Isaiah Tenorio
1-02-2019
1:48 AM
Isaiah:
Hi
Baka malito ka kung paano ka nakauwi. 'Wag kang mag-alala, hinatid ka namin nina Sha. You passed out while you were drinking.
Hindi ka na nagising kaya hinatid ka na lang namin sa condo mo
Sleep well, Love.
7:13 AM
Isaiah:
Good morning.
Gising ka na?
11:46 AM
Lauvien:
OH MY GOD.
Anong nangyari
What happened last night
Isaiah:
Wait.
Wala kang hangover?
Lauvien:
I don't know
Isaiah:
Anong you don't know?
Masakit ba ulo mo?
Lauvien:
Slight
But it doesn't matter
Please tell me what happened last night
I know I drank a lot, but that's only the clearest memory I got. The rest are fragments
Isaiah:
Gusto mo talagang malaman?
Lauvien:
Of course!
Like I'm not gonna ask you naman if I don't wanna know, diba?
Isaiah:
Taray
Lauvien:
Isaiah, please.
Isaiah:
Wala ka ba talagang may matandaan?
Lauvien:
Ice, I'm not gonna ask if I can remember everything.
Gusto ko lang naman na malaman if I did crazy things
Or if I said something weird
Kung meron ba akong nakakahiyang ginawa
Isaiah:
Okay. Sabi mo, eh.
Ready?
Lauvien:
Yes
Isaiah:
Hinalikan mo 'ko.
Lauvien:
WHAT?
Isaiah:
Yup, same reaction.
Lauvien:
NO, THERE'S NO WAY
SERYOSO KA BA?
I DIDN'T DO THAT
THERE'S NO WAY I WOULD DO THAT
Isaiah:
Akala ko ba sabi mo wala kang may maalala? 😂
Lauvien:
WALA NGA
BUT I KNOW THAT I WOULD NEVER DO THAT
Isaiah:
But you did, anyway.
Lauvien:
Oh my gosh, seryoso ka talaga?!
Isaiah:
Oo
Lauvien:
Oh my...
I KISSED YOU?!
Isaiah:
Haha
Lauvien:
WAAAHH
GOD, I'M SO SORRY! 😭
SORRY
I DIDN'T MEAN TO
Maybe I was caught up in the moment
Maybe I was too drunk last night to the point na I lost my sanity
I'm sorry if I violated you.
I'm sorry, Isaiah!
Isaiah:
Wow.
Lauvien:
I'm sorry! I was really drunk!
Promise, hindi ko alam!
Isaiah:
Shit.
Kinonsensya agad ako
Sorry, joke lang 'yon.
Tangina, sorry.
Lauvien:
What?
Isaiah:
It's not true
'Di mo 'ko hinalikan
Lauvien:
Really?
Thank, God! 😭
Isaiah:
Huh?
Hindi ka galit?
Lauvien:
Ba't ako magagalit?
Thankful nga 'ko na I didn't violate you
Isaiah:
Takte, nakakakonsensya naman 'to.
Akala ko it's all fun but then you started saying sorry kahit wala ka namang kasalanan
Lauvien:
Ugh, nevermind.
Seriously, please just tell me kung anong nangyari kagabi! 🙏
Isaiah:
Wala
Sinamahan lang kitang uminom.
Lauvien:
That's all?
But I was certain I was pushing you away
Isaiah:
Oo nga
Pero nilapitan pa rin kita
Lauvien:
Gosh. Did I say something to you?
Isaiah:
Siyempre
Marami.
Hindi ka naman pipi
Lauvien:
Did I say something... weird?
Isaiah:
Wala ka ba talagang may naalala?
As in?
Lauvien:
No
Isaiah:
Super?
Lauvien:
Superman
Isaiah:
Joke 'yon?
Lauvien:
No
But please tell me what happened already
Isaiah:
Tss
Ayon.
Tinutulak mo pa rin ako at paulit-ulit na tinatanong kung bakit kita gusto kasi sabi mo hindi mo maintindihan 😂
Lauvien:
God, I asked that?!
Nakakahiya 🥺
Anong sagot mo?
Isaiah:
Sabi ko hindi ko rin alam.
Ang alam ko, gusto lang talaga kita.
Might sound weird, pero ikaw 'yung babaeng parang gusto kong alagaan.
Lauvien:
But Isaiah... you're just hurting yourself.
Isaiah:
Wow.
'Yan din sabi mo sa 'kin kagabi.
So that's how you really feel, huh?
Lauvien:
Yes, that's how I feel.
I think you're just hurting yourself by chasing me over and over again
I know I said it before but let me say it again. I'm not worth it.
At the end of the day, I'm still not ready for this
Isaiah:
'Yon nga
Iniintindi ko naman na hindi ka pa handa pero gusto ko lang talaga na maintindihan ng buo
I want to know what is it that bothers you to this point but I feel like you don't trust me enough to tell me that yet. I know it's very personal.
Hindi ko rin kasi alam kung paano kita tutulungan kung hindi ko naman alam ang problema mo
Lauvien:
It's complicated, Isaiah.
Very complicated.
Isaiah:
Iintindihin ko
Lauvien:
You will judge me for this
Isaiah:
Bakit kita i-jujudge, Lauvien?
Lauvien:
You will hate me for this
Sobrang lala ng problema ko
Sobrang lala ng nagawa ko
Isaiah:
Why would I hate you?
Tao ka lang naman. Nagkamali ka lang naman. It clearly shows that you're regretting it
Lauvien:
I'm regretting it nga but what's the difference? It's the same pa rin naman
Nagawa ko pa rin 'yon.
It still haunts me up until now and I don't think this will end
Isaiah:
It will end.
Lauvien:
Only if he'll forgive me.
Isaiah:
Forgive you?
Lauvien:
Isaiah, I'm thankful that you're concerned about me. I swear, I'm so grateful to have you.
But can't you care for me as a friend na lang?
That's the best that I can offer. Alam mo 'yan. Nasabi ko na dati, right?
Isaiah:
Oo. Ilang beses na akong na friend-zone.
Pero sabi mo diba hindi ka pa ready?
Lauvien:
Yes.
Isaiah:
Paano kapag maghihintay ako?
Lauvien:
I don't know when I'll finally be ready
I don't want you to wait
Isaiah:
I'll wait.
Lauvien:
Isaiah...
Isaiah:
Sana hindi mo na 'ko hindi pinapansin
Just please let me do whatever I want
Hayaan mo 'kong yayain kang mag-lunch o ano. Hayaan mo rin akong maki-share ng table sa 'yo sa library
As long as it doesn't harm you or your time
Please?
Lauvien:
Ayaw nga kitang mahirapan
O masaktan
I don't want to give you false hope
Isaiah:
Nasaktan na rin naman ako
Nahirapan na rin
I also already experienced holding on to false hope
Now's not the right time for me to back down, Lauvien.