/n with the fuck! *covers eyes*
You: chill Sam! I have bootie shorts under my baggy shirt!
Katrina: tiktoks?
You: definitely! *takes Tiktoks with Katrina*
You: oh my god... I turn 26 in a few months!
Sam: so?
Yo: eh idk
Cole Jr: *playing with Samantha*
Colby: *runs in the Tiktok and stands behind y/n while she twerks*
Katrina: *doing the bunny hop*
You: *falls and laughs* god...
Colby: bab- *gets a call and answers* hello? Hold one sec! Sam
Sam: what?!? Ok! *goes outside with Colby*
(Btw I forgot to mention, Y/n is now living with Colby and Katrina is now living with Sam at the trap house but at a new house with more rooms and Celia and Mel are now in college 5 hours away and they visit time to time)
(It has 6 rooms, Colbys and Y/ns, Jakes, Coreys, Colleen and Abbeys, nursery)
Katrina: what was that about
You: not sure...
Cole Jr: *starts getting fussy*
Samantha: *crying*
You: must be Sleepy
Katrina: yup...
You: *takes Cole Jr to the nursery*
Katrina: *does the same with Samantha*
Colleen: mom
You: yes?
Colleen: Can I get some snacks?
Abbey: mom?
You: sure go ahead
Katrina: yeah
You: wanna make a song?
Katrina: definitely!!
You: bet!!!
*with Sam and Colby*
*call*
Hello?- ???
Is this Caleb Gray? - Sam
This is his girlfriend, who's asking?- ???
Uhhh his friend Sam- Sam
He doesn't have a friend Sam -???
Yes he does - Sam
No and never call this Number agai- ???
Hello? - Caleb
Sorry that's my friend she's... you know- Caleb
Oh ok- Sam
It's Sam by the way -Sam
Sam?! How'd you get my number? I changed it so I wouldn't have to talks to anyone.... - Caleb
I just- Sam
Hello? Caleb? This is Colby- Colby
You probably want to hang up but please don't... look I don't know if you care or not but I am planning on asking y/n to marry me in a few months on our anniversary but I'f she says yes I was thinking of having the wedding on April of next year.... and I know she'd love to have you there on that day. She's not mad at you for that incident. Nether am I. I was just so mad because I thought you'd take her away from me.... but that's over now. And again if you care or not Jr is good and healthy. He's walking now but she'd really appreciate it..... look she misses you a lot..... I know she thinks it's her fault you left and don't talk to her..... but that's all I have to say..... - Colby
*cries softly* I..is sh..she, how is she? - Caleb
I know she's faking everything right now so she's doing kinda bad..... her dad came back.... he's still out somewhere and keeps taunting her and hurts her whenever she's alone.... if you do end up contacting her any time soon don't tell her about this.... - Colby
*end of call*
Sam: what he say?
Colby: possibly...
Sam: ok! That's great
Colby: yeah
*at Paris*
*apartment building*
???: Who were those guys?
Caleb: old friends.....
???: better be. I don't want you talking to any girls
Caleb: Ally I have friends that are girls too you know! You don't control my life!
Ally: well I'm your girlfriend I should be able too
Caleb: Don't you understand?!? We're not really girlfriend and boyfriend! It's a fucking contract! I love someone else!
Ally: well she doesn't move you
Caleb: *gets shocked* what do you know her??
Ally: I know you've known her since birth, she has 2 kids and she has a boyfriend and that's why she doesn't love you. She never will but I love you
Caleb: Ally you know nothing alright?!?
Ally: awwww you think you have a chance? Boo hoo! I can help you....
Caleb: what?
Ally: now you wanna listen?
Caleb: Ally what's re you planning?
Ally: just a little Revenge......
Caleb: no ally!
Ally: fine.... *walks out the room*
*with you*
Katrina: so what should the song be abo-
You: Loving and fighting, Accusing, denying
I can't imagine a world with you gone, The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone....
Colby: You locked yourself in the bathroom..
