**INDECISIVE**
"When I first met you; I thought that I found the love of my life,
But ultimately it turned out to be a fight,
Just to send you away; I told you all the made up things,
That 'how I was just using you to fill up the loneliness',
But now I realize how wrong it is!
When you made me believe that I'm worthy of everything good;
Maybe the way you said it caught me off guard just for a second,
I'm really good at hiding behind the walls I built around myself,
Higher than you know, stronger than you can imagine!
Whatever I told you about the feelings of mine for you,
They are not just an illusion as you're my passion!
I tried so hard to get along, to get used to my strong urges,
But I failed miserably as it's not what I want to become!
You make me feel things that scared the shit out of me,
The desires of my heart forced me to flee,
You're sweet, kind and a woman who deserves all the good in the world,
I'm a man who is very indecisive and lives with his demons,
And definitely not a person that can cherish and value a gem like you,
It made me uncomfortable when I saw hearts and stars in your eyes;
Whenever you looked at me!
The knowledge that your love is a debt which I can't be able to pay;
Drowns me in the ocean of massive guilt,
I'm aware that how much my cowardliness cost you and your trust!
Your smile is infectious, your laugh is contagious,
You attracts me to the level that is so outrageous,
I'm a moth and you are a burning flame;
But your innocence is what I can't bring myself to tame!"
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