sona's disappointment,pain is clearly evident on her face...she knew she is just there on set virtually but her heart..thoughts are around babe only...she finishes the shot..and is waiting actually for time to pass...to go home...a convo caughts her ears...
reel nanad: aapne deka sonakshi ro rahi thi abhi..khana bhi nahi khaya..?
saas: ee sab dikavat hi..agar itna hi hua tho 6 month babe ko ghar pe chodkar aise kyo ayega..?
nanad:haa mi bhi yahi soch rahi ho..kya hi yaha serial me...aur tho aur deka uski pati dr.rohit se kaise kaam karwa rahe hi...itna bade dr hokar bhi ye sab karna padraha hi...kismat deko uska aur babe..ka...
saas: haa ee parvathi ka kirdaar niba raha hi..lekin asal me parvathi nahi..hi..kaun karta hi aisa...aur dr.rohit aur sippys bhi kyo support karraha hi use..?itna pisa..itne bade ghar..aur kya chahiye...?
nanad: bade ghar me kya kya hota hi..hume kya pata...chal..kal se aur maza aayega...ye sab dekkar...lekin wo handsome bechara...isse shaadi karke bhul kiya usne...ab deko bhokna padega...
sona wants to slap them...but just goes from there..its not new to her..their words...but this time are so toxic...
she comes home...seeing her princess smile...everything just fades away...she freshes up comes to her..lifts her...kissing her..miss kiya mumma ko...babe...looking at veena: mumma...aap kuch deer rest kijiye..bahut pareshaan kiya na..babe...
veena: ee kya kiya..bechari...pareshaan tho ajit karraha hi mujhe..
ajith: babhi..agayi aap...plz come with me..we will show u something...they takes her to unicorn area...which actually became garden...
sona: beautiful ajith...superb...lekin achnak kyo?
puja: babhi humari princess ko greenary pasand aarahi hina...isiliye...ab deko wo yaha humsab se kise khelega....they sits there for some time..sona asking them to rest..comes to their room...
she plays with babe for sometime...while making her play..she dozes ...bcz of work after somany months...
withbabes touch she gets up...taking her..kya hua..srishti ko...bore horahi hi...aao ab mumma naahlegi tumhara...seeing messy bathroom...understands how difficult it would have been for him...to do all alone...she cleans it..and then makes babe bath..moms way of doing is always specialand different...and ...gets her ready...
how much ever she makes her mind not to think negativities...the words on set are haunting her...thinking hot shower might help..she goes in...comes out feeling little relaxed...arranges the babe bathing things..dressing items..then feeding items separately...
sitting beside babe..she pen down the things..to do and not to do...while feeding..bathing...for rohit..keeping an eye on her princess who is sitting and playing...
she goes to her..tries to make her crwal..but seeing her retortion..."jiddi kika..bilkul baap pe gayi...kabhi nahi sunti..pata hi jab mi bahar hoo tabbhi tum crawl karega..hearing the rohit's voice..she smiles..instantly...
kya karrahe hi...meri bachi...itni sweet fragrance me mujhe jhelne smell aaraha hi...sees babe..tumhe bhi aaraha hina...he smiles looking at sona..who picks babe up...says..first fresh hoke aao..phir...
he goes saying 2 min...tum babe ko feed mat...
before rohit comes..sona about to feed babe .and rohit:stop stop for while...and makes babe lie on her tummy..which she never likes...
sona: mi bahut koshish kiya..lekin deko..ab royegi...
rohit: haa..mi bhi karraha ho...lekin kaha jaata hi jeans...biklul tumjiase ziddi hi...
sona feeds her....while rohit is trying to chuckle with babe..and then patts her to sleep...
rohit: ab itani asani se khya ....subah tho muje ek film dikaya...magic hi tumhari haath me...wise aaj kisa tha..first day..
sona listening this with fake smile...acha hi...
he goes near to her...kya hua sona..kyo aisa ho..
sona: mi ache patni nahi hoona..nor ache maa..aisa sab kuch tumpar chodkar jaarahi hoo..ee sab krne ki jaroorat kya hi rohit tumhe...itne bade doc ho...tum..aisa sab kuch karrahe hoo...sirf meri wajah se..jo bhi kaam mujhe karna hi..sab tum karrahe ho
rohit:moving her hairstrand...mine socha..tum gaana hi babaazam ka sunte ho...thoughts modern hi hi...lekin nahi...u have proven me wrong...
sona: rohit im serious..joke nahi karrahi hoo..
rohit: mi kaha joke kaha...lekin socho yee sab kaha hi..ki patni hi karna chahiye sabkuch...kya hoga agar pati karne se...
sona: lekin..society..
rohit: wat society...its always perspective sona...they say bothways...if husband helps wife then they will have theory else also they will have theory....actaully help nahi...share...if husband shares work..
babe ka pyaar maa aur baap dono ko samaan hi milraha hi...tho babe ki deekbaal me..work share karne me problem kya hi..