Lying on the floor when I break through... *gets flash backs of when y/n tried to kill herself* *starts crying* I pull you in to feel your heartbeat, Can you hear me screaming "Please don't leave me"
Sam: I-
Colby: Hold on, I still want you, Come back, I still need you. Let me take your hand, I'll make it right, I swear to love you all my life
You: Hold on, I still need you *gets shocked Colby is singing* hu- Colby?
Colby: A long endless highway, you're silent beside me, Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from, Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin'
Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones
They took you away on a table, I pace back and forth as you lay still, They pull you in to feel your heartbeat.... *crying* Can you hear me screaming, "Please don't leave me"
You: *cries*
Colby: Hold on, I still want you, Come back, I still need you, Let me take your hand, I'll make it right, I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you, I don't wanna let go
You: I know I'm not that strong,
Colby: I just wanna hear you, Saying baby, let's go home, Let's go home, Yeah, I just wanna take you home, Hold on, I still want you
You: *crying* Come back, I still need you..... *falls to the ground* *sobbing*
Colby: *walks over to y/n and goes on the ground and hugs her* shh I'm here...
You: *braking down* *holding on tight to Colby* *whispers* please don't leave me.... I already lost myself and Caleb....
Colby: I will never! *pulls y/n in for a tight hug*
Katrina: awwww
Sam: that's cute
Colby: want time to yourself? I can watch the kids....
You: please....
Colby: yeah no problem..... now go get changed if you want and I can bring you snacks
You: thank you baby..... I might just go out for the day and clear my mind...
Colby: ok. Be safe please
You: I will.... *gets Purse and camara* I'll be back later.... *leaves*
Colby: I'm worried about her....
Sam: me too
Katrina: she's never really cried like that...
Sam: nor you Colby....
Colby: stuff happened 2 years ago...
Katrina: yeah...
*with you*
You: *takes Pills* *cries* *drives to the beach*
*Beach*
*12 pm*
You: *puts on Colbys Hoodie that says "Brock" on then back* *gets out car and walks on the boardwalk*
Fans: y/n!!!
You: *fakes a smile* hiii!! Nice to meet you!
Fan 1: why are you alone?
Fan2: is there an new music soon?
You: I just needed to clear my mind and Yes.... I was actually going to film it here....
Fan 3: have you talked to Caleb?
You: uh no.... actually we stopped talking because we're both busy
Fan 4: can we help you film the music video?
You: sure if you want... you all could be in it! It's actually a love song but also a sad song?
Fan 2: I'm good at filming....
You: wait before any of you help me.... how exactly old are you all?
Fan 4: we're all 20
You: wow....
Fan 1: if you don't mind me asking what's going on with Caleb? He posted yesterday on his Instagram story saying he's done and can't go on...
You: to be honest.... I don't know.... I haven't talked to him for a year and a half now....
Fan 3: maybe his girlfriend?
Fan 2: shut up Lily
Fan 3: Anna you can shut up...
Fan 2 (Anna): whatever
Lily: so do you know anything about her
You: no... didn't know he had one... but.... it was Anna right?
Anna: yeah
You: would you film it?
Anna: definitely
Lily: ok then lefts get started!
Fan 1 and 4: *leave*
*by the stairs going down to the beach*
Anna: *filming y/n's walk down the stairs but the camera is filming her shoes not her face*
Lily: *recording on her phone* *whispers* behind the scenes of Y/n Tovar's Music video!! Ahhh *posts it*
Anna: *records Y/n in her short shorts and Colby Brock hoodie*
You: Ok stop.
Anna: *stops* what?
You: let's see it so far
Anna: ok!
You: *watches it* yes ok! Next part should be me in the fairest wheel looking off to the distance and you showing a montage basically and then transition to me down here under the boardwalk and singing my song and we can perhaps go different places as well
Lily: ooo that's cute
Anna: what's the song about?
You: just something that I've been dealing with.... it's also rap.... first time with rap..... I most definitely won't be doing rap again or who knows......
Lily: yeah we get it.... what is it about if you don't mind sharing?
Anna: Lil!
You: no it's fine.... uhh it's about my relationship with Caleb.... about where we are now...
Lily: damn...
