Pov.Nessa
I woke up in my boyfriend's arms, remembering yesterday night. It was a wonderful moment. I didn't have to wait long for Joshua to wake up. He opened his eyes slightly, glancing first at me and then at our sleeping positions, at which he laughed slightly.
- Good morning. - He said
- Good morning. - I sat on the bed and started correcting my hairstyle
- Any plans for today? - He asked, watching what I was doing
- Not yet and you? - I turned towards him
- Me too. I like to live spontaneously. - He got up from the bed and headed towards the bathroom
While Richards was taking a shower, I started to make the bed cleaner. Moments later Josh came out of the bathroom, immediately looked at the bed and smiled a little, he probably remembered our yesterday's adventure. Now it's my turn to shower. Droplets of cool water flew over my still-hot body, which made me shiver. Right after showering, I wrapped a towel around my body and left the bathroom to get some clothes. Josh wasn't in the room, I suppose he's with his buddies right now. I took a sweatshirt out of his wardrobe and put on my yesterday's pants. I headed back to the bathroom to get my hair done. This time I made a ponytail, because my hair is not suitable for any other hairstyle today. Moments later, a tall, blond man with green eyes and quite a nice outfit entered my room.
- Excuse me. Maybe Josh is here? - the boy asked
- There is no. - I replied looking around the room again
- Well. Anyway, I'm Tristan. I'm buddy of Bryce. - The blonde greeted me
- Hey, I'm Nessa. - I introduced myself
- You live here? - He asked
- No. I only slept here today. - I explained myself
My conversation with Bryces friend continued for a few more minutes. After a while, he suggested we watch something together. He turned on a movie on Netflix that I even liked very much.
After a two-hour session, we decided to go to the kitchen to eat. We left the room, still talking. In the kitchen, we found all the boys living in the house, including Josh. He looked strangely at me, time at Tristan.
- Oh, I see you've already met. - Bryce rejoiced
- Yes. Nessa is a wonderful girl. - Tristan looked at me
- Something feels like Josh is currently mentally murdering you. - Jaden laughed as he spoke to Tristan
Josh's expression was as if Hossler was telling the truth. I decided to cheer him up a bit so I sat on his lap and kissed him gently on the cheek. A gentle smile appeared on his face immediately, which made me very happy. I stroked his cheek and he looked into my eyes. Well, it happened again .. I drowned again in his fabulous eyes.
- What were you doing there, baby? - Josh asked after a moment
- I took a shower and then watched a
movie with Tristan. - I told
- Nice, and maybe we'll go to the cinema together today? - He suggested and stroking my arm with his hand, which made me shiver
- I'd like to. - I smiled imagining how wonderful today will be
Now I started eating the pancakes Blake made. I must admit they are delicious. Amelie would be delighted and in love even more. After eating my meal, I put the dishes in the dishwasher and went to call Mads for a moment to talk to her. Of course, I told her all the details of the last few days, and Lewis was, as always, a brilliant listener. She also told me about her plans for the next few days and about the fact that she plans to live alone soon. She also asked me if I would like to accompany her when choosing an apartment, and of course I agreed. I try to be my best friend and support my friends in every situation that may happen to them.
* A few hours later *
We're back from the movies and now it's time to say goodbye to Josh and go home. We hugged a couple of times just as we left, he placed a few quick kisses on my lips.
- See you tomorrow at school, right? - he asked to be sure
- Yeah baby. Thank you for these two days. And until tomorrow! - I hugged him for the last time
- See you tomorrow, baby. - He replied and I left his house.
*The next day*
Welcome another day of school. I got up at 7:00 am to be ready at 8:00 am. I ran straight to the bathroom to take a quick but brisk shower to wake up my still sleepy body a little. After I got out of the shower, I did my morning facial and blow-dry my wet hair. Then it was time to choose my today's outfit. It looks like this:
The last element was the make-up that I made today is traditionally delicate. I grabbed my backpack and ran to the kitchen to get some more school food in my bag. When I had everything with me, I headed towards my school looking forward to that day.
It took me a few minutes to walk, then I entered the building. I heard that loud crowd of teenagers again. I don't know why, but recently I liked this view. I looked around hoping to spot one of my friends. I noticed Noah. Without hesitating, I approached him happily.