kya yaar kitna acha mood hi..kharab kardiya...ee pagal ki baath laake...wise ee stupid thought kiska hi..
sona: wo set pe...saas aur nand..
rohit: wo kauva...usi ne shaadi ek saap se kiya..aur uski maa wohi identify nahi kiya.ki uska damaad saap hi....wise gossips keliye hi time nahi use..wo kya karegi... ab gossip ke bagair kuch nahi bacha uska...
sona: smiles..listening this..
rohit: thats my sona...sona ka smile...hi smile hi...look we both know what we are doing...thats enough .we dont want every kauva's accredation...only thing is we never ever should comprimise on being with babe...wise i have my schedule planned im expanding my personal team..to spend more personal time.....u know with both of u...
sona: haa mibhi bataya nethraji ko...bas trp ache aaye...so that ....
rohit: kya trp leke baithe hoo...wo tv saas ka ek baath sahi hi...tum mere baath kabi seriously nahi lete..
sona: confusingly..kya kiya mine,...
rohit: pulling her close to him...subah bataya na...note pe...punishment...inaam...jo tumne nahi diya abtak...he goes close to her...towards his fav place...
sona: kya kare meri pati ko kabhi feel hi nahi aata...he is always i dont feel like...he closes her mouth with hand...chup...ek dum..aaj tumhe.....she licks his hand...and with smile says.aaj tho tum gaye...they listens babe cry...
rohit:shayad use behen nahi chahiye..agar nahi roya tho...sona cuts..his words...
sona: nahi roya tho bhi..kuch nahi hone wala hi...patting her...babe to sleep..
rohit: matlab...
sona: matlab ...yaad aaya...kevalramanis ke ghar pe...washroom me aunties bata rahe ki..tum me kuch ...she smiles...wise they are ...looks at him..and breaks to laugh....
rohit: shouts..mujhme koi problem nahi hi..
sona: ushh....deere deere....rohit slowly....
rohit: in low voice mujme kuch pb nahi hi..mere paaas proof hi..meri laadli hi proof hi....
he goes to his side of bed...blabbering..sab log kyo jokepiece hogaya mi...he switches off bedlamp..and sleeps...sona comes and cuddles him tightly ..he tries to release her...but her...soft lovely touch makes him...bend to her...and sleeps..
a week passes by with everyone almost adjusting their roles...more comprimises in work...without missing time with babe...
sona's tension wrt to trp is increasing bcz she knew its her comeback how they are gonna recieve it...with babe and rohit...family time...its just subsiding..but the talks on set about them..all making its own imapct..
morning:
asuusal rohit made her princess bathe...and makes her..ready...places her on her tummy...goes to get her feed...by time he comes...he sees babe moving bit...towards sona photo..
he smiles looking at her...places a mat on floor..shifts her there....and places sona photo little away...she started crawling towards her photo...smilingly...rohit strles fo second...its another step in babes growth...with happy tears he again places photo little away...and starts shoting video...and sends it to sona...
he forgets he has to go for hospital...and starts imitating her babe..making her more crawl..just enjoying those moments...
sona seeing video calls him....he lisfts andkeeping her inline...he joins babe who is crwling...
looking at them...her heart is thumping to just leave evrything and join them...a happpy tears...seeing them..and pain she is missing it...
rohit: deka...kissing her...kitne badi hogayi ee...
sona: haa...
looking at her in tears..rohit: ee..sona wat happened.
sona:i miss this...jab mi ghar me thi tab karsakte na..ee
rohit: sona..jaoor wo ab crwal kiya..lekin kise pata ...tumhare photo ke paas hi...wo crawl karraha hi..mere paas bhi nahi...pappas princess hi...sona ke alawa kaha kicheega wo bhi...
veena ,nishi comes there...arey ee rohit bhi na...bacho jise karrahe hi...hospital nahi jaana hikya...meeting hi..yk call kiya..
rohit: wo..yaa..yeah..i forgot..deko babe is crawling...they smiles...and rohit..saying bye to sona..gets..sona mom..ro rahi hi...ki ee moments miss karahi hi...siliye...he leaves...
veena: sona ka pain i can understand...wo kitne din se .koshish karrahi hi...to see this...and mujhe kaha..ki jab mi set pe hota na tabi ye karegi...uska baath hi sach hua..
nishi:lekin babhi...we can make her happy...wo nahi aasakti..lekin hum...ja sakte na...
veena nods...yes....they goes to set...
kpk set:
the set is being decorated beautifully...for upcoming 6 year anniversary...
sona finshing shot..opens her green room....finding them smiles..mumma aap..yaha...taking princess...kissing her...crawl kiya...tumne..haaa mujhe chodke...looking at veena: thanku mumma..thanku somuch..
veena: kise laga surprise...
sona: best...u are the best.....mumma...
she really feels great and refreshing..spending with babe on set...and veena too for seeing shoot...