You: yeah... *looks at time* wow it's 1:30
Anna: yeah... ok let's finish
You: yeah.
*skip time till 2:30*
You: thank you both so much
Anna: yeah no problem *leaves*
Lily: yeah! Hey uh you don't mind possibly taking me home? By the time I do it will be late and I don't want to be out late at night
You: oh sure no problem. What time do you have to be home?
Lily: ay time is fine.... I mean I live with these 2 nice girls...
You: oh cool!
Lily: yeah
You: well I need to buy some groceries.... I have something else to do as well.... if I give you money can you buy it while I do something else? The store should be just over there
Lily: sure!
You: *sends Lily a text of the groceries*
Lily: *leaves*
You: *sighs* *logs into second insta account and looks at Calebs story* (his story👇🏻)
You: Girlfriend?!? At least he has someone... wait... BEST FRIEND?! What the fuck! Oh hellllll no!! *looks at his recent posts and stuff on YouTube*
*30 minutes later*
*3 pm*
You: *crying and sitting against a wood pole on then sand with feet in water underneath the boardwalk*
Lily: *looking for y/n*
You: I thought it was meant to be, but you just kept playing me, I gave you my heart and you tore it all apart... *crying*
Lily: y/n? What happened
You: *wipes tears* oh nothing... uh let's go
Lily: ok... *holding bags*
You: *gets in Tesla* give me a minute
Lily: uh ok *closes door*
You: *try's DMing Caleb on her old account from when she first became friends with everyone at 17*
*DM's*
(Bold = you)
Hey Caleb!
Who's this?
Yuh this is Y/n.... do you
not remember my account?
Oh so this is y/n! I'm Stella.
Yeah I have news for you hunny....
Caleb and you are not a thing, him and I are together so back off! I don't think you would want to have drama with somebody like me.
I can change your name and I will ruin you if
You try to get Caleb to talk to you....
Yuh... well Stella I'm sure
you're a nice lady but Caleb
And I are best friends and we
Don't have feelings for each other.
And honestly I don't care if you try
To ruin me... my life was ruined long
Ago...
I'm just trying to be nice and tell
You. See Caleb hates you and he never want to talk to you. I can see why.... so leave us alone we're perfect ok?! So go die in a hole and don't bother us.... ugly hoe...
*end of DM's*
You: what a bitch
Lily: what?
You: *starts crying* fuck...
Lily: you ok?
You: hold on.... *reaches the back and gets a pillow she kept there and screams and cries into it* *calls someone* ok thank you... *starts cry and plays music*
Lily: yuhhh wanna talk about it?
You: *wiping tears* no... *drives to a tattoo shop and gets a tattoo on forearm*
*4:55 pm*
Lily: what did you get?
You: *shows tattoo*
Lily: that's dark and depressing... *recording*
You: *sheds Tear* have Been having a bad 2 years now.... Last week my little cousin who was 13 got bullied so much she killed herself.... and Tomorrow is My grandpa's birthday.... it's also the day he died.... I..I wasn't there for him when he needed me most.... I.. I was busy being stuck in my own battle with myself I didn't know my grandpa was dying... *cries* h..he told me that Quote when He had 5 minutes left to live.... the night before I got kidnapped the exact night my grandma died... it was a every hard time... my grandma dying then my mom ends up in the hospital almost dying and I getting kidnapped for 10 year plus....
Lily: oh my god...
You: yeah... *laughs a little* what a fucked up life I got... and I completely lost my best friend, my day one, my rock not even 2 years ago... *cries* yeah the quote was about no matter if someone you truly cared about died it's no point in crying because they can never come back and all there is to do is keep living until your last breath...
Lily: yuh...... need a hug?
You: *crying* no... I'm good....
