So Show Me...

By Jelly1799

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Jelly is a broken soul escaping from her torturous past. She's shut herself off from emotions and people. Try... More

Disclaimer
New Beginnings
First Encounter
Release
Magic Shop
Call me TaeTae
Namtitties
On Wednesdays We Wear PINK
Mornings are the WORST
Jump
Opening Up
So We Meet Again
Taehyung or TaeTae?
Who am I?
What Did You Just Call Me?
Petty Princess
Kookie
Is It Serious?
Reassurance
Shadows
Boys Over Flowers
Like I Do?
Not a Coincidence
As Life Goes On
Care For You
It's Time
Stigma
Confessions
A Weary Sigh Of A Tiring Day
We Can't
사랑하세요
Courage
Worried
Panic
Leaving On A Jet Plane
Goodbye

UGH!

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By Jelly1799

"BITCH! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?! IT'S BEEN WEEKS JELLY!!!" Dani screams through our facetime call.

"Dani I've been busy... it's only been a few weeks I've had to get settled and a lot has happened." I sigh. I can already tell this is gonna be a long conversation as she starts to ask a billion questions.

"Girl let me tell you the TEA! I met someone... Well 7 someone's." I finally butt in trying to stop her tirade.

The gasp that escapes her and the look of utter shock has me laughing so hard as she stops what she's doing to stare into the phone.

"YOU HAVE BEEN BUSY! Give me all the details!" her excitement is now coming through the phone. She bounces the phone around as she moves around her room trying to get ready.

I spend the next 45 minutes telling her about meeting Jimin and hooking up, then meeting Jin at the Magic Shop and how he has sent his six hot friends to help me find my "passion." I tell her all about Tae's duality and he threw me through a loop the last time we met, Namjoon and his stupid questions and how I cried like a damn fool. Jin and his lame dad joke's that I LOVE. I tried to explain that damn ball of sunshine... Hobi, but I'm sure I'm not doing well as I describe him as a child with EXTREME hyperness. God, I tell her all about how Kook had been such a flirt and I had wild ideas about him. When I get to Yoongi I pause, I don't know how to explain him. I don't know what he did to me but he's different and I just end up telling her Yoongi is Yoongi... which she didn't quite understand. 

"Let me tell you the kicker! Jimin was the last guy I met! And apparently, Jungkook lives with him too!" My voice is raised as my excitement radiates from my voice.

"Oh My God! What did he say after you practically ditched him last time?!" Her voice on the same level as mine at this point.

"He was flirty of course but damn at the end of our shopping... Dani, he kissed me and asked to see me again outside of this arrangement!"

"WHAT DID YOU SAY?!" She's screaming again, not even trying to get ready anymore as she stares right into the phone.

Before I can answer there's non-stop ringing at my door again which means it can only be one person.  I walk over and open the door and Jin is standing there with a bunch of bags again I motion him in as I walk to the kitchen with him following behind me.

"BITCH! HE IS FINE! How did you get so lucky?" she whispers the last part now deciding to be shy. She's not fooling anyone she already said the first part obnoxiously loud.

"My good luck charm is my face." Jin pipes up behind laughing as he eggs on Dani's behavior.

"I've got to go Dani. Jin is here early."

"WOW! You're just gonna leave me your BEST FRIEND?! After not talking to me in forever?!"

I roll my eyes at Dani's words, of course, she's gonna be dramatic. I love her to death, but she is a jealous friend we have been together so long it's like we are a married couple and she considers it cheating when I'm with others.

"I love you! I promise to call you later." I quickly say and end the call before she can protest.

"She seemed nice..." Jin says with a wide grin as he unloads the food from the bags.

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It's been decided Jin and I are the world's worst bakers! 

We were supposed to make muffins but what we pulled out of the oven could never be called muffins. They were burnt on the outside and still a goopy mess on the inside.

"You know Jelly my jokes are quite... Le'JIN'dary!" We were hysterically laughing, Jin kept up with his lame jokes till I was crying. My kitchen was trashed, flour, coated every surface available, but we were having a great time, so it was worth the mess.

"This was a disaster," I say as we wipe down the counters.

"You worked hard. Keep trying your best Sweetheart. You're really the only one who needs to acknowledge your effort." Jin says as he pats my back. Oh gosh, when did he turn into Joonie?

"Jin where is this all coming from? I was talking about our horrible muffins." I laugh trying to lighten the mood.

Jin nods with a frown taking over his face. He looks at me nervously and then walks over and props himself against the counter.

"I just want to be honest with you really quick. We all talk about our times with you with each other... not to gossip but so we can better figure out how to help you. I know about you crying with Joon and Yoongi." He says softly. Oh no, this is exactly what I didn't want!

I can see the pity in Jin's eyes. He's looking down on me and my chest tightens. This is why I don't get close, why I don't let people in. My walls instantly come up and I feel the tension rising in my body and my anger takes over.

"You guys have no fucking right to share my personal stuff like that! What I said to Yoongi and Joonie was private. If I wanted you to know about it Jin I would have told you!" I'm seething, I feel backed into a corner and I'm not okay.

"It's not like that! They didn't share anything that was said between you guys, they just said that you had opened up to them and it got emotional, so you cried... I just want you to know that I am also here for you!" He raises his voice at me which is different from the goofy Jin I know. He's upset but why?

"I DON'T NEED YOU!" I shout back. My anger is blinding me, and I just want him gone. I don't want to see him looking at me like I'm broken.

"You asked for my help Sweetheart remember?!"

"I don't want it anymore I don't want help from any of you! I'm calling this off. Leave!" I start handing Jin all of his belongings so he can leave.

"I'll leave but this isn't the end Sweetheart. We always finish our jobs." Jin's voice isn't raised anymore but it's got a hard edge to it and he's sporting a scowl as he leaves for the night.

Later as I lay in bed staring at the ceiling I'm still frustrated. I didn't like that they just sat around talking about me and my issues, was this a fun game for them is that why Tae and Kook had acted so flirty? Because Jimin had shared about our hookup? I decided to call the one person who will understand me...

"Dani, I think I fucked up"

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This is the most I've written for a chapter My Little Coconuts! things are about to be shaken up!!!

How did y'all like it let me know your thoughts!

As always!

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