but the worry she had come true..trp neither raise nor fallen down...its the same even after her comeback...
she is a star for sure..but she knew how tv industry works..its just on trp...which can make or break them..
night:
after patting babe to sleep...she sits in balcony.... tried contacting nethraji who is not reaching...she knew the reason behind it...
evening:
nethra ji: sona...kal se kuch overtime hoga..pura din shoots...
sona: nethraji aise kise..mine bataya already...ek do ghante already im managing..pura din...nahi
nethra: i know sona..but trp...
sona: haa..lekin already im spending 2 hrs more since 3 days just for this...aapko patahina...im hardly getting time...
nethraji: tum meri herione ho sona...trp is important...tum pechle jise sona nahi ho...bhul gaye sabkuch jo bhi kpk ne diya..
sona: sahi kaha aapne...mi pechle sona nahi hoo..mi ek maa hoo...ek herione se jyada kuch kiya mine ...apne shaadi bhi daur pe lagake aaya ..shoot ko..kpk keliye...ab meri bachi ko bhi chodkar aarahi hoo...kuch nahi bula mi...plzz mi isse jyada nahi karsakte...
her mobile notification pops putting break to her thoughts....
a msg from asst director..mam track is changing..tmr oudoor shoot hoga...
with his msg she is getting the depth of it...feeling a messaging hands..on her neck..opens her eyes..sees rohit...who asks her wat happened..
she narrates everything...and stops suddenly in tears...seeing rohits anger on nethraji...
rohit: nethraji ko dimak karab hogayi kya...ee kise baathe karrahi hi....ye tarika hi baath karne ka...u just gave her fitting reply...she doesnt deserve u...looking at her...who is in tears..
rohit: hey...inlogo keliye ro rahi ho...who doesnt deserve ur tears...ek week ka trp hin na...chodo..ee batao kya pehenenge kal...outdoor shoot hina...come ill pick dress for u...
he gets up...but sona stops him...kuch nahi hoga na rohit...
rohit cuping her...kuch nahi hoga...i promise..she rests her head on his lap..and sleeps..with a horrified thought...that last line of nethraji before she left from her room...
she wanted to shout that will not happen at all..but she knew wat rohit's reaction could be...with rohits patt...she is trying hard to sleep...which is no where near..she gets..and asks rohit: shall i quit..?
rohit: wat..?
sona: haa rohit...mujse nahi horaha hi...ee tum hi bataya na...jeena chahiye sab apne zindagi..khul ke...mujhe bhi jeena hi...ek dum suffocation aarahi hi...
rohit: sona...jeelo apne zindagi khul ke...lekin sab baat karne ka ee time nahi hi...tumhara zindagi hi kpk...ise chodkar khul ke jeena namumkin hi tumhe...sochenge..deere..sab..agar ab choda tho..people say just for trp u quitted
sona: u only told sab ki baath sunana nahi chaiye..apne dil ka sunlo..
rohit: exactly...lekin happyness or sadness me decision nahi lena hi...
ek challenge aya ab tumhe..use face karlo...trp badne do..phir bhi yahi laga tho tab sochenge..then i will not stop u...
sona: pakka na..kuch galat hoga tho nahi...he nods..nahi...and patts her to sleep..with utmost difficulty...
rohit knew something is wrong...but thinks might be more stressed bcz of trp...he picks her up in to bed and sleeps...
mrng:
sona leaves early for shoot..and rohit also leaves for hospital...thinking on how to cheer her...suddenly he remebers tmr is kpk's 6 year anniversary...texts her..get ready..evening we will go for shopping....
he got busy in surgeries back to back...finally comes to his cabin...finds...ajith,nishi sitting tensedly..ajith shows article...reading the title itself..he startles..
Is Sonakshi needed for kpk..?wen her come back cant ftech trp..is she really needed..?
he says..ajith ye media pe articles...sona dont take seriously..chodo...but remembering last night convo...he gets little tensed...
ajith : lekin bhai ee itna circulate kise horaha hi...
nishi: haa humari sona..ko sab frnds hi hi...wise this is two face industry we cant really expect...
he is not interested in all this..he just want wat she is thinking...he calls her..but doesnt lift..he knew where she will be...
he rushes to her....and finds her..sitting near babe and crying...beside bed...goes near to her...her questions freezes him.
am i insecure.....?
she tells the last line which nethraji uttered yesterday..
nethraji: kya sona...kahi tum apni maa jise nahi banene ka soch rahi hoo..kya...i mean ur extra care towards babe..kahi insecure nahi ho...ki tum aur tumhari maa jise rishta hoga...tum aur srishti ke beech me...
aur ab...upar se wo article...
sab kuch tumhari wajah se...hua...bataya mine...tumhe...mi choodunga..lekin nahi...suna..kya kaha..trp...important nahi hi..
ab deko..wo article me bhi kya kya lika...meri jaroorat nahi hi...ab kpk keliye...