Lily: hey if you want you don't need to take me
You: no it's ok
Lily: ok... oh shoot let me get something from the store I forgot to get
You: yeah sure *starts Live* *crying*
You: hi everyone! *sniffs and wipes tears* *fakes smiles* I had the best day ever today! I met a lot of you and shot my music video for a new song! *reads Comment* "who or what made you cry? I will hurt them if anyone did" uhhh well no one needs to get hurt.... and I don't want my fandom to be toxic so please don't send anyone hate... I just saw a sad video that's it... well I got a new Tattoo! It's a quote from my grandpa.... *cries* he..he... *sobs* sorry I miss him so Much..... he meant the world to me..... the quote is "life goes on even when you don't" that means there no point in crying because life will still go on but I am struggling with that so.. so yeah... *wipes tears*
*reads comments* "are you ok? You seem out of it" "you seem dead" "you look bad" "have you been sleeping?" I am ok just going through something and I've been working on this song and a few others dropping this month so not much sleep but I will! so yeah.... I will not be posting tomorrow since that's my grandpa's birthday and death day or what you call it... so I guess the point of this livestream is that don't let people walk all over you. Share your feelings before you no longer can.... so um... yeah *fakes smiles* *grabs hair and puts arms up and does a bun* *sleeve falls down and reveals cuts* *relizes and puts arm down and covers it with seleeve again* ummm.... sorry fro that... I keep falling a lot on the floor and running into walls... but um.... if anyone can contact this person I won't say there name but tell them what's wrong and what did I do wrong for them to no longer want to be around me... ok now that's all bye! *ends live*
Fans: *start posting*
Lily: *gets in the car* so what happened? I saw about 2000 tweets about your tattoo and wishing you health and good vibes?
You: oh I did a live stream and talked to my fans... yeah... anyways... *gets tagged in a lot of edits*
Lily: wanna talk about it?
You: you know what.... let's just Vibe with my sad music playlist and we can cry our hearts out
Lily: sure...
You: *plays a soundtrack with no lyrics*
Lily: you gonna rap?
You: I'm gonna sing my song so yeah..
Lily: oh?
You: Sitting here looking back like I must be tripping, where the hell did we go wrong? Why I feel so different? Another apology but I don't see a difference, he ain't scared to lose me, so ima keep pushing, Are we forcing this to work or is it meant to be? God I know I'm hard headed but if he ain't the one tell me, can't take another heartbreak so please tell me, for my hearts sake, I can't say what I got to say, cause when I try my mind go blank, how do you leave someone that makes you smile everyday? How am I supposed to just drop everything and walk away, how can I stay with the person bringing me so much pain? Every time I try to go something tells me just stay, I don't know what happened, and I don't know what changed, I don't know if I'm still happy, I don't know who's to blame, Main question on my mind, and, it's been there for days. Did you change? Or did you never feel the same?
Lily: uh.... wow.... it's really good
You: hope so.... *drives off*
*7 pm*
You: How far are we?
Lily: uhh.... we'll get there by 9 or so...
You: great.... *gets a call* can you pick up?
Lily: *answers*
You: hello?
*call*
Babe you ok?- Colby
Yeah I'm just dropping a friend off somewhere..*sheds a tear* hey uh baby... -You
Ok and Yes? -Colby
Don't stay up too late.... I'm not coming tonight or perhaps Tomorrow.... I have shit to deal with and I'll be with my family for the day tomorrow *cries softly* I'll text you or call if anything ok.... - You
Umm ok. Be safe - Colby
But are you actually ok? I saw the live and the edits and tweets... - Colby
Y..yeah... just talked about what's happening tomorrow.. I have to go now since I'm driving. Bye love you! - You
*end of call*
Lily: hey I'm kinda hungry you want anything? I'm gonna order something so it gets there right before we do
You: no thanks...
*9 pm*
You: oh you're in college?
Lily: yeah... Go Roosters!
You: I think my sister goes here
Lily: sister? Oh you do have a sister... yeah I forgot her name but the popular girl here is popular for being siblings with someone or rich... I don't know... *gets off*
You: *gets Off with Lily* *helps lily with the bags*
*after walking across The yard and taking the elevator to the 6th floor*
Lily: this is my dorm...
You: oh cool...
Lily: yeah I guess... wanna come in?
You: sure!
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Ok so I've been busy so I will post the next part in 4 days or so
Anyways
Love you potato's!
*mwah*