Maura's POV
-1 week later-
Me and Hayes are going to be touring more with the guys and modeling so we dropped out of school and are doing online schooling and me and Alex broke up because I'm never gonna have time to hangout so we won't see each other.
I'm on my period right now and I've been so moody lately.
I woke up and was just sad, I miss the guys so much.
I went on my phone and looked at the pictures that they had posted with me, and I feel like I've grown from cameron.
I started crying because me and cam used to be tight and we've grown so much.
I got out of bed with tears streaming down my face and ran into cams room and he was standing at his dresser without a shirt on.
I just wrapped my arms around his body and cried into his back.
He turned around and started hugging me.
"Maura what's wrong?" He asked
"I don't really know, I just feel like we've grown apart and I miss all of the guys" I cried
"Maura guess what?" Cam said
"What" I said
"We're starting magcon again, we got a new manager, his name is brad" cam said
"Wait really?" I said
"Yeah" he said
"When" I asked
"Believe it or not tomorrow" he said
I let go of cameron and wiped my tears.
"What do you say me and you penny board to Taco Bell" Cameron said
"Cam it's freezing" I said
"Who cares" he said
"Me" I said
"You'll live" he said
We both got changed and so did Matt and Hayes and Nash decided not to come.
We all got on our penny boards and were riding down and hill.
I was seriously freezing, I was so cold that I couldn't think straight, I didn't know where I was or what was going on.
"Cam her lips are purple" Matt said
"Maura" cam said
I got off of my penny board and jumped into his arms.
"I'm cold" I said
"I can tell" cam said
"We're almost there" Matt said and picked up my penny board.
We got there and cam was still carrying me.
Cameron set me down on a chair and stood in front of me and I was still out of it.
"That's cameron Dallas, Maura Grier, and Matt Espinosa" some girl said
"Maura look at me" cam said
I looked at him.
"Are you still cold" he asked
I shook my head yes then I just put my knees to my chest to try and keep warm.
"I'm gonna to order food" cam said
Matt looked at me.
"Aw your little lips are blue" he said and hugged me.
"I'm really cold" I said
"Are Matt Espinosa and Maura Grier dating" the girl said
Me and Matt both just laughed because we're like brother and sister.
Cameron came back with the food and tea.
"Maura drink this to make you warmer" he said
"I don't like tea" I said
"Please just drink it really fast" cam said
I drank it and felt warmer.
"Nash is on his way" cam said
I ate my taco all up.
"Thank you cam" I said and hugged him
"Your welcome kiddo" he said
Nash got there and I dove in the car and landed on Hayes.
"Oh hey Hayes" I said
We started driving away.
"Where are we going for magcon tomorrow?" I asked
"Hayes cover her mouth" Nash said
Hayes put his hand over my mouth.
"Disney world, for a week!" Nash said
I've always wanted to go there but I've never been there.
I screamed.
"Covering her mouth barley worked" Matt said
"I have to pack!" I said
We got home and I ran inside and went into the closet in my room that has my summer stuff.
I started folding all of it and I packed it.
I also packed vans, converse, Nike sneakers, sandals, and flip flops.
And all of my hair stuff and makeup.
It took me about 4 hours to pack so it's already 8:30.
I finished packing and we put all of our stuff in the car now because we're leaving really early tomorrow.
"Maura go to sleep" Nash said
"Ok" I said
All the guys went upstairs except me and Hayes.
"Movie?" Hayes asked
"Movie" I assured him
He put on the hunger games.
"I'm team Gail" I said
"Mar, your he only one that is team Gail, everyone else is Petta" Hayes said
"I don't care" I said
We were laying down next to each other when Hayes started talking.
"Maura, I want you to know that I'm still mad at myself for saying what I said to you, I'm so sorry. I understand if you don't forgive me but I'm beyond sorry and I know just saying sorry doesn't fix it. But I love you so much and I wouldn't be able to live without you, your my best friend. When I found out that you almost did that and that it was my fault I was so mad at myself. I didn't sleeps at all that night, I stayed up and cried, I can't believe I could do that to you. Your perfect and don't deserve to feel like that. Everyone loves you, your sweet and funny, still ugly though. Just joking your gorgeous. And I wouldn't be able to live without my best friend. I was mad at the moment and those words just slipped out of my mouth, they didn't even go through my mind, they never could because I would actually die if you weren't here-"I cut Hayes off because she was actually balling his eyes out.
"Okay Hayes I get it, I'm not mad at you I forgive you, things happen, and don't be mad at yourself" I said
"How couldn't I be, I had you try and kill yourself, it was all my fault" Hayes said and was still crying.
"No Hayes stop, it wasn't" I said and hugged him
He didn't even hug me back, he has his hands on the top of his head and he was shaking his head back and fourth.
He won't stop crying and being mad at himself.
I went upstairs and saw cameron in the hallway.
"Cam I need your help, Hayes is mad at himself and won't stop crying" I said
Cameron went downstairs and sat with Hayes.
"This isn't your fault, a person doesn't choose to do what Maura did by one thing Hayes, it happens over time, it builds up, none of it was your fault. She's okay now, she's going to the Therapist after Florida and it's all gonna get better, please don't be mad at yourself buddy, you have nothing to be mad at yourself for" Cameron said
"Okay I'm not" Hayes said and hugged cam.
I laid next to Hayes.
"Promise your ok now" I said
"Promise, do you promise your ok now" Hayes said
"Yeah" I said
"Promise you won't do that again?" Hayes said
"Yeah" I said
"No, pinky promise me" Hayes said
We pinky promised then I fell asleep.
I woke up to Nash picking me up.
He was walking into the airport.
I held onto him tighter because the guy behind us was walking really close to us.
I kept my head burrowed into Nash's neck.
The guy got even closer.
He tapped Nash's shoulder.
"Excuse me sir" he said
Nash turned around
"Yeah?" Nash said
"Is this yours" he said and held up a cell phone
Nash checked his pocket.
"Nah" Nash said and then the guy left us alone.
We went through security then boarded the plane.
I sat in between Hayes and Nash and put my head in Hayes and fell asleep.
I woke up because I was thrown down onto a mattress.
"Hayes don't just throw her" Nash said
"She's a heavy ass sleeper though"Hayes said
"True" Nash said
I closed my eyes and went to sleep again because it's only 5:30am.