"THE ONE" {poetry.passion}

P.P #74

⚠FREE ME, FROM YOU⚠

"It's been 3 years exactly

Since I left you and you left me

But tell me what is it?

Tell me what are you still doing in my head?

Whenever I pass by the places we had met

The memories of us came rushing down

Filling in and out of me

Leaving nothing but you in me

Why don't you leave me alone, please?

Let me breath for myself than for you only

Making me feel disgusted and crazy

By wanting those good times back, cravin' 'em badly

I once gave my all to you

But all you ever did was to fool

When I shared my darkest secrets with you

You made me feel sorry for myself

Something you shouldn't have done

Kept doing things behind my back

When you knew I was already hurt

Why lie, saying nothing to lessen the ache?

Treated me like dirt on your shirt

Making me feel beautiful one moment

Then the next I was the ugliest of all

Being manipulative won't get you anywhere

'Cause people doesn't have patience like I do

But you kept pushing my boundaries

Until you made me fight with you

Then you played a victim

And made me feel like a shit-hole

Wanted so badly to get rid of this system

My mind was a mess and my heart was on fire

You did once consumed me whole

Lying, deceiving and making it toxic

You didn't mean to care but to only control

I can't forgive you for what you had put me through

Pushing and pulling until it all got sore

Acting like a good boy then turned out to be a bad one

Making me trust you at first, then fell for you so much

I know it's easy to talk than do, now

Couldn't you turn out to be the person to be loved?

While I admired the change in you

It was nothing but just a show

For me, you were a friend once but not now

Can you tell me why I am still thinking about you?

When you must have been moved on long ago

I couldn't help but noticing the imprint

You left on my mind and soul

Let my heart go so I can do good

Let me be, please!

Can you let me be free from you?"

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