↠my first attempt at gore lol lets see how this goes
↠tw: minor gore
↠enjoy!
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she's gone. she's gone and i killed her and now she's gone.
i'm a murderer.
i didn't mean to, i swear! i was just angry. i didn't mean it, god i didn't mean it.
i looked down, flashes images of my hands around her throat scorching my brain. i kept squeezing and squeezing until the light left her eyed and-
i gasped, pulled from another flashback. my breath ran quick. tears clouded my eyes. i shot up from my seat and ran to my bathroom, splashing water on my face. i ran my hands down my cheeks as i looked in the mirror.
monster
murderer
devil
why did you kill me? please stop just stop i want to live pleasePLEASE-
i screamed. i screamed until my throat was raw. my breath was slow and deep. i walked out of the bathroom like a zombie, my eyes dark and soulless. my arms stuck at my sides, mouth hung open.
i opened my drawer
and pulled out a knife.
i put the knife right under my wrist and pushed down.
i couldn't even scream in pain, because i felt nothing like the monster i am.
the knife went through after a while, and i looked down as my wrist bled profusely. so much blood.
so much blood
"i will never hurt again."
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