AM I LIVING OR SURVIVING?

I am inhaling Oxygen with negative thoughts and exhaling CO2 along with positivity,
Am I LIVING OR SURVIVING?

I am feeding my cells with all carbs, proteins, fats and lots of fears,
AM I LIVING OR SURVIVING?

I am thinking of all possible failures and forgoing the mightiest possibility of success,
AM I LIVING OR SURVIVING?

I am fondling with my weakness and striking off my strengths,
AM I LIVING OR SURVIVING?

I am counting down flaws in my allies and seeking affection from my foes,
AM I LIVING OR SURVIVING?

I am befriending idleness instead moving on and working,
AM I LIVING OR SURVIVING?

I am craving for sympathy when all I need is empathy,
AM I LIVING OR SURVIVING?

I am weeping on my past failures ignoring the present opportunities,
AM I LIVING OR SURVIVING?

AND MY INNER VOICE TOLD ME -
           You are neither living nor surviving but preparing your death bed and planning to become the worst corpse that anyone has ever seen..!

DO NOT THINK, JUST MOVE ON AND ACT.  Remember even after reaching to the highest point of mountain, no needto jump off it because there's still a way down other side you haven't explored.

So keep going nothing is permanent and nothing is end.

You can find something unexplored beyond everything you see..