- Hey dumbie. - I greeted him with a quick hug
- Hi, Ness. What's up? - he asked immediately, as always
- Everything's ok. What lessons do we have the first you know? - I asked
- History. Our hated item. - As soon as Beck said that, I was pissed off with the knowledge that there would be 40 minutes of total torment
- Shit. Where's our class? - I asked, looking around the corridor again and seeing no one in my class at all
- They are already in the room. You can go in there. - Noah reminded me
- It is. So, are we going? - I asked
Noah nodded. I tweaked my hairstyle and we entered class together. Immediately my eyes fell on Josh, who looked like a pissing cat at the sight of me and Noah. What's with him? I ignored it and sat down next to Cynthia with whom I immediately started an interesting, feminine conversation. After a while, the teacher came to the classroom and with him a girl with a beautiful figure and blonde hair.
- Dear students. This is a new student in your class. Her name is Luiza. - the teacher introduced her
All the boys looked at her as if she were some of the most beautiful landscape. The fact is, she has a brilliant figure, but without exaggeration. She took a seat next to Josh. I pretended that he didn't care, although the truth is I wish she wasn't sitting next to him. But now it's time to focus on the lesson so that you don't get any negative feedback.
The lesson ended pretty quickly, which doesn't happen often. After we all left the classroom, I saw that this new girl was still standing and talking to Josh. I decided to end this situation because I fucking didn't like it. I moved towards them.
- Hey babe. - I spoke to Richards right away, and their eyes turned to me
- Hello beautiful. - Josh greeted kissing my forehead
This girl standing next to us was looking at me with such envy as I have never seen before with anyone's eyes. My boyfriend pulled me closer to him and hugged me and I cuddled up to him.
- You're Nessa, right? - this Luzia finally said to me
- Yes, it's me. - I replied dryly, I do not know why
- I'm Luiza. - she said with a fake smile
- Nice to meet you. - I replied with a lie
I immediately felt that she was going to try to mess with my relationship, but I was not going to let this bitch do it. As soon as she gets close to Josh, she will meet very close to the floor. So it's better for her to find someone else to flirt with.
Moments later, we heard the sound of the bell informing about the beginning of the next lesson, in our case geography lesson. We started towards the class, but it took me a while to realize that Josh and Luiza had not entered the room. Hmm, where the hell are they? Of course, I couldn't leave it like that, so as soon as the teacher started saying his weird sentences, I raised my hand and asked if I could go to the toilet. Of course, this idiot, as always, made a big drama for me but he finally let me. I left the classroom and started walking down the hall, looking everywhere.
Suddenly I saw something no one in a relationship would like to see. Josh and that rag were kissing. I thought I couldn't take it anymore. I started towards them, screaming right away.
- I hate you!!! - I yelled, slapping Josh hard on the cheek
I couldn't get more out of myself so I ran out of the building and ran crying to the school parking lot. Of course, Richards followed me.
- Nessa, wait! - he shouted, standing in front of me and preventing me from going anywhere
- Leave me! I don't want to know you! - I shouted without even looking at him
- Let me explain it all! - He grabbed my arm
- Don't touch me! And get the fuck off me! It's over with us. - I dropped his arm and ran towards my house
I texted Addison quickly to tell the teacher that I felt unwell and to go home. I also asked her to bring me my backpack, which I left in class.
My heart is broken and I doubt it can ever be repaired.
I lay devastated on the bed, wiping my tears with what I think was the twentieth handkerchief. I couldn't contain my emotions even for a second. I felt totally lost, powerless, broken. Everyone was right .. Josh Richards is a jerk who cares only about sex and popularity. He used me like most girls. And I? I gave him my heart, I fell in love with him completely, I was able to give him everything, do everything for him. And he? He dumped me like an ordinary useless rag.Suddenly I heard a knock on the door, I didn't even have the strength to answer. Moments later, I looked up to see Addison, Mads, Cynthia, Amelia, Avani, Dixie, and Olivia.
- What are you doing here? - I said in a very weak voice
- Your mom let us into your house and told us what happened. - Avani said
The girls sat on my bed. Addison grabbed my hand, Cynthia hugged me tight, and my other friends started asking what exactly happened.
