yo, jay!
i actually wanted to write one letter for all of you, but i changed my mind. i remembered what you did back then and decided to write one for each of you. fyi i wrote yours first.
thank you for being my friend when the world was against me. thank you for being my teacher every time i did something wrong. thank you for being my brother when i missed my family so much. and the last thing, thank you for being 'jay' whenever i needed you. thank you for existing.
meeting you was the greatest thing that happened in 2020
and leaving you was the worst thing i've done
i was glad time had brought us together again
at a different place, for a different amount of time
but no matter how short our time was, it felt like an eternity if we had spent it together
i'm sorry i had to exchange you with sunghoon for rainism. i'm sorry for doubting you
please keep dancing. don't quit.
i love your stage. i always love them.
watching them made me miss you more
i couldn't stop telling myself of how proud i was of you.
i wish i could be on your side and watch you grow
but please keep this in mind,
even though i'm far away, i'll always keep you in a special space in my heart
so... you can run to me anytime you want. i'll be there for you. please just don't forget me. our memories were too pure to be forgotten.
from: k
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ps: i still have the letter you gave me back then :p