Kenma's POV
im so toxic
shes not gonna forgive me
she doesnt need to forgive me if she doesnt know
she wont know
nobody will
so whys it bad if she specifically doesnt know
shes not special
well, she is
but not in this case
i hate to leave my little kitty clueless
but i dont have much of a choice now do i?
no
no i dont
"Miyako. I want to talk to you." I forced out a somewhat shy expression.
"Me? What'd I do?" Miyako mumbled.
"Nothing." I sighed, "I just want to talk with you."
"Oooooooh..Miyako's in trouble.." Lev giggled.
"Shut up Lev! Kenma's not mad at me!" She stuck her tongue out and followed me away.
I led her away from our group and my y/n. She seemed more vibrant than I ever cared to notice. It was irritating.
I led her to the opposite side of the school and grabbed her hand.
"What'd you want me here for anyways?" She looked down.
did i fluster her?
ew
"I want you to be my girlfriend." I moved her head with my hand.
She jumped and I lost my grip on her head, "Are you sure you want that?! I mean, I am annoying and dumb and I'm loud and extra and mean and-"
"I see. Do you like y/n?" I asked.
"NO! HELL NO!" She defended
so yes? good to know
"I really like you, Miyako. Please?" I softened my eyes and made them water.
"Oh...well with that kind of expression how could I say no?" She chuckled a little before regaining her composure.
thanks for being such a pushover..
Walking back to the group, I put my arm around her shoulder and noticed her shudder a bit.
am i her first boyfriend?
ew
i hope not
i hope she's a thot just so i won't be her first anything
"Uh...what's going on here?" Kuroo raised an eyebrow.
"She's my girlfriend." These words leaving my mouth made my stomach turn.
"Uh..mmhmm..yeah.." Miyako fumbled her words and looked at her feet.
Y/n...what do you think
are you jealous?
i hope you are
i hope you get so jealous you want to kill Miyako
i hope you kill her
"Congrats you two!" y/n smiled.
that's a fake smile
you're not happy about this
"Kenma! Are you listening?" Yaku waved in my face.
"Not really. Was it important?" I took note of her expressions, her movements..everything.
"Ask your girlfriend to tell you later!" Lev made kissy faces and chuckled.
she's out of it...that's my fault
i wouldn't be surprised if she didn't remember this tomorrow
but she's strong...really strong
she'll pull through before i
break her.
"I have to..use the bathroom." She sped off mid sentence.
also my fault.
Your POV
oh god
am i dying?
i'm gonna vomit before i even ate anything..?
do i have food poisoning?
what the..fuck
.
..
...
ew.....it's straight up stomach acid
there goes my appetite...
"Are you okay?" Kenma..?
He stood in the doorway to the girls bathroom, tilting his head slightly.
"I'm good." Short sentences...I still felt sick.
"Are you pregnant?" Kenmas face was serious.
idiot..
"No..of course..no." I didn't have the strength to be sarcastic.
"You should eat something.." Kenma reached in his bag and pulled out a small box, "Here."
wait a minute..
"Oh..thank you." It'd be rude to not take it.
"Do you want to come eat with me? Miyako had other things to do so I'm all alone."
this feels so..
"Uh..sure." I felt obligated to eat with him.
this deja vu is crazy
it feels like this has happened before
why can't i remember yesterday..?
So then, Kenma led me out of the bathroom and we ate lunch in silence. He looked up to watch me sometimes. Like he was studying me.
Time Skip To The End Of The Day
detention..?
why?
what'd i do?
damn it..
it doesn't even matter.
When I was free to go home, I felt dizzy and lightheaded. It was hard to sense weird vibes but not exactly impossible.
"And how's mother y/n tonight? Will you be making dinner and giving your son here a bath?" Mom again.
shut up.
My body and mind were all pounding. Everything hurt and ached. I was smart not to sit on the roof as the curtains flapped open, I'd probably end up falling right off.
no phone
no joy
constant pain
no kenma
no...wait
no kenma?
no...ken-ma..?
k e n m a ?
no.
moms on my ass all the time
weeks detention
i'm failing two of my classes
am i dying?
Kenma's POV
1-xxx-xxxx
it's crazy that you just asked me out lmao
Ken💘
yea
i'm tired
gn
1-xxx-xxxx
okay..night
𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙣
i don't wanna talk to Miyako.
i don't like it
just two more days and i'm sure she'll ask about it.
And as Kenma said, the same thing happened the next two days. You'd feel sick, Kenma would give you lunch, and you'd go home feeling dead.
By the end of the week, you felt numb and weak. Your grades plummeted, you completely stopped sitting with the other boys and went straight to the bathroom at lunch, Miyako grew weary of Kenmas friendship with you. Everything went according to his plan.
"Hey...Ken? What's going on with you and y/n?" Miyako mumbled.
"Y/n? Everyday at lunch I make her wait in the bathroom so we can fuck. Why do you ask?" Kenma lied loud enough for the whole table to hear.
"Wait wait wait...what?" Miyako froze.
"Didn't you hear me babe? I'm fucking your best friend, y/n. Did you hear that or do I have to get louder," His eyes were drained of all color. He was good at looking dead serious while lying.
"Are you joking?" Miyako's anger leaked out of her.
"Go check the girls bathroom if you don't believe me." Kenma continued eating.
"Kenma...what the hell?" Lev was the first of the shocked boys to speak.
"What? I'm cheating on Miyako. That's all there is to it." Kenma smiled a little as Miyako stormed to the bathroom.
Your POV
are those footsteps?
i don't...know why
but i think it's kenma
kenma..
are you here?
"YOU DIRTY BITCH" Not Kenma yelled.
"...no" I grunted.
"WHAT THE FUCK Y/N? YOURE FUCKING MY BOYFRIEND AND ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY IS NO-" Not Kenma kept yelling but I wasn't listening.
why am i so
attached
to him?
he didn't do anything to me did he?
no...he's just
a great guy
he's like pure light
it feels like he's saved me countless times
A sharp pain interrupted my thoughts. Why-
"GET UP WE'RE GONNA FIGHT" Not Kenma slapped me.
I forgot I was slumped over the toilet. Why's Not Kenma mad at me? Well she did hit me first. This is self defense.
I proceeded to stand up and punch her numerous times, slamming her head into the tile in the bathroom. She hit me a few times but I felt almost nothing. Not Kenma sat unconscious in the bathroom.
"Kenma. You're here.." I looked up.
"Lunch. Come on kitten." He held a lunch box out to me.
"Yeah...." He stood me up as we walked away from the bathroom..
away from the other Not Kenmas shouting at us..
away from Not Kenma High..
Author Notes
GOOD GAWD THIS CHAPTER TOOK FOREVER TO WRITE. IM TIREDDDD
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