- As the geography lesson started, I noticed Josh and Luisa were not in the classroom. I became curious about what happened and when I went out into the corridor I saw them kissing. - I sobbed
- What an asshole !! - Cynthia said louder, stroking my head
- Sunny, remember that you have us and we will always support you. - said Addison calmly and thoughtfully
- I promise you we won't leave you. - Amelie said stroking my leg
- And Josh is dick - Olivia replied
- We'll fix this bastard. - Mads added confidently
They all hugged me tightly, which I cannot hide a lot of cheer and such inner peace. I needed it. I needed their closeness, support. I'm so glad to have them.
* Next day *
Today is another day. My friends stayed at my place tonight, they gave me a lot of support all night. I decided to go to school today, but as Avani told me, I won't show any weakness. Let Josh see what he lost. Each of us began to prepare for school, choose outfits, do makeup, do hairstyles. We were all ready after an hour or so. We quickly ate scrambled eggs prepared by my mother and drank warm cocoa. We went on our way to school. I had tears in my eyes all the time, but I know I have to stop myself from crying, although it's damn difficult in this situation. We reached the building after 15 minutes. We slowly entered the corridor. Of course, fate loves to play tricks on me, and the first thing that must have happened to me on that nightmare day was my collision with Josh. It's just brilliant! I immediately pulled away from him and walked toward any free space to stand. He tried to follow me, but Addison stopped him and wouldn't let him come to me. I stood and had to control my emotions for moments, which at that moment tried to cry, but I have to be strong and I can't do it.
- You okay, Ness? - Dixie asked with concern
- Yeah. - I announced quietly, although in fact my words were a lie because the truth is that I can't cope at all.
Suddenly Noah approached us. At first he had a happy face, probably wanting to tell us about some news, but as soon as he saw me, he guessed that something had happened and asked about it immediately.
- Nessa, is something wrong? - he asked very carefully, he also stood next to me
- Yes. Me and Josh broke up. - I said, barely holding back my tears
- Oh, I'm so sorry. I don't know how to help you. But remember you can count on me.- After these words, he hugged me tightly, and I cuddled up to his strong arms.
I looked towards the guys from SwayLA who were looking in my direction weird and Josh who looked devastated. He's a good actor, and he probably wants to pretend to be so sad about his break-up right now, so as not to look like an asshole again, although in my mind he is still one. The first lesson of the day has begun. I sat down next to Chase because there was nowhere else to go. In part, I did it on purpose, too, because I know Richards doesn't like Chase and is always competing with him. I looked towards Cynthia who, seeing who I was sitting next to, laughed and whispered "Bad bitch." I love her. Parker is a person who always understands me, knows how to react to everything, what to always say. Wonder. The lesson passed relatively quickly, although I was still focused all the time on yesterday's situation, not on learning. The break between classes was also not long. Another lesson began, this time it was a lesson with a psychologist. During these classes we talk about people's problems, the psyche, how to solve various matters. I like these lessons, the more it will be useful to me today.
- What are the people like? - The teacher asked and writing something on a large blackboard
- Jealous. - I said looking at Josh
- Wary. - Richards hissed rudely
- Offensive. - I said
- Only looking at themselves. - he replied, much louder than before
- Treacherous. - Josh glared at me when I said that, as if I was lying
- Stubborn. - He was still looking at me
- Lying. - I mumbled and by the way, I noticed that the whole class was watching this exchange between Josh and me strangely.
- Even though they pretend they don't care, you can see that they care! - He said
- And they love those who shouldn't. - I snorted, looking at the boards and seeing that the psychologist didn't write anything down, but looks at us strangely
- They miss but pretending it isn't. - Josh replied quietly, staring at me and getting up to leave the classroom.
The gaze of the entire class was on me, waiting for whatever I would say. However, I just looked down, trying to analyze what had happened myself. After a while, however, I got an SMS from him, "I love you and I care about you. Can't you really see it? " .
I quickly put the phone back on the bench, totally ignoring the message as I knew it was a total, another lie on Richards' part. If he loved me, he would not be kissing another, newly met girl ... This is the truth.