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我爱你
𝘪 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶
FLASHBACK.
Justice laid his head on Kendall's belly, but he couldn't lay his head down forcefully because she was pregnant.
She massaged his his hair with acrylic nails and he was getting ready to fall asleep but he had a shift later and he really couldn't miss it because she couldn't work and he was the only one out of the two of them who could work.
"You okay ju". She asked softly.
"Yea, I'm straight. Why you ask". He said not taking his eyes off of her 3 month bump.
"You've been so quiet lately and you barely make conversation with me anymore. I'm just checking on you". She mumbled.
"I be having to work. And i be tired i just be caught up in my own mind. If I'm not giving you the attention you need I'm sorry. I just be worried about the future". He shrugged.
"I already told you that you didn't have to work. I told you that i would get a job so you can focus on pursuing you art career".
"But i helped you make it. So I have to suffer some consequences not just you kendall". He said taking off his shirt.
"I don't want you overworking yourself. You're sixteen still ju. I should've been the more responsible one since I'm older". She said quietly.
"This conversation ain't getting no where cause imma do what I feel is right. And we have this conversation all the time. Nothing is going to change my mind".
"I know. But you're young. Go out and live life and have fun".
"You talking like you ain't a year older than me, not 10. But I gotta go". He said.
"Boy shut up". She laughed.
"I love you". He kissed her forehead.
"And i love you". He said rubbing her belly.
"We love you too". She kissed his lips before he walked out of the door
FLASHBACK OVER.
"Ju". Xay shook his shoulder.
"Ju, you straight". Black asked looking concerned.
"This nigga just zoned out". Izzy spoke.
"I'm straight". He cleared his throat.
Ever since he had went to visit kendall grave he had been having random blackouts when he would only get flashbacks of her and the moments the shared. He was always thinking of her and he felt weird being around Kahsye when his focus wasn't even on her for real.
Izzy looked at him before walking over to him and she just hugged him.
"What?"He chuckled hugging her back.
"I just thought you needed a hug, you look out of it."She shrugged making justice nod.
He was out of it , but nobody needed to know that, he was trying to decide what his move was, his life wasn't the smoothest right now, but he was grateful .
Although the had been avoiding kahsye for the past few weeks for the last few days, she had texted him many times , but he gave her simple and dry responses.
He didn't know how to be straight up with it and just tell her that he was distancing himself, the way he couldn't find it to say 'strictly friends or nothing at all'After all he was still stuck on Kendall.
He sat back down and relaxed in the chair letting his mind run again.
FLASHBACK.
"Kendall I'll beat yo ass."Justice laughed lifting her up and unto the counter.
"You shouldn't have bit me Justice you wrong."She giggled, her cheeks grew red as justice stared at her without purpose.
Just one of those looks.
"Amma need you to stop looking at me like that j."She laid her head on his , and pecked his lips.
"And why would I?"He licked his lips.
"Because you creeping me out."She smiled.
"You just beautiful."He kissed her lips, shortly their kiss got deeper.
"Your mom J."She mumbled against his lips.
Justice avoided her and kissed her still, he felt good, he was happy.
He stopped kissing her and just stared in her eyes for a second, he knew it was time to finally say what was on his chest to her.
"Kendall, these past few months been great for me, for us. You make a nigga feel good about himself and shit, you caring and loving , you pretty as hell , I got a whole package with you, saying that to say , I love you ma."He kissed her lips.
"I love you too."She kissed lips again, they were both in the moment , nothing else mattered because they had each other.
FLASHBACK OVER.
"Damn don't tell me this nigga still zoned out."Xay snapped Justice from his thoughts.
"What you thinking about". Izzy asked.
"That girl he be hugged up with". Black mumbled.
"Ion be laid up with nobody. I got a new friend". He shrugged.
"That girl that be with Deja". Xay asked.
"Mhmm. How you know Deja". He asked.
"He was fucking her". Izzy said.
"While you was fucking Chris". He sat up.
"I fucked with Deja like a year ago. Me and Chris was friends not together. And we ain't together now either. She said she tired of my sneaky ass".
"It's you being casual about cheating on her as if Ju ain't sitting right there".
"I never cheated. Nor have i been sneaky. She wants to know everything about what i do. And i chose what to tell her. I've never cheated on nobody a day on in my life. Why would i start now".
"Because you young niggas don't be realizing what yall have until that shît is gone". Black said.
"I realize what I have. She doesn't trust me. If you dont trust me and you say i dont treat you right be with somebody who does. I'm not about to beg nobody to be with me".
"Have you given her any reasons to not trust you". Izzy asked.
"Once, but it was months ago. I had went and seen this one Bitch to get my clothes from her house. And i ain't tell her but I didn't do anything with her. I simply got my shît".
"That's where you fucked up at. You didn't tell her where you were going, most importantly who you was with". Izzy said.
"Why should it matter if you trust me though. She didn't trust my words. Not about to constantly get told what i didn't do. Shît is nerve racking".
"All i know is you bet not be out here making me a uncle. I dont play then type of games".
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"So we're ignoring each other now". Kahsye grabbed his chin.
"Huh, what you can't talk. You been running yo mouth all day. I know you have".
"Move". He mumbled.
"I'm not even gon press you about it. She in the room sleep".
"I told you what it was Kahsye".
"And i understood that. Very clearly too. Like i said she back there".
"Alright bro. Not even bout to argue with you".
"Nigga don't flip the switch. You started acting weird. Go get Cece and walk up black ass out my door".
He went and got Ceuani and walked towards the front door and saw Kahsye looking at her phone with a smirk. And he snatched it out her hands and threw it at the wall.
"Why would you do that". She mugged him
"Laugh at that." He mumbled before walking out the door.
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Chy & JB here
we're debating if they should be toxic or not.
idk if i want them to be.
what yall think?
imma do more scenes on Kahsye and Justice.
and so more flashbacks.
xoxoxo- JB💋